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2009-03-13T16:44:00.000+08:00

My six-year-old Shih Tzu that went missing on 10 March 2009, has returned home safely today (13 March 2009) at about 9.15am.

Me and my family would like to thank this kind-hearted Hindu lady and her family, who lives in Katong, for responding to our Classified advert and returning our beloved pet.

"We would like to thank the lady who does not want to be named and her family for their kindness in taking great care of our dog when it was lost. Another big Thank You to her two little kids who played with him, fed him dog snacks and even bathed him. We are extremely glad that our dog is safe and sound now. Apart from that, we would also like to thank this lady for taking the trouble by going shop to shop, house to house just so as to find the owner of the dog. We are touched by both her and her family's actions."

"Thank you so much!"

Missing Shih Tzu, Mickey

2009-03-12T16:03:00.008+08:00

LOST DOG

My precious dog has gone missing since 10th March 2009 at 1800hours, off Frankel Avenue and was last seen outside St. Stephens School.

He is believed to have wandered out of the house in the Frankel estate. Its body is mostly white with a patch of brown near his hip area and his head is both brown and black with a white streak above his forehead.

As he has a weak heart and suffers from skin problems and requires immediate medication, it is critical for us to attend to him as soon as possible. He is extremely fussy with his food and only eats certain brand of dog food and supplements otherwise he would not eat and this is very worrying for us. He plays a very important role in our lives and is just like a son/brother to us.

I know my blog my be dead but I hope somebody is reading this. I hope I can reach out to a bigger audience and especially to people living in the East side of Singapore. If you have found or seen a shih tzu that looks exactly like the dog I'm finding, please leave me a msg in my tagboard or contact me at 94473105.

I hope the person who has my dog in his/her hands will return my dog back to me. Reward will be given.

2008-05-22T10:02:00.005+08:00

It's 12.04pm in the afternoon now. Since I still don't have the mood to do my assignment yet, so here I am. I think my blog is quite pathetic. Not even 100 posts of entry after being established like 3-4 years now? So this shows that I'm not really a "diary" person. Ok, I admitted that I created this blog not because I really love to note down the happenings in every single day that I lived but it's because of the blogging trend that happened years ago. But I actually learnt html through blogging - editing templates and stuffs, so thanks to blogging that made me gain my html knowledge. =)

It's gonna be winter very soon on 1st June. Trees are getting redder and balder. haha.. Don't know if there's such words. Days are getting shorter as well, it's already dark at around 5.30pm. And weather is getting cooler and colder. It's 5 degrees now! I was actually quite shocked when I just checked the weather forecast cos I didn't expect it to be 12 degrees now. Doesn't feel anything like that leh.. Maybe because I'm at home? Anyway, as winter is approaching. Melbourne is getting wetter each day too. It has been raining/drizzling the past few days. Even when the sky is bright and clear in the day, it will start to drizzle in the evening.

Taken all these pictures few days ago. Nice huh? But maybe the pics are too small to be seen.

Hmm.. actually wanted to post some overdue photos - photos of my taiwan trip. But I dont know how to start. So many photos (total of 500 plus) but can't possibly upload every one. If I do that, I think it's take days for me to complete that single post. haha.. That's the problem of having a digital camera when it doesn't have any film but a memory card. Digi cam enables you to take as many photos as u want, view them, and delete any of those that u dislike. And so, I snapped at almost everything I see. So now I have to filter through the photos to see which one I can include in my post. But dont know how long it'll take for me to do that. haha...

2008-05-17T21:34:00.009+08:00

I'm back!! Finally managed to stick my head out of the pool of assignments that I had submerged in for months. And now, finally all assignments of 2 subjects completed, left 2 more each for my remaining 2 subjects. Supposed to post this entry last Saturday one but was too tired to do it. haha..

Let's see... What have I been doing so far since March.

See..There is assignment due almost every week. I'm going to die soon lor.. I'm still left with a few more. One due in 31st May, one in 2nd June, one in 12th June. Arghhh.. And then later still got exams.. **Puke** I'm so going to study till I puke. But, come to think of it, I only have 2 papers - 10th June and 23rd June. Not too bad..

Hmm.. There is always one thing which I find very contradicting. Whenever I'm so packed with assignments, I always wanted it to end asap so I can go and play. But now when most of them all over already, I feel so empty. Like something's missing like that. Sometimes will even feel bored cos nothing to do.. Weird right?

But anyway, I still enjoy my life without much assignments on hand. hehe.. After handing in two assignments last week, I decided to go walk around the city on Thursday. It's been a long time since I last shopped lor. While on my way to Singapore Chom Chom for dinner, I walked passed a shop with clothings and shoes that I liked, so decided to walk in to the shop after dinner. But who knows, it's already 10pm by the time I finished my dinner. *shop closed already* Hai.. =( That's one of the rare shops that close at 10pm on a Thursday. All ang moh shops close at 5pm on all days except Friday. Pathetic right?? So I'm left with no other choices but to go home and prepare for my meeting on Friday.

After my meeting on Friday, I decided to go back to the shop. And finally, got all my clothes and shoes. Among the many shoes on display, there is one that looked cute. It's a brown leather boots/heals (dont know which one but it's a covered toes shoes) with some fury fury thing at the opening of the shoe (the part where u put your feet in). And it's super comfortable also.. So I asked the salesgirl whether the fur is real or fake. Only then that I realised that the fur is actually real - it's rabbit fur. Rabbit fur leh... hai.. Cruel. Although I like the shoes, I decided not to buy. It's also not suitable to be worn in Singapore's weather. When I asked the salesgirl whether it's wearable in Singapore, she said only during winter cos it might be too hot for other weather. So I kindly rejected the shoes and told her that there's no winter in Singapore. It's a pity actually. But anyway, spent around 600 plus at that shop and that immediately entitles me to the VIP card. haha.. cool man.. Adds on to my collection. I dont have any other cards in my wallet. The only type of cards I have is VIP cards. But then, I can't spend much already. Got to save up. I still have the rest of the year to go..

After that, I still decided to pamper myself. But this time with food. Went shopping in the Asian Grocery store, Laguna, after my dinner in Pacific House (they served good char siews *yum yum*). Grocery store, aka supermarket, is one of my favourite places to go. haha.. Cos got alot of different food for me to choose, look at, and buy. I've been a very good girl since dont know how long ago cos I've resisted my temptation of buying sweets. haha... Sweets are my favourite. And occassionally, chocolates. =D Cannot buy any sweets anymore cos currently I have one small cupboard full of sweets and chocolates waiting for me to eat.

Since I am craving for biscuits, I wanted to buy the biscuit section in Laguna. And look what I saw.....

飞轮海, particularly Wu Zun, calling me to buy them!!! =D

Without any hesistation, I bought them. Bought lots of them. hehe..

Nice hor... I'm planning to keep the wrappers as souvenirs. hehe.. But does Sg have these in supermarkets?? I doubt so.

Anyway, it's 11.13am now. It's a miracle that I'm up so early. Normally will slp till 12plus. But I'm awake at around 7am today. And guess what I saw???? I saw a big big big hot air balloon right in front of my balcony. It's really cool lor but I didnt manage to take any photos cos I was still in 半睡半醒的状态. haha..

Gonna watch my series after typing this long entry. Currently watching 2 series, 葡萄园的那小伙儿 + 恶作剧2吻. I've been enjoying life since last Friday. Watching movie, series, and playing game when I'm bored with watching movies. Solitaire and Dota are my companions apart from movies. haha.. But I'm still very noob in Dota despite playing it for months (although not constantly playing it everyday). That is why I always play alone. If I play with the pros, I will sure die one lor.. One thing I've found out about myself after playing games all this while, and that is, I have a slow reaction. Sometimes or most of the time I think, my hand doesn't coordinate with my mind. That's why I always die in games. haha.. Aiya... very hard to explain what I mean by myself having a slow reaction.

I think there's alot of grammar mistakes and sentences phrased incorrectly in this entry. Cos I've typed this entry over a period of 3 days. haha.. And I havent been proofreading cos I dont see the need to. I'm not handing in essays anyway so I can afford to have some singlish in my... hmmm... "compo"? "life diary"?

Ok, I shall now proceed to watch my movies. 现在拼命的relax, 因为今晚就有assignment要写了. 再见!

2008-03-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

Oh man.. I cant believe I'm writing this at this hour!! It's 4.30am over here in aust now, and I'm still awake. Somebody help me~~~ hai.. I'm supposed to be sleeping one lor but I couldnt slp cos I've slept too much already. Woke up at 12plus in the afternoon but didnt manage to stay awake completely cos was having a terrible headache so I went back to slp. And who knows.. the next moment I woke up, I got a shock of my life. Cos it was already 5.30pm.. And there goes another day of my holidays.. Yi tian jiu zhe yang guo le.. Very wasteful lor..

Hai... I miss my sec sch friends who are in sg!!! I kept having dreams about the old days.. dreaming of weird situations with the characters being some of my sec sch friends.. Is this some kind of indication?? Indicating that I misses the times with them? It actually makes me kinda home sick.. I miss home.. I miss my friends.. Hmm.. Being in aust for more than 5 years now.. I should have gotten used to it but dont know why, I still miss them alot. Going overseas for further studies is gd and bad at the same time. I feel drifted apart from my friends.. Friends whom I used to be close with are no longer that close to me anymore.. Friends whom I used to talk to, confide in over msn in the first 2-3yrs are no longer there for me anymore.. I guess everybody is busy with their own things. And it's not easy to meet up with everyone in the short period of time when I return to sg for holidays. It's quite sad actually.. Sometimes, I really wished to get hold of them but I dont know how to. Sometimes, I really wished I could turn back time and get everything back to how it used to be but this is one thing that is impossible to achieve. There are also some whom I really wanna talk to but I dont know how. There are alot of things I wanna say but the moment I faced them, I became mute suddenly. I dont know how to open my mouth and talk.

hai... feeling very emotional now. dont know why I've been feeling very emotional recently. Am I going through some things which I'm not even aware of. How come most of my post ends with such negative endings one.. Am I being too pessimistic? What has happened to me?? I used to be an optimistic person one..

2008-03-21T10:37:00.003+08:00

OMG!! Just heard the news that Wu Zun and coy were in Sg to promote 公主小妹. Hai~~ Wasted.. If I'm in sg, I would have chiong to the place already lor.. Wu Zun is just so shuai.. and his 'bro' also - I think it's Nan Feng Ying if I'm not wrong. So shuai lor.. Btw, anybody knows how to go Fan Club?? I wanna join leh.. I wanna join F4 fanclub.. I also wanna join Wu Zun fanclub - I think shld be Fei Lun Hai fanclub bah.. And I also wanna join Jay Chou fanclub. Haha.. So many that I wanna join..

Link of Wu Zun and coy in Sg is here..
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/COrgLRQN-Yo/

新加坡的朋友好热情哦~~ Is that one line that every artiste will say when they come to sg.. I've heard this line when I went to Jay's concert.. Now this line again when I watch the news in the link provided. Haha.. Maybe that's what they always say..

2008-03-21T08:46:00.004+08:00

It's Easter! Happy Easter Everyone! And it's also the start of my holidays~~ =) Oh well.. It's weird to have my holidays at this point of time. Usually had it in April. It's cos Easter is early this year. Easter bunny decided to have Easter eggs earlier this year. haha.. Rubbish~~

So bored lor.. Everywhere is closed today. Including shopping centres, supermarkets, and restaurants (?). It's not only today lor.. It's up till Tuesday I think. There is Good Friday, Easter Saturday, Easter Monday, Easter Tuesday. So working people have a long break during Easter (4 to 5 days). So good hor.. If I'm not wrong, Sg only has 1 day public holidays. But what do people do during Easter?? I don't really celebrate Easter apart from buying chocolate Easter eggs, and enjoying myself during this holiday. =D

Hmm.. I wonder how's life in sg. It's been a long time when I stayed in Sg permanently and looked like a sgrean. When I'm in Sg for my holidays, I dont feel like a sgrean lor. I'm not really familiar with places in sg. And the number of shopping centres I know is very limited. Marina Square, Suntec City, AMK Hub, NorthPoint, Causeway Point. These are all my hangout places. Haha.. Very pathetic hor.. I also think so. I have actually planned to join daytours if there's any when I'm in sg for my Year end holidays. But my mum said I'm siao. Not siao lor.. I want to know more places mah so I wont need to just go to that few areas that I know. Sometimes it's really sian to go to the same places again and again one lor..

Orchard is one place which I really dislike going. I'm so super unfamiliar with Orchard. I will only go there when I'm with friends or someone who knows the place so I can just follow. haha.. (3years ago) There's once when I'm at FarEast plaza and wanted to go to the MRT station. But dont know how I walk till I ended up at Wheelock place. And during that time, I didnt know the existence of this wheelock place lor.. Very sua gu~ Yes, I know. haha.. But it's scary lah.. Somemore I was alone. And it's very paiseh to ask people. So I decided to take taxi to my destination. Taxis are my best friend in sg. haha.. It's very convenient. Brings to straight to the place you wanna go. =D

So I'm kinda excited to stay in sg permanently at the end of this year. I wonder how it feels to be back in sg permanently. haha.. That is when I guess I can finally focus on my jian fei plan. wahaha.. Right now, it's like no 3 no 4. When I'm in Aust, food is very tempting. So I will eat and eat. When I'm back in sg, food is even more tempting, causing me to eat and eat also.. So like that die lor.. Go anywhere also eat and eat, and then become fatter and fatter. I'm really very fat lor. Sometimes, I feel like just taking a knife and cut my fats away. Hey people in Sg, tell me why are you all are so skinny. It's true lor.. Whenever I'm back in sg, the girls and some guys I saw on the streets/everywhere are so skinny. 瘦到可怜. Some even look very malnourished. It's like they nvr eat lor. I really wonder how they can become like that.

2008-03-13T14:00:00.061+08:00

Finally got the mood to write already. But I guess no one's reading it anymore - guess that's the results of not updating my blog regularly. hehe.. Anyway, here to talk about Jay's concert that I went to in January. So this is a very outdated post. Haha.. Wanted to write this immediately when I came back from his concert but I procrastinated. =p

Anyway, his concert is good. Effects were good, songs also good, singer even better - superb man! haha.. Me and my sis only managed to get the tix last minute. An angel came by the moment when we really lost hope. Haha.. We got the $198 tix and $200 each. So the person selling the tix is not heartless to sell it at $1000 plus like some asshole on eBay. $200 to see Jay Chou is worth it. hehe.. My first time seeing him so close up in person. Never even seen my F4 so close up before lor..

Actually I also find it weird that I'm liking him now. I used to dislike him one lor.. But it's only after listening to his 'ting ma ma de hua' then I'm beginning to like his songs already. His new album 'Niu Zai Hen Mang' is also superb! Haha.. Ok, back to his concert. My sis and I went to the stadium quite early at abt 5 plus in the afternoon. We thought we were early already. But who knows there are ppl who're more kiasu than us. People already started queuing for his items at 2pm when the concert actually starts in the evening. I salute to all those ppl man! But thanks to these ppl, I didn't get to buy any souvenirs back. Only managed to make a reservation for the things that I want (hao guo mei you lah). And so, me and my sis were looking at the brochure, deciding on the things we want. I've brought $400 plus there to spend on souvenirs but only ended up spending $250 and lending ard $100 to my sis. The rest of the money was kept to buy snacks to the concert.

Bought twisties and ribena to the concert but only managed to eat it before the concert starts. The moment the light was being turned off, everybody became so high and started screaming for Jay Chou. Including the both of us, I threw my packet of twisties in to the plastic bag. At the point of time, my heart was beating real fast for dont know what reason. haha.. I'm just too excited to see him already. =X Hmm.. Anyway, it's hard to put my happiness and excitement into words. I shall let the photos do the "talking"/"describing" or whatever from now. OMG! I really still cannot believe I've seen him in person. Hahaha...

****BEWARE****Many photos coming your way!! =D****

On the way to the stadium

Me with the complimentary green cardboard which I've been holding on to throughout the concert. Actually I wanted to buy light stick one lor.. To pei he the atmosphere. But my sis says not to buy the light stick. Hai.. Otherwise, I would be feeling even high. wahaha..

Me and my sis after exchanging places with one lady. Actually we were on different rows but a nice lady offered me her seat (one that was beside my sis) and so I gave up my seat that has a very good view to her.

Wanted to take the people in the center (DJs?) but it's abit blur

Then tension is building up. Lights were turned off, people were starting to get high and excited. Then out comes the dancers.

And then........ It's Jay Chou!!! ZHOU JIE LUN!!!! ZHOU JIE LUN!!! *Screamssss*

A very clear pic of him

Him and the piano. He's very cool and talented lor. Only managed to take his back view. And I LIKE White suit. Awwwww... So shuai lor

Jay Chou and his tu di. A guy from nan quan ma ma. Hmm.. Not a clear pic of them.

His back view. Really cool hor.. I really like white suit man! =D

A really nice ending position. But dont know why some of his dancers are really ugly. Some even looked like ah guas lor.

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The following pics may make you drool. So go prepare yourself a bowl/cup/container/tub or whatever things to contain your saliva. ;)

Hen shuai ba~ liu le hen duo kou shui le ma?? hehe..

Nan quan ma ma - Jay's special guest. His concert in taiwan is really good lor. Special guest is Pan Wei Bo - another shuai ge.

I really hate the 2 female dancers below. They are super ya ya papaya lor..They danced in a super slutty manner. Really cant stand it lor!! They kept touching him lor.. Cannot stand it! If Jay Chou is my bf, I'll sure chop their heads off. I'll make sure they crawl back home.

See~~~!!!! Look at the way they danced. Look at their butts!!! Really wanna take a grass cutter and cut away their butts lor!

Qi Si Wo Le!!! Stupid ass go touch his hand somemore. Super chen ji one lor.. Stupid girls~~! Last time F4 concert, there's also one 30-40yrs old auntie went up stage, and then you know what she did?!?! She went to hug my Jerry lor when he was singing Yue Liang Dai Biao Wo De Xing!!! Wah lao~~ At that point of time, I really feel like strangling that auntie.

Jay Chou and his wai po. He's a very filial grandson. It's very seldom to see singers inviting their grandparents up on stage in their concert. "大家掌声欢迎我的外婆" is what he said when inviting his grandmother to the stage.

The whole group of them. This is a funny part. The content, the things they say and sing is quite entertaining.

Jay Chou playing the guitar. He's really talented lor. Knows how to play many instruments - piano, drums, guitar, and even gu zheng. Really very cool~~ =D

Jay Chou playing the gu zheng. That's the last pic that my sis managed to take before our camera battery went flat. Really good timing eh..cos this was already the last programme. haha.. Oh ya.. he encored 3 times leh. People were still shouting his name when the concert has ended, and the lights were already turned on. They thought that he would come out and sing again. haha..

That's it. I have some other photos but I think all these are enough already. I've already taken 2 hours plus to upload all these pics. This is one thing I hates about blogger cos it takes like forever to upload photos. It's ok if it's successful but I've experienced several failures for the photos to be uploaded to the server already. And I'm surprised that I still have the patience to continue writing this entry. Haha.. Before I end, I wanna show 2 pics that I've taken in Taiwan.

WU ZUN!!!!!! My da shuai ge~~ Omg! The more I look at him, the faster my heart beats and melts. hehe.. His paper portrait in the size of a human (I dont know what's that called) can be seen everywhere in the 7-11 in Taiwan. Apparently, I think he's helping to promote one of the cup noodles but I didnt manage to take a picture of that portrait. I wanted to carry it away from the 7-11 one lor but didnt managed to.

Another thing is this Hello Kitty waffle. This thing was being served in my Hello Kitty breakfast in the Grand Hi-Lai Hotel in Kao Hsiung. When I was at the entrance of the hotel and upon knowing that it's the Hello Kitty hotel that we're staying, I was super happy and excited lor but I didnt managed to stay in the Hello Kitty room on our first night in Kao Hsiung. But luckily lah..Cos we only stayed in that hotel for 1 night before heading to Taipei. Then after knowing that we will be returning to this hotel when we come back to Kao Hsiung from Taipei, I requested to stay in the Hello Kitty room, and surprisingly, my father agreed and booked one of the Hello Kitty room for me and my sis. With this Hello Kitty room, we're entitled to a Hello Kitty breakfast. Every utensils are printed with Hello Kitty. It's a really cool experience I must say. Such thing can never be experienced in Spore one lor... Ohh ya.. And I wanna say... I really love Taiwan. People there are just so friendly and courteous. Unlike those stupid salesgirls/salesman/salesperson you see in Spore when you walked in to any shops/shopping centre who behave or has the facial expressions/attitude as though their whole family has been killed and they're out, in search of and ready to kill their lifetime enemies. You know what I mean lah.. They have those faces that you see already also feel like giving them one tight slap. I really cant stand shopping in Spore lor. Everywhere in Spore, people seems to have attitude problems. Really dont know what is really wrong with them. It's like smiling to people will kill them instantly. I mean just smile lah.. You'll make every customer feels happy and comfortable also what. Then everybody will be happy in the end. It doesnt matter whether people buy your things or not. I really hate those salesgirls who give you black faces or attitude when you dont buy their things. It's super frustrating and irritating to receive this kind of service lor. But people are so different in Taiwan. I really dont mind living in Taiwan although it's not really developed. =)

2008-03-08T10:14:00.004+08:00

I would want a guy who will treat and regard me as his princess.
I would want a guy who will not look at, admire, or praise other girls.
I would want a guy who will introduce me as his gf to everyone he knows even his friends.
I would want a guy who will protect me from all kinds of things - eg. people including his friends who bad-mouthed me, insult me, etc.
I would want a guy who will stand up for me, even scolding his friends when they bad-mouthed me.
I would want a guy who is loyal to me and only me.
I would want a guy who loves me and only me.
I would want a guy who will not flirt around.
I would want a guy who will think of his career, future and not laze/play around.

I am a very selfish person. But who will not want a guy like this. But I guess such person will never exist. No guys will not look at other girls.

Mood: Confused, Sad, Whatever

2008-01-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy right now... Was out the whole day and just gotten back back. And just saw a parcel sent from Melb, and guess what's inside.. It's my cert.. WooOoo HoooOOo~~!!! I'm so happy! haha.. It finally arrived. I've been waiting for it since December 2007, and it finally arrived today. No words can described my happiness now.. haha..

Well... anyway.. Brought my grandparents for lunch at Jack's Place at Causeway Point to celebrate my grandfather's bday in advanced. And after lunch, I went for a CD spree. Actually planned to buy only 1 CD but ended up buying quite a few. And I got Wu Zun poster for free.. =D

Oh ya... Another good news.. F4 is back!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... finally.. After having no news about them for abt 5 years, they're back. And I still support them.. I'm their loyal supporter leh... And hor, my jerry is still so shuai and cool.. hehe...

Hmm.. CD-RAMA has got a box containing F4 stuffs but I don't know what is inside the box. Wanted to buy but it cost like $80 plus leh.. Was procrastinating but then... I still think that I'll get it the next time I stepped into CD-RAMA.. haha.. Treat it as a present for myself for my graduation.. hehe.. =p

2008-01-07T23:12:00.000+08:00

Hai.. Life is indeed very unpredictable. When I receive the news regarding MC King from sn, I was very shocked. I couldn't believe it. Though he isn't related to me, but the news has some sort of impact on me. Maybe it's because I've seen him on TV shows for ages, ever since I'm young. It's a pity that a good and filial person like him leave so early and so sudden. My impression of him was him being a very bubbly and jovial person who never fails to make people laugh with his funny actions.

He passed away so suddenly. No one expected this to happen. I remembered seeing him in the Star Awards 07, and even on some variety show on CH8. And now, he's gone.

Just saw his funeral in the news. Very sad.. May he rest in peace and hope his family will be ok soon. It's very painful to part with someone closed to you. And I hate that kinda feeling. Be it temporary parting or permanent parting with family or friends, I dont like both. The feeling isn't really good.

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Oh ya.. I've tickets for Jay Chou concert already. Luck is on my side. Didn't manage to get any tickets for this concert when I'm in Melbourne, as well as when I'm in Hong Kong. Jay Chou had his concert in HK for 4 days I think and it's all full - so couldnt get tickets for that. But last week, a friend of mine told me that his friend got extra 2 tickets. Lucky us - me and my sis got the tickets for $198 for his concert on 19th Jan. A very reasonable price cos there are some idiotic assholes who bought the concert tickets and sell them on eBay for $600 and even $1200. These people can just go and die.

2007-12-15T02:28:00.000+08:00

Just got back from my 1 week Hong Kong trip. It was really fun going on holidays with my two cousins, and auntie as well as my mum and sis. Have been walking non-stops ever since 7th dec, and the only resting time was during meal times. Other than that was walking and shopping and taking rides. Went to Disneyland the first 2 days, and then to kowloon. And I will never want to go to HK Disneyland again - really bad experience (not as if I have any good experience there). Idiotic and rude chinas were everywhere. I hate Chinas!!!!!! Went to Ocean Park as well and I took the vertical drop for the second time - a nice ride actually. =D Other than that was shopping, walked till I'm half crippled with blue blacks on my feets. I really dont know how am I able to walk till that extent. Will write the details of it soon.

2007-11-15T20:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm..Havent been posting up entries regularly despite thinking that I would do so. I'm pretty free now.. or actually very free but just dont have the mood to write. Havent been doing much things so nothing interesting really happened. well, maybe for some moth-catching task and the times when I'm being freaked out by it.

Other than that, my days have been spent watching different movie serials at one go - Hana Yori Dango, Romantic Princess, and one other korean movie. Apart from movie serials, I've also been Dota-ing, O2Jam-ing, and playing Granado Espado. I'm actually multi-tasking. cool huh.. haha.. With the numerous entertainment that I can find to entertain myself, that explains why I'm not even bored despite staying at home most of the time.

Have been going out the past 2-3 days - going to movies, shopping + window shopping, as well as spending time on eating. haha.. Will post up pictures some other time. Too tired to do it now cos I just came back from my Great Ocean Road trip. It's an enjoyable trip though it's abit rushing. And... I got sunburnt. Looking like a little lobster now. haha.. ok, a short entry for today. =) too tired to think and type. good night!

2007-11-12T15:50:00.000+08:00

URGENT!! Any kind souls out there with Jay Chou's World Tour 2008 concert tickets willing to sell me theirs?? Just leave a msg and your name in my tagboard. ^_^ 谢谢了！

2007-11-06T10:44:00.000+08:00

Yay~!! End of Thesis.. End of Assignments... End of Uni life~~ WooOOooHoooO... I'm free~~ Free from studies... From today onwards till next yr if I'm continuing. =D Oh well.. Ended in my last assignment yesterday. I'm quite happy.. 1/2 happy only.. still got to wait till Dec to determine whether I can be 1/2 happy, 3/4 happy, or absolutely very happy. wahaha.. I'm talking nonsense.. But that's true actually.. Results are coming out in Dec.. I'm aiming for either a 2nd Lower or 2nd Upper Honours.. Will be pretty happy and satisfied if I can get a 2nd Upper. Will pray hard~ hehe...

Anyway, since I'm so free already.. I've decided to reward myself with some jigsaw puzzles or cross-stitch. Went to the city yest afternoon but to my disappointment, I couldn't even find a single shop selling cross-stitches. There saw jigsaw puzzles around but have decided to just leave it. Cos I've realised that I don't have place to hang my puzzle if I've completed it. So I've nothing to do already but gotta keep myself occupied and entertained though. Else I'll be bored to death. haha.. Anyway, have been you-tubing since yesterday. Found a few video clips which I would like to share. That's if anybody happens to read my blog. hee...

A very cute and talented little girl.. *two thumbs up*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QWNoiVrJDsE

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWyile34-Hg

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkcE6Vy-e6c

This is a video clip of another talented boy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jFizka0r1SY

And a man..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-Pv-0vpxSc

I don't know why.. Singers in Sg Idol and whichever singing competitions held in sg can never be compared to those overseas.. Eg. Like those in the video provided above.
I've thought that sg idol is a waste of time actually.

Anyway, Girls Out Loud is the other video clip that I've been watching. Some episodes are quite interesting and funny. And another movie that I'm chasing now is 公主小妹. A nice show too. =D Countdown: 2 weeks

2007-11-04T13:15:00.000+08:00

Today is a wet day, with strong howling wind that lasted for the whole morning and even up till now. Sometimes, it sounds scary actually. I think it's strong enough to blow away my window if it's not attached to the building. I've seen paper bags and plastic bags flying up in the sky, even higher than my eye level (ps: I'm at the 41st level of my building overlooking the window.) Cool huh.. Kites are flown by people in Sg, but we are flying paper bags here in Aust. New invention eh.. haha.. Anyway, bullshit lah. That isn't true but the paper bags flying thing is true. Will take a picture of it if I see it again. Anyway, that is just to show how strong the wind is. =) Current temperature: 13 degree calcius.

This is how the outside scenary looks like now:

Compared to the scenary on a bright sunny day:

Ok, shall get back to work. Just here to relieve my bored-ness from writing essay. hee.. =D

2007-11-02T17:04:00.000+08:00

Hmm... while listening to the song that is playing now, I'm beginning to feel emotional. It's been 5 years since I left Sg for Melbourne to further my studies. All these years, I actually feel that I've been drifted apart from my friends whom I've made during secondary school. We may be close during those times, and perhaps, during the first 2 years after I've came over - kept in touch thru MSN, and even exchanging testimonials in friendster. But things started to change after I've been here for quite some time. I've beginning to feel being drifted apart and we may not be as close now - maybe because everyone is so busy with their uni life or even NS stuff. Everyone has their own serious things to perform after poly life. It makes me wanna return back to our sec sch days when we study and play together. Every lesson is filled with wonderful memories even though the lesson may be boring and we're tortured to be made to attend the lesson. PE lesson is the period I've always liked. And even, during every Sat when I have to go back to sch for GG. It's very funny tough. During sec sch times, I've wished that the days would pass faster so that I can complete my sec education as soon as possible. But now, having completed that education long time ago, I'm actually missing it. Hai...

Oh well.. I guess that's life ba~ Nevertheless, I still wanna thank all my friends who have been listening to me and giving me advice on what I should do whenever I'm faced with problems, be it studies or my life. Thank you very much. I really really appreciate it. =D

Hmm.. Got to get back to work soon. hai... Anyway, had my presentation on my thesis this morning. I was the second speaker of the day and that is actually good and bad at the same time. hee.. Good - So I can get over and done with my presentation asap. I hated the feeling of waiting for my turn to present cos the nervous-ness that I'll be feeling will be longer. And being the earlier speaker, I may not be compared to other speakers. Maybe it won't apply to this presentation lah cos we're all presenting different things. Bad - cant think of any now. haha.. Anyway, these are the my 1 yr of hard work - my thesis - 82 pages long , 17,578 words; my poster. Got the idea of posting my work from Eleanor.. hehe...

Eleanor and me during presentation this morning.. Was rotting away in the lecture theatre for about 4 hrs before it all ended. During that time, I was actually trying very hard not to fall asleep lor cos I only had 4 hrs of slp before this presentation. -_- Anyway, this photo is taken from mingyao's blog. I look abit weird here.. haha.. Didn't know I was in the photo when he took the pic using his iphone so did not really posed properly. haha..

And so, this marks the end of my thesis. Still got 2 essays more to go. Aiyo..

Anyway, was supposed to upload this before I went out for dinner one.. But then couldnt finish typing the entry so leave it till now.. Ended up having my thoughts all disappeared already.. Aiyo.. So this last part may not make any sense. haha.. And so, ya.. I just got home not long ago. Went to Seoul House and then for Max brener for Chocolate.. Yummy but fattening.. haha.. =D

Celebrity Lookalike

2007-10-26T08:58:00.000+08:00

Well.. well.. waiting to go to sch but am feeling bored and nothing to do right now.. So I went to do some bo liao things.. went to this celebrity look alike website and tried it out..

These are so not accurate lor.. I dont even think I look like them.. -_- It actually depends on the photos u use, different angle generates different 'look' and that explains the different celebrity that is chosen I guess.. haha..

Thesis Completed!

2007-10-25T21:52:00.000+08:00

Yay!! Finally.. 终于啊~~ Finally.. I've submitted my thesis today. I am so super duper happy.. *happy sha la la la.. it's so nice to be happy* hahaha...my 1 year of hard work leh.. though there are some time when I'm really slacking away lah.. come to think of it, I think I've only spent my first semester reading up on electronic crime and trying to think of my topic. After that, proceed to write my Chapter 1 and 2 - which I've changed alot this semester due to a change in the focus of my thesis. And then, it was winter break and that is when I went back to sg.

Now, I've come to realise that there exists a perception that is distinct from reality where having a schedule to follow is perceived as easy, useful, and will help motivates myself to keep on going/working. eh eh~~ that's a phrase I've learnt while writing my thesis. wahaha.. Initially, I've planned to finish Chapter 3 by July one lor.. Cos I thought that Chapter 3 - Research Methodology will be an easy chapter to write. But then, July being my holidays and also the period that I'm in sg, thesis was not my priority during the time I'm in sg.. Instead, eating and playing were my priority then. haha.. So, I dont really have the mood to write and to search for articles on Google; Google Scholar; Google Books.

And when I've returned to melb during the end of July, I also didnt get started on it. Cos that was the time when I have to resubmit my ethics application and then proceed to carry out my survey. And and... Conducting survey is a thing that I will NEVER do again. It is super tedious and time-consuming especially when out of so many people you approached, only 1 or 2 agree to participate in your survey. But actually if a person approaches me to complete a survey, I will also run far far away especially when the survey is 8 pages long.. wahaha.. Hmm.. I was very enthu in conducting the survey one lor cos I thought it will be fun. So, I started conducting my survey for 3 hrs straight for 2 days. But after being rejected by so many people (esp. ang mohs), I got abit sian already. *I really hate being rejected lor.* It wasnt fun afterall. So I wasnt really motivated to get the survey done anymore. When motivation decreases = speed of doing things also decreases. That is why I took 2 months to conduct my survey.

Soon, September came. And I've realised that I really really behind time already. Cos it's already Sept and I need to submit my thesis in Oct, and I havent got my Chapter 3 done, still need to compile my data from the survey, analyze the data and put into words, and Chapter 4,5,6 to go. That was when I feel the pressure and started to chiong all the way. Slept at 12am and woke up at 6am to do work, and this continues for at least 2 wks. This doesn't last long which is not really good. During this period, there were times when I really feel like giving up. Cos I dont really know what I'm actually finding and looking out for despite looking, analyzing, and staring at the data collected from the survey. That was hell lor.. Not knowing what to do, simply at a loss and feeling helpless. Nevertheless, I told myself that I cannot give up, 一定要坚持到底. Easier said than done lah.. But anyway, got myself up and continued working again. Discussed with my supervisors who sort of gave me ideas on how to proceed with my data, it's not easy due to my small number of participants. And so after that, it was constant work everyday. Even if I'm not working on my thesis in the morning, I'll be working on it in the night. And finally, the end-product is out today. Spent like the whole afternoon with Eleanor and Mingyao in the lab today - proofreading each other's thesis and printing it out. Printed 6 copies and that cost like 30 over dollars I guess. And I tell you.. printing documents outside Uni is super duper extremely expensive lah.. It costs $1.50 to print a coloured A4 document, so I spent around $50 plus printing my coloured documents (which cant be printed in sch) and binding it. I spent quite alot for this stupid report lor.. The printing of my thesis is one of it only. That time during my data analysis, I printed out my Excel sheet (containing 58 sets os responses) in that same shop and in A3 coloured documents, which cost me $80 plus dollars. Got a shock of my life when I was at the counter paying for my stuffs. $80 plus for some stupid paper leh.. 我的天阿! I dont mind paying if I get a H1 for this. If not, I can go bang the wall already. wahaha... Nevertheless, I'm still so so happy cos I've completed my thesis.. Woo HooOOo~!! A sense of satisfaction after putting in so much effort towards the end. hee..

Other than that, I also had my presentation today. Didn't really prepare for it cos I was so occupied with my thesis. Though the slides were done on Monday, I didnt have the time to look at it and think about it. And so, I spent half an hour preparing for my speech before the lesson starts. I think I didnt do well cos I wasnt prepared at all. I felt like a robot reading off my notes. haha.. Hope Eleanor and myself can score well for that.

Ok, end of story. haha.. I know the above is not really interesting but I just wanna write it down, so I can reflect back on what I've done, as in the process and procedure that I've taken to write out my entire thesis. Never did I think that I can actually write out 12,000 words worth of information. I didnt believe I can write that much when I first look at the requirement for an Honours thesis. However, I actually wrote 17,500 plus words which is over the word limit. =)

In the process of writing up my thesis, there were distractions here and there lah of course - with me watching movie series. 流星花园 was one of the shows I've watched. Again~ I know. haha.. 言承旭 is so cool and shuai lah.. I'm madly in love with him.. wahaha.. the more I watch meteor garden, the more I like him.

Hmm.. although thesis is handed in, I still have 4 more things to do: A poster for my thesis, Presentation slides for my thesis, and 2 essays for pervasive computing. 2 essays of 1000 words and 1500 words, which are really peanuts to me.. haha.. as if lor~~ I'm sick of writing already. But I'll worry about all those assignments later. Time to watch my shows again.. Btw, Honour and Passion is a really nice show. Watch it if you have the time. =D

2007-10-18T20:47:00.000+08:00

Have deleted my previous post.. 那只是我的气话。不好意思。 hehe... Hmm... Don't know what to write now for this entry.. My mind is super blank now. Gotta save my brain cells and let it die for my Thesis later.. In a minute or so after I've posted this entry. Anyway, I've only wanted to write this entry so that the first entry on my blog isn't an unpleasant one.. =D I'm bo liao.. Yes, I know. But who cares.. =p Ok, done for now. Shall post a whole lot of entry after the end of my stupid Pervasive Comp presentation, the submission of my stupid Thesis, the completion of the poster for my Thesis, presentation slides for my Thesis, and lastly, my final Project for Pervasive Computing - a 1500 words essay. Essay again.. Hai~ Alot of assignments are still waiting for me, patiently. -_-

Pre-Mummy Arrival =D

2007-08-27T21:08:00.000+08:00

I've just finished cleaning up my house.. WooooHoo~~ Cos mummy is coming tomorrow. Yay~~!!! So sad that papa cannot make it tomorrow due to work. =( Hope he'll be able to come during the next few days. Actually they came specially to celebrate my birthday again for me. =D I feel very xin fu~~hehe..

I tell you~ cleaning up the house is not an easy job. haha.. I'm responsible for mopping the entire living room, kitchen, and the pathway leading to my room, sis's room, toiet, while Christina (my hsemate who's also my sis sec sch friend) vacummed the floor. And and~~~ washing the toilet is fun but tiring, especially when there's no drain for the water to drip into (haha...I don't know how to put it into words.But I think it's understandable lah~ hor~~ =p). So I had no choice but to use a towel to absorb the water, squeeze dry the water, drop it to the floor to absorb the water, squeeze dry the water and blah blah blah.. That continues until the floor is dry. But I feel happy after everything is completed. A sense of satisfaction eh~ hehe..

Ok..back to what happened in July when I was back in Spore. Like I've said, I've celebrated my birthday during that period. A very big and grand celebration which was held really really in advance. hehe.. And I didn't know that I've chosen a very good date to celebrate my birthday. It was around the beginning of this year when mummy asked me when I want my celebration to be held. Looking at the calendar and roughly estimating the period that I'll be back, I just choose 7th July cos it's easier to remember. Never did I know that it was actually an auspicious date, especially for marriage. haha.. cos it's 07-07-07.

So the next day after my arrival in Spore was reserved to complete a very important mission. That is.... to find my clothes for the event. Surprisingly, mine was easy to find cos 三婶 suggested a place to find my clothes. But it wasn't easy for the rest of them. We (the usual gang - stella, sophia, 三婶, my sis, myself, auntie cindy) accompanied mummy to many places to find hers, partly because of the theme of my party. But to find shirt for the guys is as easy as abc. haha.. Hmm... Alot of people were involved for the planning of my party. That includes papa, mummy, and the committee members (i.e. Auntie Elaine (dad's PA), my sis, stella, sophia, yenting), last but not least, the emcee - Victor Khoo and his production team. But I wasn't involved at all cos they planned to give me a surprise. But most of the surprises were leaked out slowly one by one due to some reasons. wahaha.. Nevertheless, I was really touched by everything (eg. the performances, photo montage etcs) on that day. 真的很谢谢你们。I really felt like a princess on that day. Am really really happy and touched.

After alighting the car, I really felt like a star walking into Chijmes. Everyone was looking at me, even when I was at the traffic light on the way to Chijmes. Nearly bei tou pai by a person at Chijmes. They must be thinking 'Faster take photo. That's a very young bride'. Wahahaha.. =p *bleah* Anyway, the event was held at The Upper Club at Chijmes.

Ok~~I won't elaborate more, will let the photos do the talking. Beware - alot of photos that are gonna be posted. =D

At home, after making up by the makeup artists. All prepared to go to Chijmes

At the reception table, welcoming guests

Me and my sis with the emcee (Victor Khoo) and Auntie Elaine

Me with my receptionist

Me making a grand entrance with papa, mummy and jie walking behind. This is when I feel very awkward and shy. Wahaha.. Look at the number of ppl looking at us.

Victor Khoo introducing the event, & an explanation of the creation of the theme. After which, we were being invited to go on stage to give a speech.

Papa giving his speech. Me looking very nervous...

...Cos it's my turn. But feeling very emotional, I didn't managed to complete mine.

Dinner time~~Zheng Xian (my younger cousin), being a gentleman, was helping me to get my food.

The Unexpected band from Wala Wala pub

My family

My sec sch friends

My uni friends

My cousins, jie's bf, & jie's friends

My beloved cousins

My favourite paternal relative-san shu, san shen & family

Me & Sn's family

Look at the expressions. While watching a photo montage starring LRT. 我的岁月. I dropped a tear while watching that cos it really brings back alot of memories.

My birthday cake in the shape of me, this idea was provided by my jie. Refer to the banner on the stage. It's me taken on my sis 21st bday.

Cake cutting time

The crowd. Looking at us on the stage.

Me giving my speech. Take Two!

But I'm still as emotional~

Victor Khoo is busy giving out tissues. I'm making everyone cry. haha..

After taking a deep breath & taking out all my courage, I managed to complete my speech smoothly.

Victor Khoo & his puppet, Charlie.

SHE de shi mei wor~~ 她们叫着JSS. J=Joni, S=Sophia, S=Stella. haha.. Song sang: 不想长大

特别来宾: Sun Yen Ting 扮演 Sun Yan Zi. Song sang: 第一天

Song sang: 魔力

Upon looking at me tearing away, Sophia cannot control herself anymore.

Being very touched by all that happened, basically everything, I cried like dont know what. An ugly shot of me. I cry until very ugly leh.. I should've teared beautifully lor. =p

After the performance, I had to play a game on stage. Choosing a paper which contains a gift from a total of 5 boxes. In the end, I was given all the presents. hehe.. The bear was what I've chosen. These are all the presents: a glass of red wine to bottoms up, a forever friend bear, a big hug and kiss from mum and dad, a vaio laptop, & a burberry handbag. Thanks to Sophia who succeeded in getting information on what I want. Know how she managed to get my wishlist??? She told me that she didnt know what to get for me and wants me to tell her what I want. I didnt know what I wanted so she suggested a few items. And then I said 'Ok~ ya.. I want.' But when I said that, she said it's too expensive and doesnt have the money to buy me one. She did that until she gets a total of 3 things that I want. Very clever hor~~~All the items were sponsored by my papa. Thank you very much, papa. =D

On the dance floor for the 1st dance with my dad. It was a slow dance.

Then it's mummy's turn. The type of music changed. It was a disco-like music. Clever DJ knows the character of my mum and dad. That is why different kinds of music are played.

And then..it's Sn's turn.

With the DJs.

My maternal grandparents, who took care of me since young.

With friends...

The six of us.

Cousins~

Everyone enjoying themselves on the dance floor.

I shall end this with a photo of my wonderful family. =D

Noticed a similarity among many of them???? They are all in pink. Because that's the theme and is also one of my favourite colours. The theme is 'Pink Flamingo' as written on the banner put up on the stage.

Oh my~~I cant believe I've actually spent like 3 hrs writing up this super duper long entry. 写到我腰酸背痛. Started at 11pm, and it's 2.15am now. Actually there are more photos but I wont put them up here. There's just too many. It'll take me one whole day to upload every photos. haha..

happy happy

2007-08-26T03:01:00.000+08:00

Woo hoo... Finally completed. A new layout for my blog. Nice mah??? hehe.. I spent like 3-4 hours finding and editing this. And it's 5.03am now!! And and.. I'm feeling hungry now. how~ how~?? But I can't eat. I'm fat enough already. It's easy gaining weight but damn hard losing. But I have a solution and that is to lock me up in a cell and be served with a pathetic portion of food. Haha.. Ok, I'm talking crap. I'm off to bed - one way to forget my hungriness. =D I'll continue this another time. Good night. Ciaoz~

Protest

2007-08-23T13:17:00.000+08:00

Was supposed to write this entry yesterday but didn't have the time to do it cos was rushing to get my essay done. Initially planned to finish it by last Sunday, but being the usual me, I procrastinated. Only started on it two days ago. haha.. Anyway, I spent the whole day yesterday writing my essay diligently. =D I've planned to wake up at 6am yesterday to do my work so I slept at around 11pm the day before. But I was wrong to have thought that I could wake up on time. Sn even gave me a morning call but I still managed to sleep till 10am. haha..

Hmm.. having internet connection at home is a big distraction for me. Somemore still got a stack for vcds beside me. Though I've watched them already, I would still be distracted by it. Am currently watching It started with a kiss, and The Rose. I'm so attracted by 鄭元暢. He's very cute lor. The way he eats makes me feel like eating too.. haha.. But then Jerry is still my first idol. =p I've liked him since sec 2/3? when meteor garden first release. Very loyal huh?

Anyway, while I was writing my essay, I'm being disturbed by some noise outside. And guess what I saw~~~~ A protest going on.. haha.. Feeling so bored and being quite kpo, I took out my camera. Surprisingly, my camera is quite good. I can actually take very clear photos of the protest from my window.

The protesters

Look at the traffic jam caused by the protest

These are what two of the banners say

This is actually a quite a small group of protesters as compared to the protest carried out for the Iraq war. But look at the number of police escorting them - people wearing a yellow vest are the police. Quite alot right? The number of protesters for the Iraq war is alot alot more than this. The length of the group is hmm.. indescribable. I was walking along the street when that happen. The people (participating in the protest) walking past me is like never ending lor. Police escorts were using 4 different types of transport. Some were walking, some in the police cars, some on police motorcycles, and even some on horses.

This is what I saw in the field outside ICT building last year. But I don't know what they were there for. But it's really cool lor.. There were quite a number of sua gus taking photos of them - most of them are Sporeans & I'm one of them. hehe.. It wasn't me who took the photos cos I didnt have a camera with me and my hp camera that time wasn't good. Therefore, I got these photos from Eleanor. =D

I wonder how those policeman/woman could actually refrained from smiling when there were alot of students taking out their hp to take photos of them. If for me, I think I will be smiling away. hehe.. Unless it's some bian tai, then I'll be very pissed off. I got experience this before lor. And I'm super duper irritated by this idiotic looking pervert ah pek. It happened at Semb MRT station when I was waiting for the MRT. Suddenly, this stupid ah pek took his hp and place it directly in front of my face. KNS~ Feeling very strange, I immediately took a step back. But who knows, his hand followed me. When I move back, he moved forward. And when I moved forward, he stepped back. Feeling very helpless cos I was alone at that time and there's nothing I can do. So I glared at him and walk away to stand beside a guy who was also waiting for the MRT. Luckily, the MRT came already. I should have done that long ago. I don't know whether he managed to take photos or not and I didnt know that ah pek (I think he's in his mid 40s) can be so high tech to actually be using camera hp. That happened maybe 3-4 years back? when I returned to Sg for holidays. I was still young at that time. If that happened to me now, I don't know what I'll do. Maybe confront him or snatch his hp away to see what he's actually doing? haha.. don't know what I'll do. But dont wish to experience this again. It's quite scary lor..

updates.. updates..

2007-08-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Haven't been really active in my blog cos I'm a very busy person. hehe.. Just shifted house and got my Internet connection few days ago. Actually I've have been playing/enjoying too much already ever since the very first day I've touched down in Sg and till back in Melb. Alot of events happened during the past 2 months. There's my really advanced birthday celebration in Sg, and in Melb - trip to Mount Dandenong, and Mount Buller for snowboarding. Will talk about it one by one. =) Anyway, it's been 1 month since I got back to the land full of slow-lies but yet friendly people (though 'friendly' may not apply to some but definitely alot alot friendlier than most people in Sg). Talking about this actually reminds me of a stupid 'salesgirl' of a neoprint shop or neoprint shop girl (whichever you call it) whom I came across during a gathering with my sec sch friends in Cineleisure. This stupid girl is so freaking rude to us. It happens when we were inserting coins to one of the machines. Suddenly, I have this feeling as if being stared at by a ghost. Indeed, a 'ghost' was staring at us with a really 'blacked' face as if she had just been dumped by her bf. About 30 seconds of staring when she finally said her first sentence. "Why you bang the machine?" was her first sentence. We didn't even bang the machine lor, we only tapped on the coin slot (if that's what it's called) cos the coins got stucked. But being a person with a low IQ who couldn't even differentiate the difference between 'bang' and 'tap', she insisted that we bang the machine when we told her we didn't. The most ridiculous thing she said was 'Coins don't get stucked in this machine'. After saying that, she stared at us and walk away. I mean which person in his/her right mind would bang/tap a machine for no reason. This stupid girl really has an attitude problem plus a come-and-beat-me face. I swear that I won't step into this stupid shop again lor. This is not the only incident I've encountered whenever I returned to Sg. I have quite a few experiences with sucky salesgirl/salesman. There's this salesman in PP's Best Connection who's super duper qian da. Have you ever seen a salesman who would rather gossip with his colleague than to serve customers, and when you asked him for help in looking for some products, he would say cannot. This idiotic salesman is one good example. Well, my mum asked this idiot whether he can help us in finding a product, he said 'Cannot!' straightaway and continue chatting with his colleague. KNS~ Damn ass one lor. Disgusting salesman. Super qian da 看了都想打。 Customers don't deserved this kinda treatment ok, dumbass!

Alright, shall stop complaining about that. But really lor.. Salesperson in Sg ought to watch their attitudes and the way they serve their customers. It's very rare to see a smiley salesperson attending to you when shopping in Sg. All the shops that I went to are sure to have such idiotic salesperson whom are there to spoil your shopping mood. Okok.. back to the gathering.. Hmm... I was very very late for that meeting and that was my first time turning up so late when meeting friends. Really sorry~ But it was due to some reasons one lor.. Anyway, called Nungky xiao mei when I finally reached Orchard to see where they were. But I was too late, she's went off already. I waited at Cineleisure to meet up with the rest. Everybody looks the same except for me - became rounder =( We couldn't decide where to go - there's KBox, some sushi restaurant which I don't know what's the name. Walked around Cineleisure and then decided to go for Hong Kong? food. Sat there for about an hour or so which was spent on eating, catching up, asking each other lame questions. Felt like I'm back to sec sch days. =D And and and~~~ It was after we left that I remembered one or two questions. Will ask u all the next time we meet during year end. Year end we go KBox k~ hehe.. I never stepped into KBox in Sg before lor.. I'm so sua gu.. >_< Anyway, after that was neoprint taking time. Hmm.. Couldnt stay longer with them cos I got to meet my sis, cousins, and friends for dinner at Indulgz. Ok, shan't go on with the details, photos up next.

Me and Jie

The guys

The girls

Taken while waiting for our turn

Neoprints

back in sg

2007-06-26T11:37:00.000+08:00

The feeling to be back home is indescribable. Well, have been back in sg for 1 week plus already and am enjoying every single days. Havent really met up with friends yet cos was busy looking for clothes the next day I touched down in sg until now.

Hmm..Sg's weather is the direct opposite of the weather in Aust now. Below is what it looks like in Melbourne when I was on my way to the city before leaving for the airport. It was so misty that I could hardly see the cars and building. But the sight of that was nice =) - can never see that in sg.

K lah... Don't feel like writing anymore. Will post up a few pics.

Me, my sis, and cousin on the way to office (took this while waiting for my mum)
After going to the office, went to Dan Ryan's to celebrate my parents' 25th anniversary.

Flowers (roses) that we've gotten for my parents. 11 in total meaning 一生一世只爱你一个。=D There're still other presents that we've given but I didn't take photos of them.

That's the end of that day. Recently met up with sihui at amk hub. Didn't know of this place until that day. Well, amk hub appears to be big to me at the moment. But it's defintely alot better than northpoint (my hangout place in sec sch). Northpoint is super pathetic lor - can be closed down already.

at fish & co

Alrighty.. will stop here, got to get working on my 2000 words essay due this sat... arghhh... *pulls hair* really no mood to do assignments in sg lor..

frustrated and irritated

2007-05-30T14:19:00.000+08:00

I've already put down my pride & principles and tried patching up with you. But the response you gave me is like so shit. Mind you, it's not me who's in the wrong so stop thinking that I'm ill-treating you or I'm just an arrogant freako. You're the one who betrayed me first. Leaking out my 'secrets' and gossiping about me behind my back. I really HATE that. Don't say that it's just a peanut matter but have you ever think that it may not necessary apply to me as well. I don't care who you leaked out to but in my point of view, leaking out my secrets = betraying me; trust broken. That time, I really hated you like hell. I really dislike the feeling and acknowledgement of being betrayed by a friend (which happened to me in sec sch before). I've already forgotten that feeling until you aroused that feeling in me again. Don't say you're disappointed with me or what cos before you feel that, I've already felt that long before you. I'm utterly disappointed in you the moment I found out that you've betrayed me. To think that I've been treating you as someone who I can confide to after interacting with you and building a considerable level of trust in our friendship for a few months, never have I thought that you are actually a person who will pierce a knife into my back (aka backstab). Even if you're concerned about me or what, why can't you do it in another way instead of betraying me.

I've tried to forgive and forget cos I see no point in holding grudges against you over such a 'small' matter. 因为我已经看开了。It may once be a big matter to me, but I've already tried letting go of it. Because we've had quite an amount of happy memories and outings for the few months you're in Aust which overshadowed unhappy memories, so I decided to take the first step to talk to you - even apologise to you even when I'm not totally in the wrong. Maybe yes, when I gave you cold shoulders without telling you what you did to make me treat you in that way (which I did on my blog). But anyway, I still apologised. What about you? Instead of feeling apologetic for what you've done, you reacted in a manner which shocked me. I'm not saying that you should feel very sorry to me or 必须跟我低声下气。But at least show some signs of sincerity or whatsoever. The way you reacted is like 'I don't give a damn to you' or rather, I've done something very wrong to you and needed your forgiveness. Whatever lah. If you don't see the need to for us to keep in touch or in other words, have me as a friend, so be it. Let me know and I won't force you. And please, for goodness sake, stop asking 3rd party to get information from me to you - it doesn't help by getting w to approach me on what exactly happened between us. If you have anything that you wanna find out, just approach, call me. But don't approach me in a defensive manner cos I'll feel offended. Then don't blame me for giving you attitude. By the way, this entry is not meant to scold you or what, I'm just letting you know (if you still read my blog).

busy...stressed...

2007-05-24T21:18:00.000+08:00

Arghhhhhhh.....I need a break now! From all these stupid essays. I hate writing~~!! I want to go out and play... >_<

going crazy~

2007-05-22T22:33:00.000+08:00

Arghh.. Have been writing essay non-stop since yest and the day before. Woke up early around 10 plus (may not be that early but I usually wake up at 11 or 12 plus one.. =p) and started reading articles for my thesis. then started writing my chapter 1 which was due two wks ago. stupid lor.. I've changed my research question dont know how many hundred times, read thousands of articles on several areas of electronic crime. Sianz.. Other than my chapter 1 (1/3 completed) which I have to send to my supervisors, I still have another 2000 words essay due today supposedly. But knowing that I won't be able to complete on time cos I haven't even started on it until yest night, so I immediately emailed my lecturer requesting for extension the moment I wake up. Surprisingly, my lecturer was very lenient. He agreed to my request - extended the deadline to tomorrow evening, and told me to email him my assignment. That gives me 2 days to complete my essay. WoooHooo! But I didn't start on it until I've finished part of my chapter 1. After sending my chapter 1 to my supervisors around midnight, I've decided to cut and paste the relevant parts of my chapter 1 to my essay. Changed abit so it doesn't look exactly the same. Haha..

Well, skipped my lesson (last lesson for this subject) today to complete my assignment. Woke up at 11 plus and dilly dally abit. Didnt start writing till 2 plus cos I really dont like writing lor. So I took the whole afternoon and evening to complete my assignment. Actually I think I can finish it within a few hours one.. Just that I kept stopping halfway - walking around my house looking for food, watching drama series. haha.. But nevertheless, I still managed to finish it by 11.30pm today. 写到我腰酸悲痛。

Sad to say, this is not the end of my essay writing yet. I still have a few more to go.

Fri (25th May, 1pm) - Thesis Proposal Due
Mon (28th May) - eSecurity Technologies Assignment 1 Due
Mon (28th May) - Knowledge Management Grp Assignment(Submit my part to group members)
Wed (30th May) - Presentation Slides on Thesis Proposal Due
Fri (1st June) - Presentation on Thesis Proposal
Fri (1st June 2pm - 5pm) - eSecurity Technologies Lesson (Assignment 2 given out)
Sat (2nd June 10am - 5pm) - eSecurity Technologies Last Lesson
Fri (8th June) - Knowledge Management Individual and Group Assignments Due
Sat (30th June - Tentatively) - eSecurity Technologies Assignment 2 Due

Arghhhhh.... So many things awaiting me. Kns~ 我要发疯了! No choice, got to slowly complete each task one by one. 只要有恒心，没有什么是做不到的. Get what I mean? Nvm if you don't. Haha.. My chinese is becoming worst each day. =D Hai.. Gotta continue working on my assignments already. Till then, take care!

happy happy

2007-04-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

Am back to blogging again but only when I have the mood. haha.. Anyway, my parents have arrived few days ago (on Tues) and received a big surprise from them. Guess what.. I received a PSP from my dad.. yay!! And I'm kinda addicted to it. Completed one game (which was really easy) in 2 days.. An now I'm addicted to Grand Theft Auto which is quite a fun and funny game (well, at least to me =p). Other than that, dad also bought a PS3.. woo hoo! But I'm nopt really addicted to that yet cos dont have the games I like to play.. Luckily.. else I'll be stuck to it. Haha..

Well, my dad returned to sg yesterday.. left my mum here with us. Supposed to start packing the house already but that stupid new apartment isn't ready yet. It's still not in the state where it's 90% completed lor.. Damn slow man! This blocks of apartment (2 in total) has been building for a very very very longggggg time - since I first stepped into Melb which was like 4 1/2 yrs ago.. Super duper slow lor.. But that agent kept assuring us that the apartment will be completed before our settlement date (10th May). If they can finish everything by then, I'll salute them lor. Sn and the rest have already moved in yesterday. We're staying in the same building but on different floors. The way it worked here is weird. People can start moving in and stay in the apartment even if the whole building is not completeed yet - as in not all apartments in every floor in the building are completed. Well, maybe all apartments in the same floor must be completed before people are able to stay in lah..

Anyway, it's Week 9 of semester already.. 3 more weeks before exam starts.. Super fast lah.. But I only have 1 paper.. So not too bad. =D For now, I still have lots of assignments to do. Sianz~ No choice, have to start working on them already else I'll do till siao if I were to do all at one go. Ok, shall end here. Take care. =)

title-less.. =D

2007-04-20T00:19:00.000+08:00

It's 2.20am now and I can't get to slp. Kept thinking of someone and some stuffs. And so here I am, writing an entry till I get tired (I hope so). haha..

A new year has started 4 months plus ago and I'm in my Honours year right now. Time passes really quickly and it's already Week 7 of my study semester. Throughout the past few weeks, I have been feeling very stressed - stressed up about my research area and topic. I've changed my topic several times already till I get confused with what I'm supposed to do already. I get very sick and tired of reading endless of articles trying to look for a particular area of electronic crime to research on. This stress-ness had caused me to break down a couple of times. Sometimes, I almost feel like giving up. But I can't. I know I have to persevere to overcome the obstacles that I'm facing right now. And i know I can do it. It may seem to be a very difficult and tedious task to accomplish but nothing is impossible. Right?

Sometimes, I really hope that I can turn back time. If only I can, I will take action (take the initiative) in some things which I daren't to in the past. But there's nothing I can do right. The only thing I can do is to tell myself not to look back and not to regret. 这都已经是过去的事了。

Anyway, am I really that scary? I am experiencing some weird things at the moment. There were times when I'm out with this grp of 3 ppl, 2 of them will try to avoid sitting in front or beside me. And there's also this person who never fails to avoid talking to me. I dont know why they are behaving in this manner. And I gets very offended when they behave in this way lor! It's as if I've contracted with some illness that will spread or I'm a ghost or I'll eat up anyone who's near me. Please lor.. I have nothing to say if you really think that way.

Ok, enough of writing about such nonsense. Actually, I have alot of things to write about but it's just that I dont know how to put those thoughts into words. It is so so difficult. My paragraphs may not link and there may be some grammar mistakes here and there but I dont really care. =D I'm just writing whatever comes to my mind. I've already decided to keep this blog and update it whenever I feel like. Initially, I was thinking of deleting this blog away but after looking at the amount of entries that I've written (though it may not be alot), I've decided to keep it. However, I may change the design of this blog cos I think it looks pretty childish and kiddish lor. haha.. I shall end this entry with the pic below. To all my readers (if there is), I see you soon and come back with more updates (but I dont know how long that'll be =p).

Ok, the time is 3.10am now. I shall go get some slp already. Got to go to school tmr. Good nighty~ ;)

Happy new year!!

2007-01-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

Happy new year to those who read my blog =D although this entry is abit late. haha.. Planned to write this entry yesterday but ended up watching vcd and singing karaoke the whole day - got to make full use of the last night with my cousin before sch starts. haha.. Oh well.. Celebrated new year eve in my dad's company dinner & dance held in Regent Hotel. Quite a number of people missing on my table this yr - friends who aren't able to make it, one of the members of our Lim's F4 group, and my baobei. Nevertheless, I still enjoyed myself with the rest of my cousins and friends.

Spending around 4 hours preparing (making up and tying of hair - make up artist was being called in to my house), all of us were finally dolled up and ready to party. Liang jia ban was being invited to be the emcee for the night - this made most of us to be really excited. Dinner for the night includes international buffet (western, chinese, indian, halal) and of course, desserts. Main emcee for the event was Mark Lee. So all the way from 8 till 12 something, activities were being organised by them - including singing, some games, countdown and last but not least, disco. The event actually ends at 2am but all the ming xing left the place at around 12.30am (after the countdown) and leaving the dancefloor to us.

So after seeing my friends off, I headed to the dancefloor to join my cousins. On the dancefloor, there are only a total of 7 of us. haha.. Oh well, since they only know how to play technos, we've got no choice but to request for songs to be played. Technos are just some rubbish and noisy sound effects - I dont regard them as songs. So the DJs were playing the music specially for us. Cool leh.. Everyone was looking at us when we were on the dancefloor. So that kinda makes us the performers lor. But the number of audience didnt last - people started leaving as time pass. haha.. We left the place at about 1.45am and at that instance, I thought I was crippled. Couldnt even feel my toes man.. So me and my cousin, Sophia, were like limping all the way from the ballroom to the car. At that time, I really hope that someone would carry me to the car so I dont need to walk. haha.. okok.. enough said, pictures below. Looking at pictures are more interesting than reading. =p Some may not be that clear.

On the way to Regent Hotel

At the entrance of the ballroom

Dinner table

With Jack Neo, Mark Lee, & Michelle (yi da li)

Last Day of School

2006-10-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of school which is also my major presentation for Industrial Project although I'm not the one presenting. hehe.. But I'm excited as well as it marks the success of our effort throughout the past few months. Woke up early in the morning at 8am, which broke my record of not waking up at this kind of time since sec school. haha. I don't know how I managed to wake up at 6.15am every morning during sec sch days. But surprisingly, I managed to wake up before my alarm clock goes off. haha. After 25 mins of preparation (after I woke up), there I was in my suit. This is my first time wearing it including the heels which I've bought specially for this presentation.

The reason for me waking up this early was to print out the reports which my group has to hand in during our presentation. Spent around 45 mins printing out the reports and binding it, which costs us around AUD$160 something including the printing and laminating of 2 posters. When I walked into ICT, I saw many many people (both guys and girls) in suit. The scene is so cool lah. haha.. Nothing much happened except for the presentation. Well, managed to take some photos with our client after the presentation. Being the sua gu me, I brought my camera to school today cos I wanna take photos. haha.

Taken with Herlin in ICT before our presentation

My Industrial Project Group Members and Our Clients

My Industrial Project Group - ComosIS Consultants

Taken while waiting for my mentor to return to his office from the thetre where we had our presentation. Waiting to thank him and present him with a token of appreciation - a bottle of wine.

Oh well.. had to attend another lecture after the presentation. To my surprise, the lecture only lasted for 15mins. The lecturer told us that we (students) are all invited to a bbq session so he will make the lecture short cos "the bbq is more important" - said by my Mobile Computing lecturer. haha.. So when the lecturer ended, everyone rushes off to the bbq. I didnt go. Instead, my and my friends stayed in the lecture thetre taking photographs. haha.. cos this might be our last time to be sitting in the lecture theatre unless we get into honours next year. Pitcures are below.

Eleanor and me

Alone in the pict. This theatre belongs to me. hahaha...

I'm the lecturer giving lecture to air. =p Place where the lecturer usually stands.

Friends

Hmm...after that, stayed in ICT the whole day to complete my Advanced Database assignment. By the time I walked out of ICT, it was freezing cold and I didnt bring any jacket lor. So was bearing with the cold as well as the pain in my feet whil walking back to my apartment. After being in high heels for one whole day, I began to limp. In fact, I think I was limping the whole day. haha. If I have to wear heels for one week, I think I'll become crippled by the end of the week. haha. hmm.. still felt comfortable in sports shoes. haha. That marks the end of my day. Hoping to start revision tomorrow. That's if I really have the mood to start studying. =p

what a nice day

2006-10-09T21:25:00.000+08:00

Oh well.. Decided to get rid of those unpleasant entries.. Since I'm in a good mood now, I've decided to write up a new entry so that my 1st entry in my blog will not be that unpleasant that will eventually spoil my mood if I have to read it. Haha.. Actually, nothing much happened recently.. Just spending the days normally by going to school, coming back home, watching movies and that's it. Oh ya.. I've just got a hair cut on the weekends and I thought the price is very reasonable. AUD$255 for treatment, hair dye and cut. That is after the discount I've received. This is alot cheaper compared to those salons in the city lor. The reason for me going for a hair cut is because I had lots of annoying experience last week and thought that I might just trim my hair to get rid of thos bad luck. Haha.. Lame~~ I know.. =p Didn't go for a hair cut because of that reason. I'm not so superstitious lor.. Haha..

Hmm.. been eating Krispy Kreme continuously ever since the first time I went over to the shop in the suburb. Yea.. I know it's fattening and unhealthy. But who can resist it. It's super nice man~ Just last week, I went over to the store in the city and got another 2 boxes. It was delicious initially so I eat and eat and eat. Up till now, I'm still left with 1 box. Give me those doughnuts and I'll puke right in front of you cos I'm sicked of it already. Haha.. No more doughnuts/Krispy Kreme for me anymore! Perhaps few months later.

Process of making the doughnuts

It's coated with sugar (melted sugar)

Different varieties of doughnuts

As shown in the pictures above, the doughnuts are coated with a layer of sugar. That is the orginal flavour which I find it being the nicest compared to the others. However, the more I eat these, the higher the chances of me getting diabetes. Haha..
Okay~ I shall stop here and carry on the yan jiu my database project. =D

super super pissed off

2006-10-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

Wah Kao eh!!!! What on earth is happening man????? So many unhappy/annoying things happened in just a few days. Just received a call from mum and I'm extremely angry right now! This is the second post I've written today. Can't help it cos there's nothing I can do but to write in order to vent out my anger although I really feel like flying back to Spore right now. I really feel like tearing her hair off her head, pinching her in every parts that I can get hold of and tearing her mouth off her face man!

Kns! You this idiotic OLD BLACK HANTU!!! Who are you to criticise people?!?! Saying others uneducated, English poor, Xia Sway to the neighbourhood/family. Don't ever say this in front of me, Wo Hui Xiao Diao Wo De Da Ya. What I can say is 'You are super duper CHILDISH! I SAID CHILDISH! YOU GET IT?!?! Speaking about education, don't think that you're so "EDUCATED". BIG DEAL?!?! Do you even behave like one?? For Goodness sake, reflect upon yourself before saying others. So what if you're educated, does educated people behave like how you behave?? You are just a graduate with ONLY a degree. Wait till I get mine and we'll be of the same standard. Or should I say higher standard than you. Cos I'm more refined than you. May I ask you, you being a graduate, what post/rank in a company are you holding today??? NONE! Just a relief teacher with all the free time in the world to gossip around. Poking your bloody black nose in every family's business. Since you are so free, PLEASE do something to contribute to the society or even the economy of the country instead of occupying the country's space and wasting the country's oxygen.

You are criticising people's English cos your English is good. But what's the big deal! Do you even know mandarin?? Being a Chinese but don't know your mother tongue is what I call XIA SWAY. And by the way, is your vocabularly that limited?? Have a change in your scolding words instead of always using the word 'Bitch'. 10 over years ago, Bitch is the word that you used to scold people. 10 over years had passed, and you're still using the same old WORD. Please man.. even the police had already changed to wearing long pants. What's more, you want to say others about their style of wearing?? Speak for yourself first. Come on.. you are forever wearing the same style of clothing with the same hairstyle for god knows how long. Trying to be like Liang Xi Mei?? Speaking about xia sway, you are really disgracing your own family especially your husband. Don't tell me you're that poor that you have to come and ask for bedsheets, shampoo for your useless dog, food, electronics stuffs, and even car wash. Is my house a convenient store, mini shopping arcade or even a car washing station??? Do you want our used clothes as well?? I'm wondering if you're a begger or something.

Don't think you're the eldest and so, 'ya ya' all the way. De Cun Jing Chi. Although others in the family will think that you're very fierce cos you're the eldest (once your name is mentioned and everybody will be scared), sorry to say that I don't think that way. You are in fact a COWARD. When you're in trouble, all that you know to do is to seek for help and look for a particular person to solve you trouble for you. And when someone or the people you informed to help you appeared, it's time for you to act hero again. Cos you have people to back you up. If you are so capable, settle the problem yourself lah! Instead of being an ostrich, digging a hole to hide your head and thinking that nobody is able to see you when you've done that.

Please lah.. If you want to find fault, please do it in front of everybody instead of attacking someone who looks vulnerable to you. That's what you are doing currently. Don't tell me you dare not to do that. Opps! I forgot. Of course you don't dare to behave in this manner in front of one particular person. Cos you're afraid that if you do so, you won't be able to get any money/things from that person anymore. You are really disgusting!! F*** OFF MAN!! Wanna settle, come and settle right now. Don't dilly dally! You are pathetic! All you have is your mother as your gossiping partner. For once, I thought I've or should I say the few of us had become stars without ourselves knowing. Cos you're so interested in our everyday life. Do I need to report to you how many times I've been to the toilet or how many grains of rice I've eaten?? If you like poking your bloody nose into other people's problem, go ahead and join the gou zai dui. I'm sure you'll help your agent to earn lots of money by reporting lots of gossips to your company. Cos you'll be the first one to know the latest gossips. That's what you are capable of, aren't you? It's a pity that you're not in that field.

Also, don't think that you're so well mannered. If you say so, that will be the funniest joke I've ever heard. You - only know how to say others but not yourself. If you're so well mannered, will you not respect the elders?? Will you not reply when your nieces/nephews greet you?? Will you not listen to your parents instead of scolding them?? There are so many things that you did which really puts me off in regards to the topic 'Respecting your elders'. If you're so called our eldest ******, will you even pin point at your nieces/nephews?? Hoping that they will get reprimanded.

What I can say is 'You are full of jealousy, hatred, and living in a world of dullness'. Seeing your relatives (inclu. siblings, nieces, nephews) leading a happy and peaceful life is not what you want. It doesn't mean that others must be unhappy when you're unhappy. Please grow up lah! What the hell has happened to you?!?!?! Experiencing premenopause or menopause right now??? But it seems that you've been experiencing that for your entire life. How pathetic.

I don't care if your offsprings came across my blog. She/They can complain to you for all she/they wants cos I don't give a shit about it! Say me disrespectful-I don't care. Respect yourself first if you want others to respect you.

Pissed Off!

2006-10-05T19:42:00.000+08:00

To this person who's dying to know everything about me:

Well, I have been thinking whether I should post this up or not. And after thinking for some time, I think I should. I won't be able to say this to you face to face cos I'm afraid I can't control my emotions. To let you know, I can say that I'm quite emotional. When I get angry/sad, I will startle. So I will tell you everything that you want to know here. I won't care whether I'm being straight forward cos it is you who wants me to say this out. So don't blame me for that.

The reason for me treating you in this manner is because I can't accept the fact that I'm actually being used indirectly. I thought that you're someone whom I can trust and confide to when I'm feeling down BUT you proved me WRONG. I NEVER experience this in my entire life before cos my friends will NEVER do this to me. Having being here for almost 4 years, you want to know my feelings when I met you??? I felt really happy upon meeting you(after our 1st meeting) cos I felt that we could get along pretty well. And also because I finally found a friend of my age so I thought we just could click in few seconds, which we did. Maybe that's cos we're of the same age. After meeting you for a few times, I thought you may be another person who I can tell my troubles to. That was why I began telling you my personal things.

Never will I think that you will actually spill everything out just to pai ma pi or to find a topic to talk about to someone. Being a two headed snake or being too kpo will not bring you to anywhere else. I know who are the ones who can help me cos I'm not an idiot or mentally retard and so, I don't need you to interpret for me. If you have nothing to talk about, then just jolly well keep quiet. I was really shocked, disappointed and VERY upset when I knew about that fact. I felt betrayed. If this happens to me in secondary school, I would have already severe ties with that person. But now, I actually tried to calm down cos both of us are young adults already. So I don't think that is necessary to be applied to our situation now.

Can I say that you actually have two personalities. In front of me, you're someone. In front of another person, you're acting as if you're another person. Getting information from me and then turning to another person to disclose whatever information I've given you. Another thing is, I NEVER specifically said that you are NOT ALLOWEDto tell someone about the things I've told you. I've only said it to u ONCE and that was when we were chatting in the lobby of my apartment, this was before the National Day incident. Anyway, secrets are supposed to be kept to yourself, aren't they??? Apart from that, there is not even a single time which I've instruct you again. So for goodness sake, can you stop going around saying that????? Nevertheless, you still spill everything out. If you want to say something to someone, say it when I'm there. Why am you have to wait for my absence before spilling things out? I hate it when people talk behind my back, be it good or bad. The more you do that, the more irritated and disgusted I get. And hence, don't blame me for disliking you.

I really appreciate the thing that you've done for me. But perhaps, I'm wrong to let you know so much things about myself. In fact, I can say that we don't know each other for long and you don't really understand my characters. And please, I know when I'm bullied and when I'm not. So don't always say that I'm bullied (you know what I'm talking about). That is why I said that you don't understand me or should I say you don't understand US. I can't blame you for that cos we only know each other for 4 months or less. How much can you understand about a person in such a short period.

I'm very confused. I wouldn't want to lose such a friend like you. However, I don't know whether you're my friend or not. Cos you've somehow broken the trust we have as friends. There are some things which I want to keep it between me and my friends ONLY. Do you know what is the meaning of SECRETSbetween FRIENDS????? If there are things which I want to let people know, I will say it myself. It's not as if I have some talking disability. And don't tell me you tell your family members every single things about yourself or happened to you????? I'm sure you don't. BUT you - trying to act like one 和事老 'he shi lao' or being wan shi tong, go ahead and act smart. And once again, I want to EMPHASIZE that I never said 'Don't tell this to (someone) hor' with regards to that specific incident! SO STOP GOING AROUND AND SAID THAT I TOLD YOU THIS. Are you trying to ruin our relationship???? Please get your facts right before saying anything. The more I think about it, the more upset/angry I get. Cos what you've done really disgust me. Never will I think that you're such a person. I'm not really forgiving when it comes to this. And I won't be soft hearted to someone who had already stepped on my tail. I can be nice most of the times but I can also be mean. So don't try me.

I don't really know what I can do about this matter between us. And I won't be surprised if you go around showing/telling people about this entry I've typed cos I'm sure you will do that. That's all I want to say. If you have anything to say, just email it to me. Last but not least, I hope that there won't be a 3rd party being involved here. This matter is between the 2 of us, so if you want to settle, just settle it among ourselves. Don't go around telling people hoping they will pity you.

hot weather

2006-10-04T14:52:00.000+08:00

Today is quite a hot day (low 13 degrees, high 25 degrees). But it's 27 degrees right now and it's pretty hot and dry outside. 27 degrees only and I can't tolerate already. I wonder how I survive my entire life in sg. Haha.. Thanks to my dad who installed air con almost everywhere in the house, that's why I won't be melting when I was back in sg. As when I'm outside, there's also shopping centres/mrts/taxis (with air con) everywhere. But Aust doesn't have. Shopping centres with air con can only be found in suburbs whereas those in city, and I think there's only 1-2 in city, are open air one lor. Trams,trains,taxis here are really hopeless cos they are really smelly. And the smell is indescribable. It smells like chlorine + sweat + smell of people who don't bathe and it's disgusting lah. Apart from that, every place (be it walls of buildings, trees, parks) looks like toilet to the people here. Cos everywhere I go, especially when walking pass alleys, there's sure to be urine smell. Sometimes it can be so strong that you'll feel like puking. I just don't understand why they can't do their business in the toilet. Or maybe that's their culture. Who knows right. Haha..

Anyway, just handed in my Mobile computing report. In fact, I handed in yesterday. A 4 pages report which I did in ~4 days. Hope I'm able to get an acceptable mark with all the crapping skills which I've developed the past 3 years. Haha.. hmm.. handed in one assignment and 1 new assignment (Advanced Concepts in Database) is out. However, I'm kinda excited to get started on it cos it looks/sounds interesting. Hopefully, it isn't really very difficult to do. Currently, I have this project and Industrial Project to be handed in in Week 12 which is 3 weeks plus away. As for Industrial Project, there's a presentation in Week 12 and I can't wait for it to come. Reason for it: to see the results of our effort for 14 weeks including all the arguments/dispute that we had, hehe.. and lastly, to wear the suit which sn had bought for me. Although it's just a suit, I'm quite excited wearing it cos I never wear one in my entire life before. haha.. After that event, it will be swot vac. After which, exams will come.

I'm quite happy with my exam timetable as it's evenly spread. Hopefully, everything go smoothly. Haha.. I wonder how I look like wearing the graduation gown. Should be very cool bah. =p This day is finally getting nearer and nearer. It's the result of all my hard work for the past 4 yrs , from 2003 - 2006. From a teenager to a young adult now. Haha.. Well, this is life. Life goes on no matter what happens. Anyway, hope my entry isn't too boring cos I really don't know what to write for this entry. Feel like writing but have not much things to write about. Haha.. Ok, I shall get back to my movies. ;) Till then, take care, all my readers! =D

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no time no time~~

2006-09-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

Oh man.. Today is the 25th September already, which means I'm only left with 6 days of "holidays". What did I do last week? Nothing much actually. Wasting oxygen most of the time. Haha.. Went to ICT for 3 days and spent the other days watching Guess Guess Guess. I'm addicted to it lor. That Jacky Wu is so funny and entertaining. And Rainie is so cute and pretty as well. How I wish I have half of her 'pretty-ness'. Haha.. Anyway, I just found out that Li Sheng Jie is quite shuai. Didn't know how he look like until today. When I first saw him in one of the episode in Guess x3, I was like 'OMG!!! He looked abit like Jerry leh'. Haha. Btw, his songs are also really nice. Hmm.. was planning to start reading the assignment specs for my Mobile Computing assignment which is due in about 1 week time. But when I was about to start, I felt very sian suddenly. So didn't manage to do anything with it at the moment. Haha.. Cos it's essay and that is why I didn't have the motivation to start on it. If it's some practical work, maybe I'll have some mood to do it.

Actually I find that my life here is pretty boring. There's alot of things I wanna do lor but just that time don't allow me to do so. My time is all packed with assignments, nothing but assignments. Somemore I have some shitty group members in one of my project. Please lor.. don't think I keep quiet or look like small girl so you can take advantage of me. Kns. I hate it lor.. Cos of my build and my looks, I get bullied/taken advantage of easily. Hmp!!!! Ang moh so what! Big deal ah. Ang moh also human what, nothing to be afraid of. 你不要老虎不发挥就把我当病猫 (ni bu yao lao hu bu fa hui/wei, jiu ba wo dang bing mao). Haha.. Find this phrase familiar?? Yes, it's taken from liu xing hua yuan. But I don't know whether I got the wordings right or not. Ok, back to that stupid ang moh. I can't tolerate anymore lor. She only knows how to talk and talk but don't know how to produce any work. Somemore she's the team leader of my group lor. If that's how a team functions, then fine. All of us will also just talk and talk. As for the work leh, let our hao xiong di do for us. In other words, let the ghost do the work for us. And as for another guy in the same group (also ang moh), I think we ought to present him with a medal titled 'Champion of excuse'. Can't stand him also lor. When he was assigned with some work to do or sometimes he volunteered to do some work, he sure won't get it done on time one. Confirm guarantee plus chop. Know what he'll do?? He'll find excuses for the work that is/are not done. Excuses include 'I was sick.','Leader emailed me to notify me the work last minute. So I don't have time to do', 'I was admitted to the hospital' etc. Don't know how true that is lor. These two people right, I don't know whether they have some kind of relationship or not cos they are always helping each other to suo hao hua lor. And also, they take turns to get sick one lor. I wonder whether they are really so weak or not. One semester (around 3 months) can get sick for don't know how many thousand times lor. It's frustrating and irritating to have such people as group members and especially when the project last throughout the semester. A.M only knows how to talk but when it comes to ground work, they are just like a piece of shit. Hai~~ This applies to most of them lor. Good ones right - I only met like one or two only. They are hopeless man. Sporeans are still the best. Haha.. But it also depends lah. Some sporeans are so kiasu and kiasi that they'll only find you if they need help from you. And once they accomplished something or when assignments are given back, the boasting machine in them will be operated. But if you need help from them, they'll avoid you as if they have disappear into thin air. I also have one 'friend' who is like that.

Well, I guess good people are hard to find nowadays. Especially good guys. Haha.. Heard a song 'zuo ni de nan ren' by zhang xing zhe. The song might take awhile to load. The guy in the song is so good lor. Hmm.. Good guys are either attached or are gays. That is why it's hard to find one today. Haha.. Oh well, I'm talking rubbish. Haha..

Oh ya.. Anybody who are reading this wanna go for Jolin's concert?? I want to go leh.. Not to see her but to see Jerry cos Jerry is her guest I think. Hehe.. The concert is on 13th Oct 8.30pm at Entertainment Centre. Tickets are priced $68, $88, $118. One of my wish is to see Jerry in person lor..Although I went to his F4 Fantasy concert but then that time my seat was so far away from the stage. Can only see ants walking around on the stage lor - so have to see them using binoculars or through the big screen. So this time, if I'm going, I wanna take the $118 one. But that is only if I'm going lah.

LRT's 20th Birthday

2006-09-19T12:44:00.000+08:00

Well, I'm having my mid-sem break now - 2 weeks of holidays. Yay!! But actually it's one week plus only cos have to go back to school for 4 days to conduct some usability testing for my Industrial project. Sian man~ Have to sacrifice. Just finished conducting the test on 4 participants yesterday - quite funny to observe how people go through the online enrolment site. The usability testing that my group is conducting is about how user-friendly this online enrolment for Melb Uni (which will be implemented in 2008) is. Most of them are quite familiar with the enrolment steps cos they're current students. We intended to test the system out on high school students and international students but who know none of them replied to our email. Our effort of spending one whole day collecting email addresses from people on Melb Uni's Open Day was wasted lor. It's not easy going around asking people for their details and I hate doing that. I don't like approaching strangers. haha. But no choice.

Anyway, time past really fast. I'm graduating soon. Thinking back of the times when I held my farewell party (and that was in beginning of 2003), and friends seeing me off in the airport for the very 1st time. 3 yrs plus has gone already. Now, those who are working had gone working already, those going Uni had gone studying in Uni, those going NS had gone to NS already (at least for some). Throughout these 3 yrs plus, I've learnt quite alot - learnt to be independent, to do almost everything by myself, to be strong, not to trust people too easily, scold people when there's a need to, meet all kinds of people (includes those who are helpful, ppl who are alot older than me, ppl who are cunning, ppl who knows how to 'act', backstabbers etc). I've also learnt to speak more although only to people whom I'm comfortable with and most importantly, I've learnt how to cook but only limited dishes. haha.

Anyway, I've celebrated my 20th birthday few weeks ago. This year's celebration is somehow different from the past few years. Quite a 隆重 celebration but also not extremely 隆重 lah. haha. It was held in the function room below my apartment. My parents, and parents' friends flew from Sg to Melb to attend this celebration. Not forgetting my friends who also attended. Although I'm abit late is saying this, I still wanna thanks all those who came to celebrate my birthday with me. Without you all, my birthday celebration wont be a success. A big thank you to Auntie Margaret, Irene, Uncle Brandon and my mum who cooked/prepared the dishes. Special thanks to my dad who took time off his work to attend my celebration (actually he cannot come one lor & I was quite sad), and also those uncles and aunties who took time off just to attend my celebration. hehe.. =D As promised, I'll upload pictures taken on that day. So I guess this entry will be super long. Be prepared! haha.

We started preparing at 10am (the clock was 10mins faster). Woke up this early to prepare the dishes, decorate the function room with balloons. It was fun though it can be quite tiring especially to those who are cooking.

The chefs of the day =D

Food - Cooking in progress

The balloon helpers. haha

Me - looked really auntie. haha. I'm the only person who's tying up all the balloons lor (a total of 99 balloons) cos no one dares to do it. -_-

The product of the decorators. Idea was initialised by SN. Cool ah.. it's my name. =D 'Welcome to my birthday party!!!'
Here are all the food that is ready to be eaten. Yum yum =D. haha

These are all the food - roast pork, fried prawns, sweet & sour pork, fried rice, mee goreng, curry, ham, chicken wings, eggs, fruits, jelly

At 6.30pm - 7pm, guests started coming in. Apart from SN and JR, my dad and his friends are the first to arrive. They came down from Crown Casino hotel. Next, it was Wendy who arrived.

SN and flowers from him

My dad and me =D

My mum and me =D

My sis and me - my make-up and hairstyle are done by her =D

My whole family

Individual photos with friends. Below - Muhan and me

Wendy and me

Ming chu and me

Sarah and me

Herlin and me

Violet and me

Wenwei and me

Alvin and me

Jeremy and me

Flowers from my mum and sis. Received 3 bouquet of flowers this year - 1 from SN, Ming Chu, Mum & sis. =)

My birthday cakes - one from my parents, one from Sherman (dad's friend)

Me and my cakes

Time to make a wish after the birthday song

Cake cutting

The balloons

Act cute time. hahaha.

Taken at home around 2am. Flowers transferred to a vase.

Me and my flowers

Me and my presentsssss =D

Ok, that's the end. I know this is an extremely longggggggg post. haha. And I cant believe that I've actually spent 3 hours writing up this entry.

graduation

2006-08-23T15:14:00.000+08:00

yea...yl jie, u're right. only my close and true friends can be trusted. =) oh well, anyway, i'm back for some updates. i think it'll be pretty boring if there's no progress in my blog for months. =D

time flies~ it's already august now and ending soon.. that means i'm also going to be 1 year older soon. haha.. mum's here at the moment together with one of her friends. and dad will also arrive in a few days time together with his friends. I feel so lucky and fortunate~~ hehe.. cos they're here to celebrate my birthday, which will be held on Saturday, for me. Advanced celebration actually. I feel so happy to be celebrating with them again. Moreover, sn is also here. =D Been celebrating it alone with my sis and friends for the past 2 years. And it's lonely lor. i miss having birthday parties and inviting my friends to my house in sg - just like what I used to do in primary and secondary school. So fun! playing lame games with friends. haha. ok, will update more on my birthday when the time comes. hopefully~ if my writing mood arrives. haha..

last week or 2 weeks ago was esther, wendy, and alvin's graduation. Feel so happy for them. like I've said, time flies atthe speed of light. haha. still remember the 1st time I met Wendy and that was like 2 years ago. as for alvin and esther, it was only last year which I've met them. And now, they've all graduated. Anyway, i didnt get to attend their graduation ceremony cos I didnt have any ticket to enter the ceremony. but nevermind, i did managed to take some photos with the graduates. they look very cool in the gown. I cant wait for mine to come!! haha.. Pictures are posted below, Enjoy! =D Though there's only a few photos. haha.

Wendy and Me

Esther and Me

Alvin and Me (he's so tall that he's gonna bend his knee. haha!)

The girls

oh well, just heard from my mum that my dad may not be coming cos of his work. sad~ =( hopefully, he'll be able to make it.

disappointed

2006-08-17T21:30:00.000+08:00

question: can friends be trusted???

this is indeed a very good question. do you agree?

Happy 5th Anniversary, my Dear~!!!!

2006-05-18T20:45:00.000+08:00

HoHooo...time to update my blog already..been neglecting it since long long time ago. haha. anyway, Happy 5th Anniversary to my dearest! haha.. time passed so fast man. i still remember the 1st time we met - me with my that toot hairstyle and you in your that short nvss shorts, (hairstyle still the same as now, only sometimes change). haha. i wanna go home now~~~ >_< teleport me to sg!!! if only a teleport machine exist, i will sure be the 1st one to buy it! haha. hmm..i'm still wondering what u got for me. u're making me xing yang yang. :p but i will endure till next month.

hmm..almost 3/4 of my projects/assignments are done. still left with one 3000 words essay, 1 Project Management portfolio, and 1 info security peer review. portfolio and peer review shouldnt be a problem but i'm afraid of that 3000 words essay. how am i going to do it. madness.. regretted taking arts subject. but anyway, assignments shall be put aside for the moment cos i wanna play. but there's nothing i can do except for watching vcd. look through my whole stack of vcds and chose to watch devil beside you again. cos after recommending this show to yeeling jie, i have the urge to watch it again. 3rd time watching it already. haha. to me when i'm in aust, vcd = life. tv programmes are stupid and boring so i have to live on vcds. actually there're not much things which i can do in melb except for shopping. theme park in melb is super lame and small. their rides are for xiao hai zi to play one lor. and i think it'll take u like 30 mins to finish walking around the theme park. if only i have the ability to shift the 3 worlds from gold coast to melb. eh..no..should be only 2 worlds cos i only prefer dream world and movie world. the rides there are what i defined to be the proper and appropriate rides to be in a theme park. =D actually escape theme park ones are also quite kiddy lor. not fun~ should have built those 360 degrees turn roller coster, free fall etc etc. hmm..i think i shall stop blabbering. haha. else my post will be super boring.

there are quite a number of things that i wanna do when i return. i wanna ice skate, shop, cycle, go out, and i wanna eattttttt!!! i also wanna go to that Draculas (in aust) alike restaurant in Kallang.

i shall stop here. suddenly out of words. dont know what to write already. haha. shall post up another entry soon. =D

another test again

2006-04-01T20:02:00.001+08:00

Another test to determine what breed of dog I am. I'm so bored right now lor. Dont feel like doing anything so went around looking at my friends' blog. haha. Got this link when I was looking at Eleanor's blog. But then hor, the result isnt that good this time. Hmm.. Am I really such a person? Only people around me knows the best. hehe.

The result goes:

Here it is

cool test

2006-03-31T20:46:00.000+08:00

hmm..took a test just now to determine what breed of dog i am. And the result is:

Bernese Mountain Dog
No bones about it, you're a good-hearted, people-loving Bernese Mountain Dog. Down-to-earth and loyal, no one works or plays harder than you do. You put your nose to the grindstone when it really counts, but you never neglect your social calendar. Simultaneously strong and sweet, you're very tuned-in to the feelings and needs of the other dogs you run with. Without having to be asked, you always have a helping paw to lend and a sympathetic shoulder to lean on. "Communication" is your middle name, and when that's paired with your unswerving devotion, you get a breed that everyone respects and trusts. Woof!

haha. Didnt know i am such a good person. Thought that I may have some negative remarks. What a good test that is. haha.

Anyway, I went to Sarah's friend potluck just now and it's pretty fun. Made quite a number of friends there though most of them are younger than me. Wo you shen ji le!! wahaha. They're from Trnity actually, which brings me back to the time when I first settle down in Aust. I also feel very young at the same time cos they're like 17 years old. But I'm not that old anyway. haha. They're one bunch of energetic people. How I wish my Trinity batch were like them. Or they actually were? Just that I didnt mix around with them. haha. hmm..There were plenty of nice food or should I say, every single food is delicious. I'm like having a buffet like that. And the food is so much better than those is Crown buffet. Food in Crown buffet are really sucky lor. 3 years already, standard/quality still never change. *shakes head* haha. Well, back to the potluck. And yeah, everything is super nice there. When mixing with those group of Trinity students, it kinda bring me back to my Girl Guides days when we would sit around in groups to talk and even play games - be it in camps or meetings on Sat. Thinking back of Girl Guides days, I must say I miss marching so muchhhhh!!! haha. I dont know why I have an interest in that. hehe.

But anyway, after dinner, we played a game which I find it quite lame and boring. hehe. opps! But really lor. Actually I rather play heart attack, wacko or stuffs like that. Nevermind lah, I cant complain much cos I'm not the organiser. Should thank the organisers for their hard work. ;) When waiting for my turn to play the game, there's this girl who sang the little green frog song. hoho. Immediately, Sihui came to my mind. Cos she used to sing me the little green frog song which she've learnt in NPCC. It's so funny lor with the actions that come along with the song. It goes something like that 'mmm hmmm goes a little green frog something something' I forgot already. haha. I like that song!!!! =D Not as in love it very much lah, just that I find it funny and interesting. I never learn that song before in GG lor. Zao zi dao I dont listen to my mum and carry on with my decision to join NPCC. But then, I also never regretted joining GG. Know why I joined GG?? The reason is very stupid, and that is because I like the Uniform so I join GG. Cant blame me mah cos I was quite young that time. haha. NPCC was my 1st choice, but then my mum says I'm too gentle/soft for that and also wanted me to continue CO. kns lor. But anyway, I ended up having 2 CCAs - GG(joined before telling my mum) & CO. cool huh! haha. Both CCAs are fun and enjoyable though sometimes I had problems with their training times. As usual, I regretted not taking alot of photos lor. Cos photos are good 'souvenirs' and they bring back good memories. But why am i thinking of those days so often recently??? hmm..good question to ask myself. haha.

1st dec

2006-03-31T14:28:00.000+08:00

A few days after i've returned to sg, it's time to celebrate my mum's bday. actually my mum's and stella's bday falls on the same day. but then, stella has celebrated hers already, (ie. in advance). On her bday, the 3 members of F4 wanted to smash cake on her actually but she kinda knew it. Cos it's our style of celebrating bday, but i cant remember when it started though. haha. But I was the lucky one throughout these years cos i wasnt in Spore to celebrate my bday. Because of that, they accumulated the times of smashing me and will do it on me next year. So I know I'm gonna die horribly on my 21st bday. My beloved friends out there, remember to help me get away, dont gang up with them to attack me hor!!! haha. So back to stella's bday. Sop and me were planning on how and when to smash her. But guess what, my mum is the one who started it first by sticking the tape that is around the side of the cake on her face. She was kinda shocked cos she didnt expect that. She was eyeing on us since my mum took over the cake (to cut it). But in the end, we didnt manage to smash her all bcos of my mum lah. After that, she says she wanna take revenge on my mum on her bday.

Now, my mum's turn. It's her bday and my dad organised a buffet for her. So in the afternoon, when she and my dad werent at home, the usual 8 of us started decorating the house with balloons. Thanks to me, zp, zx but especially to me and zp for blowing up the balloons. haha. I blew alot lor cos I like balloons. haha. Everyone was prepared for cake smashing ceremony. Bottles of whipped cream were also present in the fridge. But I dont know those are bought by who. During the cake cutting time, my mum thought that she would get away by using my dad and grandparents as her shield. But who knows, my dad got the ball rolling. He 'sticked' a plate with a piece of cake (durian cake to be specific) on my mum's face. hoho. That was when the six of us rushed to the kitchen and took out our weapon. Plates of whipped cream came out from the kitchen one by one. This scene is just like the scene in a 8 course dinner where waiters/waitresses will walked out with plates of dish on their palm. Cool man! haha. And so, those whipped cream gone flying to my mum's face. Pretty ke lian lah cos alot of people attacked her. After smashing my mum, Stella was nowhere to be found. She had already gone hiding in somewhere in the house. So the 5 of us were busy finding Stella and we found her in one corner. Then, we came charging towards her. Thinking that my mum wont do anything to her, she stood behind my mum. She very toot lor. When my mum saw her, she immediately hugged her cos my mum is full of cream.

Stella couldnt get the cream to my face cos I kept running when she was chasing after me. That was when I suddenly got all my stamina to run. It's as if I'm running for my life like that. haha. So she had no choice but to change target to zx. As usual, he also run lah. I dont know whether she got him or not. The funny part is, there was actually a struggle between my sis, sop and stella in the toilet. So smart of them (my sis and sop) to hide in the toilet when stella was chasing us. Their secret hiding place was being revealed and there she goes to the toilet. The guys off the toilet lights and after that, we could hear screaming and laughing. Imagine 3 people zi xiang can sha in the toilet. That is so funny lor! But too bad, we didnt manage to take any photos/videos. But then, my grandfather managed to take photos of my mum with his camera. What a fun cake smashing we had! haha.

A dont know what shape made from our fingers (dont know when this trend started-the trend of forming stars with your index and third fingers)

Feet of everybody - with a variety of colours and sizes. haha.

lousy blogger~

2006-03-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

kns man! This stupid blogger actually has some error when I was publishing my post just now. I spent 2 hours writing on that lor. Stupid stupid stupid!!! waste my time and effort and my brain cells. Now, I have to write this entry the second time already. Very shit lor! I've forgotten what I've written or wanted to write already. The time is 12.41am now and I spent the past 2 hours writing (from 10 plus till 12 plus), and now that entry is gone. Xing tong! I've actually very tired after the whole lot of exercises that I've done during the late afternoon and this stupid blogger jing ran gen wo chu wen ti. Pig face lah! Actually I'm very happy after i've finished writing what I wanna write and was already preparing to relax by listening to some songs. Now I have to search through my memory, recalling what I've written. Hai~ Yi chang huan xi, yi chang kong.

Decided to post an entry cos I cant stand the deadness of my blog already. haha. Actually I have alot of work to do but I'm too tired to read nor write. Tired from the exercises that I've done and which I've mentioned earlier on. Tuesday is my exercise day and so basically, i went for body combat after my lesson, ran and walk one round in the stadium. Planned to run two rounds initially but then cant make it. Having not exercising for 3 years plus is really a big deal. Cos I seem to lose 3/4 of my stamina which I used to have back in sec sch. Now, ask me to run one round, I'm struggling already. But I must perservere for the sake of becoming beautiful. I cant stand the look of my face, my everything anymore cos I look like a ball now-which is super ugly. I cant bear myself to turn ugly. haha. hmm.. Although I'm drowned by readings and projects this sem, I still need to spare some time for exercises. Cos I dont have much time before I return to Spore. If only I had started earlier, like last year or so, I wont be sufferring now. haha. Actually I had joined this sports things early last year but didnt really have the motivation to exercise cos I didnt have alot of friends doing it together. I find that it's easier to get motivated if one group of friends are exercising together.

hmm..Time passes in the speed of lightning. I'm already in week 5, 7 more weeks (excluding term break and exam period) to holidays. I find that the times spent in sch past much faster than when you're in sec sch. I used to hope for time to past faster back in sec sch. But come to think of it, I really miss my sec sch life. The times spent in sec 2,3,4. Excluding the sec 1 cos I dont even know how I pass my sec 1 life. The times spent studying, doing sports, enjoying ourselves in our CCAs, talking behind some particular teacher's back, playing, teasing each other. Not forgetting having crushes on classmates/sch mates. haha. That's what we usually do in sec sch right. =D I still remember the times I spent playing block catching with friends when I was in sec 2, having gatherings at different occassions at my house (be it in Yishun or Sembawang). We never fail to play heart attack in every gatherings that we have. haha. Actually it's the people around me that made me misses my sec sch life. Those are precious memories that I'll never forget. Everytime I look through the photos that I've taken throughout those years, a smile will always be pinned onto my face. Cos I will tend to have flash backs. Thanks to all the happy memories that I've gathered. =D I'll upload the pics if I managed to get hold of a scanner. Now, everybody has graduated from Poly and are preparing to serve NS - for guys, as for girls - preparing to enter Uni. We've all grown up already. From a small boy/girl (age:13,14,15 years old), to a young man/lady (age:20 years old). From a cutie pie to a shuai ge/mei nu. =D hmm..To those whom I'm still in touch with, we've been friends for 5,6,7 years (whichever applies to u) already. That's super fast lor! You yi wan sui!!! hehe..Will confirm catch up with you all when I return to Sg - either in july or dec.

There are times when I hoped I can transport all my close friends to Aust so that I can live my life happier. So that we can study together and be classmates once again. But that will never happen. haha. These are all dreams.

Actually, I'm also enjoying my time over here although my life revolves around Vcds, sch works and some activities occassionally. Apart from feeding myself with countless of series, I discover one of my interest recently. And that is chinese calligraphy. I never think that I will have interest in that cos I never learn it before. But after attending 5 weeks of chinese calligraphy, I found myself in love with it. haha. I will tend to have a sense of satisfaction whenever I look at the words that I've written. It's fun and interesting actually. Not that difficult to learn as well. =D

Although I'm always complaining that life is boring here and I misses my friends in sg, I still have one group of good friends that I've made in Aust. So I dont seem to be that ke lian right. It will be pathetic if I dont have any friends after being here for 3 years plus. haha. I've managed to recruit this group of jie meis last sem. I finally found some singaporeans in my course. And I'm very happy over it. haha. This is the second group of jie meis which I've recruited. Used to be da jie in my previous group of jie meis although I'm not the oldest lah. It is all because of one incident which made me revealed my potential of scolding people and eventually got that 'title'. Actually not many people (referring to me friends) has seen that Ruiting before, hai wo chu chou le. haha. But from a da jie, I've become a xiao mei in my second group of jie meis. Cos I'm the youngest. However, I've been promoted recently cos another girl joined in. So I'm not the youngest anymore. haha. But the full strength of this group will only exist till Aug cos most of them are graduating this sem. I believed we'll still keep in touch when we're in Spore. Who knows we may be even working in the same company. haha. k lah..I'll stop writing here. I think my entry is too long already. haha. Before I end, I shall post one photo which I managed to find after searching through my computer. I look abit ugly in that pic. Thanks to my classmate who took it without allowing me to pose properly. Actually I regretted not taking many photos during sec sch, so when I return, I must take till siao. This applies to my Uni friends as well. We shall take photos till siao. haha.

Those were the days:

back to the land of 'ang moh'

2006-03-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

ok. i'm back here again. left my country to a land of aussies. sian man~ but nevertheless, this is nothing which i can have a choice. sorry for neglecting here for quite some time - almost 3 months eh~ since late nov. was busy enjoying my wonderful stay in sg and so i never really have any time to update. another reason is because i was lazy lah. haha.. ok.. 1st to talk about my holidays briefly, after returning to sg for about 1 week, it was time to take the aeroplane again. this time i was not leaving for aust but for hong kong. went there with my 2nd auntie and my two cousins, together with my grandparents. will elaborate on it on the entry which is plainly for my trip there. after the hong kong trip, it's time to search for gowns/dresses for the countdown party and also my sister's 21st birthday party. not easy to search lor and that's why i hated looking for clothes for such events. i spent around 3 full days searching through countless of departmental stores. die also have to find cos those two events happen on consecutive days. after that, i also need to look for new year clothes. hmm.. i think all these 'activities' happen every year when i return home for my 3 months holidays. haha. alot of other activities also took place in between lah. will talk about it when i remember them upon looking through the many photos that i've taken.

as for the present, sch has already started for 1 week. pretty relax at the moment cos the tutorial hasnt start. but i've attended my chinese calligraphy prac already. wasnt really that easy as what i've thought. cos writing a simple word such as 'yi' or one in chinese requires a total of 6 strokes. quite complicated lah but it's a matter of practise. my first attempt on that word was really horrible cos it looks like shit. so ugly till i laughed at myself while writing in class. haha. but it's enjoyable lah. for the fact that it doesnt have any exam, i must endure with it lor. i also have been having troubles with my subjects cos of my ex-course advisor lah. talking about him makes my blood boil. cos he screwed up my subject plan. i just dont know why he is so inefficient. now i've gotta look for the course advisor of the faculty of science with regards to the subject which i want to overload. i still havent enrol in one more subject lor. but luckily, i still have up till next week.

after attending the first week of my final yr sem 1, i realise that things have changed alot with regards to the lecturer's expectation of you and to the way the materials were taught. they want you to be more independent whereby they will teach you abit of the materials and you are expected to learn the rest of it on your own. for example in this subject 'business system design' right, the lecturer says he expects us to know ASP.Net already before taking that subject. in addition, he will only conduct 2 weeks of lectures on that ASP.Net and we are expected to read that up on our own if we dont understand. i mean what the hell right. how will i know that when i havent even learn that stuff before. difficult lor. he says that during the introductory lecture. this is our first lecture and he is already scaring us. i hope i can understand and learn it in a fast pace cos i dont wanna fail. but nevermind lah, i shan't be too pessimistic. i will work hard.

weather in melbourne is as hot as an oven. super hot man! even hotter than sg. i cant live without air con!! cos it's like no air lor. the weather is dry and hot in the afternoon, and the sun is glaring. even if the night, also very hot. imagine the kind of hotness i'm talking about when i have to turn on 3 fans in order to sleep. haha. i am not exaggerating here. but luckily the presence of houseflies and all the bugs werent that bad. else i will confirm die. die of irritation. haha.

a beautiful day

2005-11-22T20:47:00.000+08:00

hmm..today is a beautiful day with a perfect weather..not too hot and not too cold..went out for a short walk today and i feel so good. actually not really short walk lah, cos got to meet eleanor to pass/get notes from her.. while waiting for her to reach the place where we were supposed to meet, i just stood beside a lamp post outside Seasons apartment. i was facing the garden~ cos dont dare to stand in front of the pub.. later some siao and wu liao guys come disturbed me again~ very shitty and irritating one lor.. though i always glared at them before walking away. the renovation in the garden had finally completed..they spent quite a long time to renovate it lor..before renovation, it was some place for the skaters to gather around..but after the bali bombing case, that place was renovated to become a memorial place for those Australian victims..that place has dont know how many mini water fountains and spotlights..each representing a victim..as for those Australians who were Victorians, their names were being written out.. if i got them all correct lah~ heard that from my sis cos she went to have a look at it when she was on her way home from city today. quite sad lah~~ but i never really went to have a look at memorial thing before..just walked past it everyday when i go to sch.

i'm supposed to be studying now but i just cant settled down to studying. maybe because there are too many things to cover..too many till i dont know where and how to start..die lor..stupid lecturers also never say which topics to focus and not to focus in the last lecture..only ask us to follow the checklists that were provided.. jiang den yu mei jiang..cos the checklists covers like almost everything on the lecture notes..and the last lecture (which was supposed to be the most important lecture among the so many lectures that we had) lasted like 15 to 20 mins..i was very shocked lor..cos all he said was 'basically, i have nothing to say. i dont want to go through the stuffs that were taught in the entire semester again. just use the checklists as a guide for your revision'. -_- eh~~~ might as well dont say right.. one little tips also never give~ wo zi hao dei kao bei liao.. so pig lor~ all my subjects this semester have to memorise one lor.. torture~

before i end, just wanna share with u guys some 'poem' which i find it funny ->
you yi tian lao shi suo:
'tian shang xia xue bu xia yu',
'xue dao di shang bian chen yu',
'xue bian yu lai ma fan duo',
'bu ru dang chu jiu xia yu'.

jie zhe dao xue sheng suo:
'lao shi chi fan bu chi shi',
'fan dao du li bian chen shi',
'fan bian shi lai ma fan duo',
'bu ru dang chu jiu chi shi'.

haha..funny right..or am i the only one who think that it's funny. haha..i like that very much lor.. =p k lah~ back to telecom..i think i must learn to love telecom, only then will i start to absorb all those theories..in a faster way.. haha

3 down, 1 more to go before i fly~~

2005-11-21T18:49:00.000+08:00

just had my marketing paper in the afternoon..it was the most terrible paper i had among the 3 papers that i've taken. this was my first time taking a management paper and i guess it will be my last time as well. haha~ i used to like accounting one lor. but after some incident, i've already developed a phobia towards commerce subjects. luckily i didnt get into commerce, or else jing qu de hui shi wo de ren, chu lai de ke nen shi wo de guan cai~ haha.. back to my paper, as the 15 mins reading time starts, i kept looking around cos people around me all started taking out their pencils to write. and i was like 'can write during reading time one meh'.. so i was sitting there like a toot when the invigilator told me that i can start writing my notes already. hmm.. indeed, there's a difference between this exam and all the exams which i've taken throughout these few years. as i was trying very hard to squeeze out all the materials that i've stuffed into my brain yest night, people around me has started writing. they're just like robots. dont they have to think what to write?? then ah~ one more shocking thing that i've seen is..when i'm writing my 2nd page, the guy beside me has already written like 5 to 6 pages. i knew it cos he was flipping through his answer booklet. sometimes i really wonder whether the hand of commerce students are fake or real. cos they can write so fast lor and so many pages as well..my hand feels as if it is going to break and my nerves/veins are like going to explode anytime when i'm writing my 4th page. cant blame, cos they're trained to write essays during exams since god knows when.. but i dont lor~ my course only requires me to type and write abit..haha..but anyway, the paper was shitty..xiang dao jiu xing tong~ but i'll need to pray hard that my bullshitting skill can help me to scrape through this subject..all i need is just 26 marks~ if can get more then good lah~ then i will enjoy myself till i puke in spore.

as for now, i'll just have to concentrate on my last paper. during this exam period, the 1st storey of my beautiful home has suddenly transformed into a coolie settlement? if that's the correct word to use. that level is super messy lah but who cares. i dont have the time to pack it lor. i guess every uni student's home is also the same as mine when it comes to exam time. packing it up will leave it till friday~ maybe 1 hr before i leave for the airport~ haha.. i do all my stuffs in the living room including sleep, eat, study and watching movie. when we're tired from studying, we'll just sleep. after sleeping, it will be studying again. haha.. plus the kinda food that me and my sis eat, are all not proper food lor. snacks or junk food i would say. haha~ i think if anyone is to look at the way we lived during exam period, that person will cry and gan dao hen xing suan. wahaha~~ but i dont really mind or should i say, i dont really care. ke yi du guo zhe ji tian jiu ke yi le~ cos i'm able to xiang shou in just a few days time~ looking forward to it. just dont know why i'm so eager to return home whenever it comes to summer holidays. maybe because i have 3 months to enjoy~ haha.. now left 4 days already.. before i can smell the air of spore and step on the land of spore. but i bet i will sure get a flu when i return. cos it always happen. takes me some time to adapt to the weather. cos spore is hot and humid~ then hor, i will sure start to experience those sticky feelings once i step out of changi airport. but i hope it wont be that bad in the morning. ;)

tagboard~~problem tagging???

2005-11-17T14:21:00.000+08:00

eh..that stupid tagboard in my blog is making me crazy~~ i've type my message dont know how many thousand times but still cant send out..keeps saying 'page not found'? did u all have this problem when u type something in it???? or is it only me who's facing this problem? dont know whether is it my code's problem (cos i put it in a layer) or the server of myshoutbox.com problem. but no matter how i alter my code, it's still the same. that problem still exist. only at some time when i'm lucky, den i will be able to send out my reply successfully to the board. anyway, i will type my reply here..

to el: haha..of cos not everything at one go lah~~ will spread them out throughout my stay in sg.. i will pray hard that i dont gain too much weight throughout the 2 mths plus.. haha.. and thanks~~ gd luck to ur OP paper too..as for telecoms, we'll face it together~~ ;).

to vin: eh..cant go back on 26th..cos already booked liao..but the time still not confirm yet..either taking 5pm or the midnight one..eh~~u change to 25th lah~~ den can go see ur *ehem* earlier..hehe...

anyway, tell me whether u guys faced any problem upon tagging k? through here (tagboard) or in ur blog's tagboard. i visit them very frequently one.. =p if have, den i'm gonna change my tagboard already. will switch to other providers. but this will not incur any switching cost~ wahahaha...

-- ^_^ dont know what to put for this entry's title--

2005-11-16T14:06:00.000+08:00

hmm...i'm bored~~ bored from forcing myself to get down to studying marketing..cos i've got no interest in it..and the exam is freaking scary~ dont know how i'm going to write~ hai.. depressed~~ i promised myself that i wont take any commerce subjects anymore~ will get drown in those subjects. as for the rest of my electives, i've planned to take Chinese Calligraphy as a 300-level elective (dont know why they offered that subject as a 300-lvl elective though. cos it was supposed to be a 100-lvl sub. but who cares. SIS says can then can lor), Digital Imaging/Photography and Working with New Media as a subject that i'm going to overload next sem. actually i'm looking forward to studying them cos i've never take an Arts subject before. but that digital imaging is hard to get - only 20 students per sem. siao lor..so little~ so being the kiasu me, i've applied it for my sem 2 subject already. wanting to be enrolled in a subjects from the Arts course is a very very ma fan thing. got to get approval here and there~ waste my time only lor.. but nevermind..the most important thing is to enjoy what i'm doing. =D

25th Nov is just like 9 days away. this day has finally arrived (i mean going to arrive)..i've been waiting for this day since 3 months ago? - the 1st day of school. counting down the days to my return to singapore is a kind of motivation for me to keep on going despite going through many ups and downs throughout my stay in aust..however, the thought of graduating soon makes me kinda happy and sad at the same time. although i kept wanting to go back since 2yrs ago, i guess i will miss the life here - living by myself with my sis, doing all things by myself such as doing household chores (which i dont need to do when i'm in sg), having to think of what to eat for my every meals (which always gives me a headache cos very sian lah..have to think of what to eat. unlike in sg, everything is prepared for me already) and many many more. though i've got all my freedom here, i dont misuse it actually. cos i've got to think of my parents mah~ actually, i'm proud of myself for being able to survive in a foreign country at such age (with my sis here also lah) and also being able to cope and study in a uni straight after sec sch. it's a sense of achievement for me~ hehe.. :) but of course, i've got to thanks my parents for giving me this opportunity~ and also for their support. it's very very tong ku and xin ku when i'm faced with many difficulties (such as having to cope with the stress - all kinds of stress also have, and having to handle bian tai(s) and ridiculous people that i've come across in uni and on the streets) and i've got to solve them myself without my parents beside me. and especially when i'm sick (although i seldom get sick. choy! wo cai bu yao leh~), that is the period when i will get home sick, so normally i will cry when my parents called home -> aust home. and also my friends who had pei ban zhe wo throughout this few years. as the saying goes, 'zai jia kao fu mu, zai wai kao peng you' or something like that..it really applies~~so i would like to thank my sis and friends who have been taking care of me when i'm with them. haha..this entry is becoming like a thanks-giving entry already. aiya~ cos i thought of them when i'm listening to 'tong hua'. it's a song which makes me think back of many things. it's actually a gd thing to have memories. cos it makes me appreciate life and the people around me. i dont know what will happen if i dont have memories and if i dont remember those people around me. ying gai hui hen ke lian ba~ cos i will be like a zombie without feelings. aiya... i'm saying fei hua~ haha..

hmm..being alone and not doing anything really makes me think alot of such stuffs.. is it a good or a bad thing? i dont know..haha..furthermore, is it a good sign to have stress or is it not? i also dont know..it depends i guess..haha..recently, i've one or two pimples on my face. it's a sign of 'i'm stressed~~~'. haha..i think it's good cos it shows that i care about my exams. cos i'm very relaxed one leh since i'm young (or shld i say, since pri sch)..i dont study at all..just flipped through my books a few days before exam..but me feeling jing zhang happens only a few hours before exam or when i havent studied finish for my subject and i'm going to have that paper the next day. that's when i feel stressed. otherwise, i will be like 'exam then exam lor..it's not as if this is my 1st time taking exam'. very bad hor..not a gd attitude which i should have. but having toooooo much stress is not gd either. cos will turn crazy.. zou huo ru mo.. if i get the han yu pin yin correct. i dont want to end up in hougang chalet after getting my degree. that will be very wasteful..a waste of my energy, youth, tears and hardwork.. haha~~ that will also be my fei hua again.. haha.. =p

cant help it..cos now i'm feeling happy..i'm going home soon~~~ very soon~~ the first thing when i stepped out of the sliding door of the arrival hall in changi airport, is to hug my mum and my dad if he's there, and my bf~~ provided he's there lah, and also my cousins(if they're also there). haha.. next, is to have my breakfast in mcdonald~~that's if i reach sg about 5 plus in the morning..i dont think i will feel sleepy cos i will be so happy and excited having to step into sg again..else i will wanna eat mcdonald meals if i reach sg at night..then the next day, i wanna eat roti prata, curry puffs from yishun blk 739, indian rojak, chicken wings, carrot cake, chilli crab and man tou, zong zi, my mum's side grandparents' curry, fried pork chop, dark soya sauce pork chop, tomato prawns, papaya soup, Dan Ryan's ribs and many many more.. yi shi xiang bu qi.. i talked as if i've left sg for a decade or something. haha.. food~~ i want food~~~~ wahahaha....i'm not a glutton by the way. just that i miss local food so much. when i slp, i also dream of food~ hahaha...no lah~ i'm not that crazy.. no more western food for me~~ no more pizza, spagetthi etc~~ no more...pizza in sg is not that nice also~~ the number of slices of ham on the pizza is pathetic.. so little till i can count the number of them on the pizza. i only like the stuff crust. nothing else~ haha... ok~ i shall stop here..i think i've wrote too much already.. that's my problem - once i write,i cant stop. haha.. =p

wei lian - my ou xiang~~~

2005-11-07T11:08:00.000+08:00

i hate to dream when i sleep. liked it only when i am having my holidays. cos when u dream, u will tend to be more sleepy. then u will tend to slp longer. when u slp longer, u will end up waking up late. therefore, u will have lesser time to study. somemore, i'm not the kind who will study non-stop. i will puke i tell u~ unless i'm studying a subject which i'm interested in, then that is a different case already. hmm..the weather now is super hot. despite the hot weather, i'm still able to sleep like a dead log. i never fail to wake up after 1pm - aust time. i dont know how i did that. hmm.. bu nen guai, tian sheng jiu shi zhu ma~ hahaha..

hmm..downloaded quite a number of nice songs recently. got tired of studying e-commerce cos no matter how i read my lecture notes, wo jiu shi du bu jin. i'm still on lect 1b. =( nevertheless, i still went to search for songs. found tong hua which is sang by kelvin tan wei lian. the guy from project superstar. his singing is superb. well, i didnt managed to look at his performance when i'm in sg cos i was either not at home or forget to watch. normally, i watch the episodes of the other half of the contestants (kelly that group). but anyway, saw some of wei lian's performance on the internet. i really really admire his courage and of course, his talent. he sings better than alot of people, including me~ hehe.. i also admire the kind of spirit he has. never gives up~~ woOoOoo...my ou xiang~~ he really motivates me. i feel so motivated upon listening to his songs. btw, i really dislike/hate those sporeans who support their own idol and criticise the other competitors. all the comments are on the message board in the project superstar website. it's really very what lor..u don't have to be so damage the other competitors' image even if u dont wanna support them, right?!?! what do u gain by doing that??? *shakes head* u dont see this kind of sucky behaviour in caucasians. at least they also clapped for the other competitors (even though the competitors may not be the ones whom they support).

in addition, even in a performance in sg, if anything cropped up, u will start to hear all those 'boo-ing' or those negative comments storming out from the audiences' mouth. but u wont get this kind of attitude in aust. i went to this flare dance concert organised by the flare dance club of melb uni. there was one dance which did not complete successfully cos the song was screwed up. i was wondering what kind of reaction the audiences will give. but to my surprise, they didnt boo-ed. instead, they clapped. that was to give the performers some encouragement and support. this shows that the audience understand the kind of feeling and anxiety that the performers will experience at the backstage especially during this kind of situation (and also at the beginning of the performance when they are about to go on stage). hmm..i dont wanna comment further on sporeans' behaviour cos i am a sporean as well BUT i dont behave in that way (i understand the feeling lor). =D

anyway, i've wanted to play quite a few nice songs in my blog. but i will play 'tong hua' by wei lian first. cos the song is nice. *thumbs up* hehe..now i'm motivated to study..will get down to study my e-commerce. jia you wor~!!! =p

behind schedule~

2005-11-05T11:15:00.000+08:00

omg! i cant believe i woke up at 1.50pm today. intially i thought it was only 12.50pm cos i was looking at the time on my hp (my hp's time is based on sg's timing), and i'm so blur that i thought it's still 2hr difference. i didnt want to get out of bed cos i was having a wonderful dream. i dreamt that i had an elder brother and we were on a mission to save some ghost. crap right? but to me, it's not. cos i have an elder brother. =p haha.. i think that i wanted an elder brother so much till i zou huo ru muo already. cos it can never ever happen lor. in my next life maybe. haha.

hmm..i'm behind schedule. sad~ this is my first time drawing out a study plan for myself throughout the starting of swot vac till my last paper. i allocated an equal amount of time for each subject. but who knows, i'm lagging behind. was supposed to start on e-commerce yesterday but i'm still on SAD. i havent practise drawing all the diagrams yet cos i guess i've spent too much time memorising stuffs. out of the 24 questions that were given for question 1 in the mock exam, i only managed to memorise the answers for 8 questions. and some of them were super long i tell u. i wrote about 4 pages just for 8 questions. imagine the length of the answers for 24 questions. die lah~ but nvm..i can do it! =D but think of e-commerce, i feel like crying. e-commerce also need to memorise. telecommunications also need. as well as my principles of marketing. die die die~~~ but i shan't worry about telecom and marketing first cos they are my last 2 papers. let me puke for SAD and e-commerce at the moment.

but right now i'm suffering man~~ this stupid weather caused me to have rashes on my leg. i have the urge to scratch it but i cant. have to endure with it.. tong ku~~ =.( arghhhhh..i hate aust's weather now.. it's so freaking hot and dry... till i dont really feel like stepping out of my house unless during certain circumstances where i have to go get my food. now my house is like heaven. i have 2 fans on to circulate the air in my apartment. although my apartment now looks as if it had been attacked by a tornado few mins ago. if u get what i mean. haha..

hmm...at the moment, i've also been addicted to a game - Sudoku. it's so fun. til i downloaded it from the website. so basically, all my time is spent on playing that. but also cannot everyday play cos i will ki siao. have to crack my brain just to fill up the boxes with numbers 1 - 9. in addition to that, i have also been listening to jay's new song (hei se mao yi and ye qu). i also like yi fu zhi ming. =D the more i listen to them, the more i like them although i dont what the hell he is singing. but the melody of his songs are nice. omg! i cant believe it. i used to hate him so much, saying that 'ta yao zi bu qing chu' and somemore he's not that shuai compared to jerry yan. as a saying goes, 'never hate/dislike a person too much, or u'll end up liking that person'. or something like that. haha.

just another day

2005-10-30T23:28:00.000+08:00

hmm..it's 2.30am now~ sg time is 11.30pm only. the night is still young. since early this morning, i've lost 1 hr of youth already. cos daylight saving has started. so sad~ but nvm..life still has to go on. time has passed so fast. it's already the time for revision. time to prepare for exams. but i'm not in the mood to study yet. haha..have been too slack throughout the semester already. very hard to switch to study mode. nevertheless, i still managed to memorise some stuffs. just finished memorising the techniques to gather information (for SAD - Systems Analysis and Design) and my hand gonna break soon after many times of writing the same stuffs over and over again. that's my method of memorising things. =D it's been a long time since i've last written (using a pen obviously). cos most of the time, i've been typing. so that makes me left with alot of pens and pen refills that i've transported over last year.

actually i'm quite pissed with the way this stupid country works lor especially with my department (to be specific: my course advisor). the way he works can really make one's blood boil. i went to talk to him with regards to my elective and he told me to email him my particulars and a brief description of my problem. so i obeyed. but after waiting for 5 days, i didnt receive any emails. not even one! so no choice, i decided to look for him cos i cant re-enrol without his reply. after talking to him, he noted my student number and told me the same thing - will get back to me via email. that happened last monday and up till now, i still didnt get any reply from him. neither did he email all the students with the differences between 2 of our core subjects. idiot lah! somemore he gives different advices to different people with regards to the same problem. he told me to overload in semester 2 next yr but he told another guy not to overload in sem 2 cos we'll be having our industrial project (the workload is confirmed heavy in sem 2 one lor). wth! he's super inefficient lor. take such a long time to send just one stupid email, or perhaps 2. with the way he works, i think IS can close down already. somemore he's our course advisor, and he's the only one who has the right to approve or disapprove the subjects that we take. and because of the stupid email, i cant re-enrol. pay so much but receive such attitude. idiot! cant those people be as efficient like how sporeans are. cant stand it man~ do things do until so slow. 'you qi wu li' like that. kns! the more i think of it, the more i feel like complaining. argghhh!! idiot!

just cant wait to return to sg though the attitude of some people really sux (especially those salesgirls who u see in shopping centre and some of the sg guys). but who cares.. they give u attitude, u give them attitude back. what goes round, comes round. haha. that's what i will do. =p sg guys are like so sua gu lor esp those ah pek. super bian tai. cant stand it man~~ and i hate it so much! i think it's better to carry a personal alarm wherever u go or if u wan, having long nails is also a gd 'weapon'. actually i wanted to get an electric shock device but not sure whether sg allows such stuff. other than that electric shock device, i still wanna get a pepper spray. but my dad just bought me a personal alarm so i'll just live with it. aiya..i think it's better not to care about those people. they dont provoke me can already. they live their own life, and i live my own as well. but if they do provoke me, i'll turn violent towards them. i wouldnt give a damn. =D it's still a few weeks away before i leave melb for sg. cant wait for it to come lor. i miss the food alot. and not to leave out, my friends and families as well. there's so many events/gatherings/celebrations awaiting for me back home. haha. but anyway, getting my subjects revised (and hopefully getting good results) is my first priority now.

continuation

2005-10-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

after my trip to gold coast, it's time to go back to sch. i shall skip the schooling part cos it's nothing special. just normal routine. attending lectures, tutorials, group meetings and doing assignments. a few weeks after the 1st week of sch (after term break), it's time for birthday celebration. it's sarah's birthday (one of my friends from that group of sporeans). this time we celebrated it in a vegetarian restaurant cos one of our friends is a vegetarian~ see how good all of us are. =p hehe.. but it's amazing to experience/look at/taste the food which a vegetarian restaurant serves. cos i have never been to a vegetarian restaurant in my entire life before. so i guess, going overseas to study is a very gd experience. can get to eat/experience new stuffs. hehe. =D hmm..back to the restaurant. they actually have shark fin's soup. obviously it's not real one lah. although i still can taste the difference between the real shark fin's soup and the 'fake' one, it's still ok afterall. we also ordered some other dishes as well such as fish. and i'm really amazed with their fish. cos it actually has the smell of real fish. dont know how they do it lor. very shen qi hor.. hehe.. after dinner, we headed to crown to have cakes even though we just had sarah's birthday cake. cakes, cakes and more cakes. =D

Shark fin's soup

Fish

Some kind of tofu

Butter prawns

I've forgotten what this supposed to be

Sarah's birthday cake

Us at crown

Look at the various kinds of cake. that is only half of what's available. there are more.

update update

2005-10-26T19:20:00.000+08:00

yoooohOoooooo~~ finally back to a writing mode now. i'm so into the mood of writing after a long long time. guess that is the result of having done with all my assignments. now i totally dont know what i should do during this sudden availability of free time apart from studying for my exams. i purposely chose not to think of that. =D hmm..today marks the end of my assignments officially. no more assignments/homeworks for me anymore till next year~ yeah....though today's SAD presentation is quite shitty. i prayed hard for tanya not asking me about my class diagram with regards to transfer of payments but who knows, she really asked me that. sway lor..so i just bullshit cos i dont know what to reply her.i think i bullshitted without much sense. haha~ i didnt really understand what i was talking. but nvm~ there's nothing i can do about it. dou yi jing guo le. so basically, i was rotting throughout the whole of today. spent my time watching liu xing hua yuan. i dont know i've watched this show for how many thousand times already. haha =D no huan zhu ge ge, so watch liu xing hua yuan.

hmm..speaking about the past,alot of things had happened between my last entry and today. or should i say, alot of events had happened. first, it was eleanor's birthday. that was the first time which i met her. kinda weird eh~ celebrated a birthday without knowing the birthday girl. haha.. but it's ok lah cos i know it's lonely to spend your birthday alone in a foreign country. eleanor is this sporean whom i've met this yr. we celebrated her birthday in a japanese restaurant. eh.. actually i'm glad that i went to that celebration lah~ cos i also get to know this group of sporeans, who i've gotten to know only during this sem, better. since then, my life in aust has been filled with colours (if i've phrased it correctly). we get to know each other even better after multiple eating and shopping sessions throughout the past few months. haha. they were such 'on' and crappy people. it's fun hanging out with them. i can nvr stop laughing/smiling in each and every of our outings. haha.. but they can also be real serious when it comes to work. that is what we always say 'work hard, play hard'. for me, throughout the last few years, i had always been studying and rotting at home. sch -> home -> eat -> slp ==> that was my everyday routine for my trinity and uni 1st yr, 2nd yr 1st sem. haha. that's pretty boring eh. simply no life!

carry on with my story. soon..it was my birthday!!! celebrated it 2 times this yr. 1st time was celebrated in advance with my sis and her friends (i also knew her friends lah). we went to this msian restaurant in chinatown for dinner. dinner was delicious and my cake was yummy! haha. =p 2nd time was with my group of sporean friends celebrated on the actual day. had dinner at corretto (shld be spelt correctly), an italian pizza restaurant. it's so nice of them to actually give me a surprise by buying me a cake. =) it's so nice having a group of sporean friends when u're in a foreign cos it makes u feel like home. i was very happy lor cos i had a very hard time searching for sporeans in my course since my 1st yr.

so bored~

2005-08-13T14:47:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored. so decided to write smthing. hmm..yesterday's management went quite smoothly although i didnt talk much.as usual~ haha.. but i did prepared my work ok~ :p wrote some notes on the first 4 layers of the OSI model. it's about some routing thing.. i shall not elaborate on what the OSI model is about. wrote down some points on transparency and then present them to the class. didnt manage to teach like how tutors normally taught the class~ what i did was like a presentation. haha.. but luckily the class was not that quiet as i thought. so the class activity that me n my partner had for the class actually worked. we decided on a debate for that class activity. ok~ so that's it for yesterday. i only have 1 hr of tutorial on friday. then i spent the rest of the day watching vcd and playing rose. actually wanted to do my assignment one..cos it's due next thurs..but i just dont have the mood to do. felt like talking to someone but there's no one in msn for me to chat with.. haha. so there's nothing i can do already. just went to watch vcd n then who knows, i fell asleep while watching..haha

as for today, i woke up at 11 plus to 12..dont feel like waking up but cant..haha.. den went online as usual. haha.. n finally, i got at least 1/3 of my assignment done. but dont know whether correct or not. but dont care lor..later den worry abt that..haha..i'm becoming more n more lazy already..everytime also eat,slp,rot and dream..just like a pig..die lor..haha..hmm..will stop here cos i dont know what to write liao. feeling so moodless leh. kns one~

back after 2 mths

2005-08-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

Yoz people~ i'm back.. sorry to have abandon this place for 2 mths~ what happens 2 mths ago are basically exams and my holidays which lasted for 1 mth, starting from 25july if i'm not wrong.. Words to describe my holidays are: fun, enjoyable, unforgettable and some other feelings that are undescribable.. although there are some of my friends whom i didnt get the chance to meet up with, i still enjoy the times meeting some of u such as sihui, sock wai, some of the girls and guys of 4e1, my beloved cousins and relatives.. we had enjoyed ourselves taking neoprints ya~ :p but nvm, i still have my 3 mths holidays.. hope to meet up with those whom i didnt get to see for mths~ :D

as for now, my semester has already started for almost 3 wks.. and tomorrow i will be managing my tutorial class for telecommunications..just like what we did for science in sec 2.. what i need to do is to take the role of my tutor and teach the class on a topic which i have totally no idea what it is abt..the topic is about network routing and network protocol..although i still have my partner to manage the class with me but i do not know that person actually so i'm not confident lor..as i know no one in my class so no choice lor..have to pair up with the one sitting beside me.actually i hate going up to the front of the class to talk..i feel so uncomfortable but i have no choice.luckily i dont really know all of my classmates so i will not be afraid that i may laugh..cos i will if i'm presenting to a whole class of my friends..haha..

hmm..finally i've finished knitting my scarf..haha..keep dragging it since june cos i didnt wan to bring it back to sg..just in case the security people might think that the stick is some kind of weapon and then i have to open up my luggage and bring the stick out and blah blah blah..very ma fan lor..
i plan to buy more strings maybe over the weekends..my aim is to make 3 or 4 more scarfs..actually i kinda enjoyed knitting since i cant do my cross stitch in aust..haha..it helps me pass my time even though i had projects to do..that is how i pass my time in aust other than watching vcds over and over again..haha..

ok..i'm out of words already..will be back to write more when i feel like writing.. :p

just another day~

2005-06-11T21:17:00.000+08:00

updates for today..haha..basically, i did nothing today..read up 2 lects and finished taking down notes from the textbook for both that lects..i'm still left with quite alot of lects to go..but i chose the easiest and the ones which i already knew first..leave the difficult ones to the last..haha..actually not difficult ones lah, just that i dont even know what those lects were about cos i skipped.. haha..anyway,i think i've only attended the lects for the first 2 weeks for database..cos i think that it's a waste of time attending those lects..u'll gain more knowledge reading the textbook than listening to the lects..except for the last lect where the lecturer will go through the stuffs that u need to know for the exam..

regarding about the things that i've done today..basically,trying very hard to study db..but there were too many distractions already..after studying 1 lect,i gave myself a break..and i went to play my sis's guitar..suddenly got the motivation to play it although i only know one part of a song..haha..hey~but quite gd already ok (bhb eh~ :p)..that small part was taught by my sis..needless to say,i kept repeating that part..haha..after playing the guitar,i went to play the keyboard..now,there's 2 songs waiting for me to learn..one is tong hua n the other is canon in d..ok~i know i've learnt that song for dunno how many years..haha..but i only know the front part and the chorus..sihui hor..i think u also listen sian..haha..cos there's no progress with it..somemore all the songs which i knew how to play were not complete lor except for 'yue liang dai biao wo de xing'..haha..but it's different now~i've found the score that is exactly the same as the one in the show 'my sassy girl'..much simplier..cos the initial score that i had was like 8 pages long..learn till i die also wont learn finish lor..haha..and heard from my cousin that the score was for grade 5 ppl..but me leh..not even grade one..haha..n for that tong hua,i also dont know when i will be able to play that song..haha..

hmm..just received an sms from my section leader from MCO..asked me whether i will go back when i return to sg..and i said i will but can only attend 3 to 4 lessons cos i will only be back in sg for a month..actually,i dont know whether i wanna go or not..cos if i attend the practice,i will need to sacrifice my sat..cos i heard that the practice time is from 9am to 2pm..but see how lor..dao shi hou zai jiang..haha..now i really cant wait for my exams to be over..cos there's alot of things i wanna do..

k lah..will stop here..wendy,if u happen to visit my blog..all the best to u ar~let us work hard and puke together..haha..just jk.. :p

study, study, n more studying =p

2005-06-10T17:48:00.000+08:00

after a few wks of "enjoyment", i finally had my first paper yest. that was the only paper which i've longed for cos it's the only sub which i have interest in. haha. and that sub was Concepts in Software Development II..to make it simple,it was java..haha..that 4 words made it sounds very cool..haha..well actually, i enjoyed revising java lor..but not Database n some other shit sub(Organisational Analysis and Change).hmm..spents about 7 days revising java. was planning to start on DB on Monday. But i didnt have the motivation/urge to study so i ended up rotting and stoning..haha..partly bcos there were too many distractions..got the internet lah, piano lah, bed lah(which always make me feel like sleeping) and most importantly, there's food..haha..i feel like i'm a pig..been getting fatter and fatter ever since i came to aust..but nooo..i wont let that happen to me anymore..haha..

ok..i will stop crapping..back to yest's paper..one word to describe my lecturer whom set the paper..and that word is 'Siao!'..really lor..firstly, everytime when there's ppl asking her whether there's MCQs in the exam..be it during lect or revision lect, her ans to that qs will always be 'I dont know~Does it matters?' kns! of cos it matters lah,if not ask u for wat..but in the end, she 'na wo men mei you ban fa' n she finally replied to the qs appropriately..there will be no MCQs n there will only be 4 qs(with sub qs) in the exam..having the idea of only 4 qs in the exam, i'm quite relieved actually..cos 4 qs only, will be that tough..

so b4 the exam starts yest,i saw many ppl running like ants..haha..cos our seat number was changed just b4 the exam..i knew it after my friend told me..n i was like 'die lor..i dont want to go out of the exam hall to check my seat number' so i was praying very hard that no one will come to me to tell me that i've sat on his/her place..luckily there wasnt anyone..haha..so i was happily looking through the paper..n den 15mins of reading time is over, i started answering the qs..at 1st,i was using pen..but as i proceed to the other qs,i dont know why i ended up using pencil..haha..i spent like 35 mins to 40 mins just answering the 1st qs..cos that qs requires a full code..siao lor..write till my hand break..we were given the screen of how a program look like n we were required to write the code in order to produce that program..although it takes a long time,but i enjoyed writing the code cos i knew how to do mah..but as i ans the rest of the qs,i start to panic already..cos all need to write codes..den there's 1 qs which was phrased in a very confusing n complicated manner..without thinking,i skipped that qs..the marks that all of the qs hold is alot lor..1st qs was 20..den the others were 25,35,30..if i'm not wrong..but anyway, the paper was quite ok except for a few qs..and also the time limit..luckily we have 15 mins extra cos many ppl were running in n out of the exam hall just to check their seat number..but that 15mins didnt make a difference to me..haha..

now i'm left with 2 papers..am having difficulty to concentrate on studying the 2 subs..haha..it is very hard to focus on subs that u do not have interest in..so here am i,updating my blog..haha..didnt want to see spider webs in it.. :p ok,that was crap..i cant wait for my papers to end..cos i want to go and play...haha..how good will it be if there's no such thing as exam...=)

wo bu fu qi!!!!

2005-05-26T15:49:00.000+08:00

kns~ after spending alot alot of time on that stupid website for my multimedia project, that si lao gao dont wanna put the contribution percentage on the cover sheet of our project.. we need to write down the percentage contribution of each member in the group for the project.. come on lor~ that is the standard procedure lor.. but for this project, we also need to write down what we've done in this project.. and that lao gao huh, told me to write my name and student number on the cover sheet and also what i've done in this project.. when i look at the cover sheet, i find that something is not write.. cos the column for contribution is blank.. empty~~ so after weiyuen (one of my buddy) had wrote everything, i told that idiot that we need to write down the contribution of each person.. and u know what she say 'i think that is for the teacher to decide. if everybody has equal contribution, what's the point of writing what we've done on the second page' wah kao eh~~ she actually think we didnt contribute enough and put in as much effort as she did.. kns~! u think what! so what if u and ross(another grp member) came up with the content of the website..that is not so hard lor..they wrote all the content in microsoft word n we have to copy n paste them in dreamweaver which includes formatting all the content, aligning them etc.. and so what if u're the leader.. a website is not that easy to do lor.. shit u! and u know what.. initially, me n weiyuen came up with the design and the whole complete website for the project.. she thinks that it doesnt look professional enough with a black background.. come on lah..be more creative can or not..a melbourne expo (we are actually making a website for freedom furniture to convey the message that they are having an expo) is a special event lor..so the website should also be special and allows the audience to have some xing xian gan lor.. what not professional enough?!?! eat shit lah..

and she wants us to change the whole website..we didnt come up with the new template since she's the one who wanna change the website..wanna let her experience the fun of editing a template to the way you want it to be after downloading it from the internet.. in the end, she came up with it and told us to do everything again applying that template to every page.. kns lah.. you know how much time it took us to redo it mah.. although she helped us with a few pages.. it takes a long time lor cos we have about 40-50 webpages.. and with a super fussy member like her, we need to change the stuff in our webpages over and over again if she didnt like any of the appearance..

actually, i was quite bu shuang with her lor.. backstabber.. in front of us, she's like very enthu like that.. every work also snatch to do.. den behind our back, she actually went to complain to the lecturer that we are not active and she's the one who has been doing every work.. kns~! somemore the allocation of work is allocated by her one lor.. she says that she n ross will do the content while me n weiyuen will come up with the website.. what is this man! ownself allocate the work and in the end, push the blame to us saying that we didnt contribute as much as she contributed to the project..

don't know why i'm very sway this semester.. all the grp members that i have are all very shit one lor.. somemore i have 4 grp projects.. i nvr have a peaceful life doing a grp project this sem.. in future, i will never ever choose zhong guo ren or ying du ren to be my group members.. NEVER or i will regret..

wo you fu huo le~~ =p

2005-05-26T15:25:00.000+08:00

finally~ i'm finally able to breathe after being buried in a pool of projects n also a lab test.. i got a total of 4 to 5 projects to do.. can do till siao lor..for the past 2 wks, i have been staying in ICT building till it closes.. n that was basically 11pm..i didnt know walking home alone at that kind of time was quite scary.. haha.. there was not a single car on the road n not a single person on the road.. walking alone with such an eerie atmosphere, u know lah.. imagination will go wild.. haha.. somemore i need to walk through a garden and in that garden, there were a few trees.. in the trees, there are some animals which i dont know how to spell..should be spelt as 'possums' if i'm not wrong..

today, i'm officially free from projects.. don't ask me to do any java programming nor any html.. i'm sick of them.. and of course, i'm sicked of Tetris game at the moment.. it's nice to play BUT it's hard to make.. wonder if i can even pass that project.. cos it was during the last min before my demo that i realised that the game which my partner did cant even work properly lor.. i asked her to redo the initial codes which she gave me cos she practically just copy and paste all the codes from her friend.. that is consider as collusion lor and it's a very serious offence.. don't tell me she don't know that lor.. my goodness~! year 3 already still do this kind of thing.. when she gave me the code after changing it, i didnt manage to check cos i trust her that she will get it done well.. n guess when did she tell me that there's some prob with the game.. it was on the day of our demo.. kns lah~~ go eat your shit lah.. i was very shocked until i don't know how to react.. so during the demo, i didn't speak a word.. i leave it to her to explainthe codes to our lab demonstrator.. i think our demonstrator knew that she didnt put in much effort lor cos throughout the demo, she kept asking my partner questions.. she remembered that i kept asking her questions about the game during the process of coding the game.. so i just sit beside my lab demonstrator like a statue lor.. haha.. hai.. dont wanna think about the mark that we will get.. wo bu hui bao zhe tai da de xi wang.. pass can already.. haha..

as for tomorrow, the results to the award gallery will be out.. so i will be going to multimedia lecture tomorrow.. cos i've submitted one of my work for an award for multimedia and communications.. haha.. wonder if my work is of much standard to get an award.. submitted it just for fun.. :p i wont bao zhe tai da de xi wang also.. haha..

easter break (28th march-3rd april)

2005-05-01T15:05:00.000+08:00

for the first few weeks of the semester,there wasnt many projects to do..only some assignments..so after 4 weeks of school,easter break is here..but only one week..actually that is not a holiday,it is for us to catch up with our work..but i practically did nothing except relaxing..

i went for a day tour to mornington peninsular with my sis n 4 other frens..a total of six of us..we went to strawberry farm to pick strawberry, lavendar farm, a maze that is made up of tall bushes which u can never find ur way out :p, winery to taste wine, a widelife park to see animals and our last stop was philip island to watch the small wild penguins walking up the shore from the sea..

fist stop: strawberry farm..in the strawberry farm,there wasnt much strawberries bcos i think the season is almost over already..cos i went to a strawberry farm in dec 2 yrs ago,there were many many strawberries..but i still manage to collect a few of them lah..cannot waste money mah..die die also must take some..wahaha..
second stop: lavendar farm.. the place was quite ok..it's not a huge farm where there were many rows of lavendar..i bought a bottle of lavendar sweets with chocolate filling cos i think that the pure lavendar sweet was quite disgusting.. :p n i also bought a photo frame..
third stop: ashcome maze (if i get the spelling correctly..hehe..) it is a huge garden with many maze in it..we also had our lunch in there..after our lunch,we went to explore one maze..we spent around 15-20 mins in just that maze..cos it was quite hard to find the exit..when we were out of that maze,my sis's fren told us that we had only explore one small part of the whole garden..she knew it cos she went to look at the map..we actually wanted to explore other maze but cant..cos dont hand enough time already..that is the problem of joining a tour..gt limited time in one place..
fourth stop: wildlife park..this is actually a surprise stop as it wasnt specified in the itinerary that we r going to that place..saw many animals in that farm including snakes,birds,kangaroos and some other animals..
last stop: philip island..this place is where wild penguins from the sea will walk up the beach at a certain time in the night to their 'home' in the bushes..den they will go back to the sea to search for food in the morning..these happen everyday..i went to this place with my parents 2 yrs plus ago(i think in dec year 2002) when i came to aust to visit my sis..n it has changed alot with regard to the location to view the penguins..last time,we only managed to watch them from very far behing cos the place that we were standing was quite small..but now,there are 2 big location which we can choose..with seats somemore..haha..

that's about it..that was how i spent the wednesday of my easter break..as for the rest of the days, i stayed at home..watching vcds..haha..

the six of us (at some place which i've forgotten :p)

me in the strawberry farm

taken in the maze

lavender farm

me with the grapes which is used to make wine

me carrying an animal, which i dunno what's its name, in the wildlife park

back to school..

2005-05-01T13:57:00.000+08:00

after a few days,it's time to go back to school already..i was pretty excited to go to school cos i will be learning japanese..initially,i took only 3 subjects this sem (jap,java programming,database concepts)..as jap contains 25 credit points which is equivalent to the credit points of 2 sub,i had jap lesson everyday, every week except on fridays..after attending 3 days of jap lessons,it wasnt as easy as i thought..at 1st,i thought that i will be able to cope so long as i practise writing them everyday..it's just like learning chinese..but den after that 3 days,i felt very lost and confused suddenly..i also dunno y that happened..so i called my mother and told her that i'm scared that i couldn't cope..she told me to take the subjects which i think i can do lor..that few days were like just like a nightmare..i dunno what to do..so i went to seek advice from a number of my frens..almost all of them told me to continue studying jap for 1 wk (inclu those 3 days),n den drop it if i still cant cope..cos they said that jap would not be useful to me if i dont use it in the future..

so in the end,i decided to drop it n i took up another 2 subjects to replace it..i took multimedia and organisation analysis and change (which i actually planned to study it next year)..luckily i didnt have to do alot of catching up cos the lecturer for both subjects didnt teach much during the 1st week..after i gt my new timetable i tried to organise it in a way i like..haha..almost all my tutorials were the same as one of my fren..so it wouldnt be so scary mah..entering a class with no one u noe..somemore gotta do projects with them throughout the semester..

perth

2005-04-23T19:59:00.000+08:00

haha..i didnt know that my previous entry was super long..didnt realise it after i scroll up to see the whole entry..cos i wrote that in word..just in case it disappears again after i clicked on 'publish post'..i'm like writing an essay like that..haha..i wrote a total of nearly 2000 words in that entry..so i had to break it into 3 parts..haha..my record for the moment..

after that day which i wrote abt in the previous entry,it's time for me to go to the airport already..so sway man..i dont feel well in the morning when i was about to go to the airport..i felt terrible..my head was painful and i'm having a flu..i was hoping that i could postpone the trip..haha..so i just had panadol n headed to the airport lor..sn was there to see me off..he returned me my bracelet cos it broke that time..so he brought it back home and repaired it for me..after checking in all the luggages and getting our ticket,it's time to say good bye..surprisingly,i didnt cry..this is the first time i didnt cry..cos everytime i go back to aust,i sure cry one..haha..maybe i wasnt feeling well bah..then abit blur blur..but i felt sad though..

so in the plane,i told the air stewardess that i dont wanna eat when she came to ask me what i wanna eat..i slept for about 2 hours..i didnt feel hungry at all.. when i woke up,the air stewardess came to ask me whether i'm hungry or not..but i dont feel like eating..so i just asked her for a cup of tea..and she even gave me biscuits..

but hor..after hearing what my mum had for lunch..i regretted not eating..haha..i forgotten what she ate but den i remember one thing..she had yu sheng cos it was still chn new year during that time..my mum said it's very nice..aiyo..why my body chose to be sick during this time..if not i wont be that tired and dont eat one lor..

4 hours had passed..i had already reached perth..saw auntie irene at the airport cos she came to pick us..on the way to where we stay, we stopped by the supermarket and bought some food n fruits..auntie irene also brought me to the chemist to buy some medicine..when i went back,i got even sick..i had a flu plus fever..that's a bad combination of sickness to have..haha..so i feel like i'm a rotten vegetable..soft soft one without any strength..den my eyesight also quite blur..so i just lay on the bed with a wet towel on my forehead and then i feel asleep..den it's time for dinner already..didnt really have the appetite to eat cos i couldnt even taste what i was eating at all..it's just like drinking plain water n eating plain water in solid form..haha..poor me..haha

the whole of my trip to perth was like a torture to me lor cos i didnt know whether the food that i'm eating was nice or not nice..except for the last 2 days where i got better..but den i passed my sickness to my dad..he also had a flu on the day we left perth for melb..his condition is the same as me lor..so when we were in melb,we didnt went out..just stayed at home most of the time..

departure (part 3)..

2005-04-23T19:57:00.000+08:00

i think we got back home in the evening..my sis's bf was also in my house already..so me,my cousin 'stella',my sis n my sis's bf were in the house including my parents lah..later in the night at about 8 plus to 9,those 2 cousins(zx,zp) came to my house..we were quite surprised that they're here cos we thought that they wont come back here already..at the time,we were having our dinner bah..later i received sn's msg saying that he will reach my house at about 9.25..if i'm not wrong..den stella n me decided to cycle out to the mrt station to wait for sn..zx wanted to follow us but his mum dont allow..cos she says it's too dangerous already..den my mum also dont allow me to go already after what my auntie had said..i told her sn is coming but she say she will fetch him if he reached already..den ah~i keep waiting for my mum to finish talking to my auntie..i dont how to tell my mum so i just went up to her n told her that sn had already reach the mrt..but i said 'i cycle to the mrt station with stella ar~~' n surprisingly,she said 'okok'..haha..so off we go..hmm..it's kinda hard to cycle at the pavement cos it was so narrow..n sometimes,we need to cycle on the road cos there's no space for us on the pavement plus there were dustbins outside every house...quite scary actually..cos this is the first time that i'm cycling on the main road..so when we reached a bus stop,we had to stop to ans sn's call..i told him to cross the road n slowly walk towards us just in case we are able to meet each other cos we're still on the way there..after a few mins,we met him..den it's his turn to cycle..he's having a hard time cycling after having to rush from msia to my place n den have to fetch me..cos i was sitting at the back..so he's perspiring like mad..haha..i came down n walked a while so as to let him cycle easily n also bcos my butt was painful..haha..den when we're about to reach home,i just hop on sn's bicycle n he sped all the way to my house..

after greeting my parents n auntie,all of us went up to my room cos sn need to 'cure' my laptop n my sis's laptop..den we were talking n talking to each other lor..after a while, i received a call..i heard nothing except the sound of crying..it seems to be a girl’s crying sound to me..but I was scared lah cos I know it was a call from my cousin (ie. Sophia)..i kept talking to her but she nvr say anything..den soon her mum talked to me..she told me that Sophia wont be coming already cos it’s late and she told her to call her to bid us gd bye..n she passed the phone back to Sophia..soon I couldn’t controlled myself anymore..i passed my hp to her sis (Stella)..seeing my tears rolling down my cheeks, stella also cried..haha..so we were passing the hp to each other..just den,my sis came to my room..n she was shocked to see stella n me crying..we said nothing n I passed the phone to her..she was talking to Sophia n den she began to cry..laugh n cry at the same time.. siao??? Haha..ok..this is funny lor…imagine the 3 of us crying with 4 guys looking at us.. haha…this carries on for like…15 mins? Or more..until then,I saw my cousin(zx) covering his eyes with his hand…we were actually very shocked…cos we didn’t see him cry b4...his bro was also crying…so now,a total of 6 people inclu sophia who’s on the phone are crying lor…haha..i don’t know how long does this scene happen lor...haha..soon,my mum came to my room n told my cousins(ie. the 2 guys) that they are going back already…all of us went down quietly with my mum asking what happened..but no one ans her..while my cousins were abt to go, my auntie ask them to hug us..the youngest one hug my sis while the eldest one hug me first…den my cousins cry even worse...made me n my sis cry also…stella n sophia were also crying…my auntie was shocked upon seeing zx crying…cos he didn’t cry until like that b4…now when I think back,I also find it funny lor..haha…but during that time,the atmosphere ar….was very very sad lor…cos it’s very painful to be separated from your loved ones…somemore we gt very close during this holiday…cos we spent almost everyday/every week together….going cycling, going macdonald, playing soccer table, playing playstation/xbox, singing karaoke, watching movies, attending functions etc together…

writing this entry makes me miss them very much…I cant wait to get reunited with sn,zx,xp,stella n sophia again…not forgetting my friends…I miss my friends in singapore..really really miss them…especially the times in secondary school…

departure (part 2)..

2005-04-23T19:55:00.000+08:00

after greeting my parents n auntie,all of us went up to my room cos sn need to 'cure' my laptop n my sis's laptop.. ok..this is the second time that i'm writing this entry..i wrote this once a few days ago..n just as i click on the 'publish post',this stupid blogger server down.. n there goes my entry..stupid man..made me lost the inspiration to write the same entry again..so i waited till today..haha..

ok..a few days after valentine's day was my time to leave(which was on 21st feb)..so on 19th feb,my cousins came to stay over at my house..there were a total of 3, not including my other closest cousin as her mum did not allow her to stay over..as usual,my sis's bf n his bro came over to my house as well..but sn could not come cos he needed to go back to msia as his mum bought something for me..we took some pictures on that night cos i went to buy the film for the instant camera (i think that's what it is called)..soon,it was time for my sis's bf n his bro to go back home already..after that,my cousin says that we are not going to slp that night and we will spending that night chatting with each other..cos it's the last night that we will be spending together..surprisingly,i was still quite alert at abt 1 plus.. that cousin of mine suddenly became quiet n he was trying very very hard to stay awake..so in the end,we all decided to go n slp lor..he ar~~everytime say don't slp but he's always the first to slp..

the next day..which was the day about i leave..i woke up at abt 10 plus cos me and my sis were going out..going where?? i've also forgotten already..actually two cousins of mine wanted to follow us one..but they cant cos one of them got to go sailing and the other got to go swimming..they wanted to skip but they're not allowed to..so when me n my sis were in the car,both of them were waving to us at the doorstep..it's kinda sad lar cos they dont know whether they will be able to come to my house again after their lessons later in the night..

departure (part 1)..

2005-04-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

ok..this is the second time that i'm writing this entry..i wrote this once a few days ago..n just as i click on the 'publish post',this stupid blogger server down.. n there goes my entry..stupid man..made me lost the inspiration to write the same entry again..so i waited till today..haha..

ok..a few days after valentine's day was my time to leave(which was on 21st feb)..so on 19th feb,my cousins came to stay over at my house..there were a total of 3, not including my other closest cousin as her mum did not allow her to stay over..as usual,my sis's bf n his bro came over to my house as well..but sn could not come cos he needed to go back to msia as his mum bought something for me..we took some pictures on that night cos i went to buy the film for the instant camera (i think that's what it is called)..soon,it was time for my sis's bf n his bro to go back home already..after that,my cousin says that we are not going to slp that night and we will spending that night chatting with each other..cos it's the last night that we will be spending together..surprisingly,i was still quite alert at abt 1 plus.. that cousin of mine suddenly became quiet n he was trying very very hard to stay awake..so in the end,we all decided to go n slp lor..he ar~~everytime say don't slp but he's always the first to slp..

the next day..which was the day about i leave..i woke up at abt 10 plus cos me and my sis were going out..going where?? i've also forgotten already..actually two cousins of mine wanted to follow us one..but they cant cos one of them got to go sailing and the other got to go swimming..they wanted to skip but they're not allowed to..so when me n my sis were in the car,both of them were waving to us at the doorstep..it's kinda sad lar cos they dont know whether they will be able to come to my house again after their lessons later in the night..

i think we got back home in the evening..my sis's bf was also in my house already..so me,my cousin 'stella',my sis n my sis's bf were in the house including my parents lah..later in the night at about 8 plus to 9,those 2 cousins(zx,zp) came to my house..we were quite surprised that they're here cos we thought that they wont come back here already..at the time,we were having our dinner bah..later i received sn's msg saying that he will reach my house at about 9.25..if i'm not wrong..den stella n me decided to cycle out to the mrt station to wait for sn..zx wanted to follow us but his mum dont allow..cos she says it's too dangerous already..den my mum also dont allow me to go already after what my auntie had said..i told her sn is coming but she say she will fetch him if he reached already..den ah~i keep waiting for my mum to finish talking to my auntie..i dont how to tell my mum so i just went up to her n told her that sn had already reach the mrt..but i said 'i cycle to the mrt station with stella ar~~' n surprisingly,she said 'okok'..haha..so off we go..hmm..it's kinda hard to cycle at the pavement cos it was so narrow..n sometimes,we need to cycle on the road cos there's no space for us on the pavement plus there were dustbins outside every house...quite scary actually..cos this is the first time that i'm cycling on the main road..so when we reached a bus stop,we had to stop to ans sn's call..i told him to cross the road n slowly walk towards us just in case we are able to meet each other cos we're still on the way there..after a few mins,we met him..den it's his turn to cycle..he's having a hard time cycling after having to rush from msia to my place n den have to fetch me..cos i was sitting at the back..so he's perspiring like mad..haha..i came down n walked a while so as to let him cycle easily n also bcos my butt was painful..haha..den when we're about to reach home,i just hop on sn's bicycle n he sped all the way to my house..

valentine's day

2005-04-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

on valentine's day,i went out with sn to have our dinner..he gave me a mickey baby and a bottle of chocolates...my fav~~ haha...we went shopping in the afternoon before going to dan ryans at tanglin for dinner...he gt hooked to the food there when my parents brought him to the place for dinner...that's also my favourite restaurant...have been going to that restaurant since i was in pri sch...didnt know how to go there by myself until recently only...my mum told me the name of the hotel beside it..haha...cos everytime i went there,is with my parents...den they drive there mah...so we went there by taxi...cos if we wanna walk from orchard,we need to walk for a long distance...hmm...we took some photos in the restaurant..but didnt took any of myself... :( we ate until i almost exploded...haha...but luckily i didnt order a large one..if not sn will have to finish it up for me again...haha...after our dinner,i had to go home liao lor...cos i told my dad that i will be back by 10 n i must be back by that time lor..if not i'm afraid that my father will be unhappy... this time,we walked all the way from dan ryans to orchard mrt...but i didnt feel tired cos i was talking to sn all the way and also looking the the scenery at the same time..we saw the decorations for chingay and it was very beautiful...so i took video n walk at the same time...after reaching the mrt station,we went back home... i had a very enjoyable day~~was very happy on that day..hehe... :p

feb

2005-04-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

in feb..there were chinese new year celebration and also valentine's day celebration...before chinese new year,i was busy searching for clothes..dont have to get clothes for the 1st day cos i've already bought it when i went to sdyney..so all i need to find were just shirt and skirt/jeans..i hate finding clothes one leh cos i dont like to try them on...very ma fan lor...but no choice lah..new year must wear new clothes mah..must also look pretty on new year mah...haha...before new year's eve,me n my sis had to arrange all the cookies that my dad bought into containere..my dad decorate the containers while me n my sis were arranging the cookies...actually i like to make new year cookies with my mum and her friends one leh..cos very fun mah..haha..last time we used to make alot..make already den can shun bian eat..haha..but den my mum didnt make any this year... cos we didnt have any time lor..have been busy with celebrations ever since i returned from aust in nov..after having all the cookies arranged, i wanted to eat the sweets one...but i 'ren'..haha..cos new year goodies must wait till new year den eat..den bi jiao you yi shi mah..

during new year eve, we had our reunion dinner...as usual,we had 3 tables..a total of 4 steamboats...quite enjoyable lor...eat n drink until puke...den after my cousins n myself finish eating n since we got nothing to do, my cousin 'sophia' decided to play a trick on her sis 'stella'...den i also joined her..haha..i went to tell my sis cos i need her to continue talking to stella and prevent her from seeing what me n sophia were doing..we went to the ice box which contains quite a lot of can drinks n we took a can of coke..den sophia went to shake the can n she went to give it to her sis...n i thought that she didnt shake enough,so i quickly find an excuse n told stella that i will get her a colder one..haha..den i went to the ice box pretending to get another can where actually,i was shaking that can of coke really hard...i tried very hard not to laugh leh...cos i cant stop laughing/smiling if i wanna sabo people...so when stella open the can of coke,all of us were prepared for the show...but who knows,that stupid coke didnt "fly" out like what we've thought...dont know what's wrong with that can..so our mission failed..

so during 1st day of cny,i went to my grandparents house to bai nian..but before that,i had to wish my grandparents and my parents...had to give my parents orange leh but taking the hong bao..haha..when we reached my grandparents'(mother side) house, i had a hard time walking man~ cos not used to wearing high heels...haha... but no choice lah...gotta 'ren'..after wishing my grandparents,aunties and uncles, i ate red bean soup which my grandmother had made..she will make that for us every new year...den after staying for abt 1 hr, we went back home lor..went back home n rot..haha..no lah...actually waiting for people to come...so i ate the goodies that is on the table n watching tv while waiting lor..soon,my relatives all came...time to collect hong bao..haha...in the afternoon,me,my mum n my sis followed my auntie to her mum's place..cos nothing to do at home also..before that,we went to visit my grandfather's sis at marine parade..very near my house..as usual,we will keep eating while the adults are talking lor..me n my cousins, a total of 4 of us, had a hard time fitting ourselves into the sofa..cos our butts had grown bigger den before le..haha...so after we positioned ourselves on the sofa,we cannot move anymore...no space lor..haha...after that,went to collect hong bao n to eat again in my auntie's mum house..

when we went back home at nite, i quickly changed into t-shirt and shorts cos my cousins asked me to join them for cycling...finally i got out of my 'costume' already...haha...hmm....so these eating and collecting hong baos happen for the next few days...i also invited my frens one day...had a hard time describing the way to my house..haha..hmm...sn,siying,one of siying's fren,sihui,sihui's cousin,youwei, laihock n jinru came to my house..can be considered to be a small gathering lor cos we havent met each other for quite some time already..

continuation..

2005-04-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

after my grandfather's bday, it's sn's turn already..haha..but our plan was ruin lor..actually we planned to have a steamboat in the night together with my cousins,jr and alv..but den,a few days before the occasion,my mum told me that it's also my auntie's bday on that day..haha..so coincidence..my auntie's bday is on the same day as sn's bday..so we had to change our plan already..we decided to celebrate sn's bday in the afternoon since they do not need to go school cos they are having their break..one of my cousin will join us after her lesson..but two of my cousins cant go lor cos they need to go to sch..but we'll see them in the night cos they will be in my house celebrating their mother's bday..for sn's bday,we celebrated it in suntec city..before going to suntec,me,my sis,her bf and my cousin went to the citylink(i think so..) to buy a cake from breadtalk..after getting the cake and as we were about proceed to suntec,i saw sn,jr and alv walking out of the mrt station..haha..so qiao hor..den me n my cousin went with them to book a place first cos my sis n her bf had to wait for my other cousin..we had a hard time deiciding on which restaurant to go..but in the end,we decided on pasta mania..after eating,my bf cut the cake lor..den alv was giving me eye signal cos we planned to smash the cake on sn mah..we had already discuss this when sn,my sis n my sis's bf went to order our food..haha..so alv signal me to smash but den i hesitated...haha..cos i dont know how to start..den i dont know who ask him to bite out the candle which we had pressed into the cake..while he was doing that,alv and my sis's bf were pressing his head..trying to get his face into the cake..but his strength was too....strong.... our mission failed even though we tried many times...i couldnt resist it anymore so i just grabbed one portion of the cake using my hand and smack it right into his face...haha...everyone was laughing away..even the staff was smiling away..we were quite noisy but luckily there was not much people at that time..

after that, it's time for us to go home already..cos we gotta celebrate my auntie's bday..so everyone headed to my house..my two cousins were already there by the time we reached home..the eldest one was grumbling away cos he waited for us for quite awhile..haha..hmm...i've forgotten what we ate and what we did already..haha..but we did went cycling for sure..cycling is a must when all of them come to our house..cos my cousin sure pull us to go cycling one..haha..

i think that should be all the happy things that happen in january..all the birthdays were in jan..can u believe it~~can go broke easily for just buying presents..haha..

story continues....

2005-04-05T20:54:00.000+08:00

after neglecting my blog for a few wks, i think it's time for me to write something again..i wont be so ah ma already..will just basically write what happened from jan till now..if not,i dont know how long will it take for me to write what happened recently..haha..cos u know lah...i'm a very busy person...wahaha... :p ok..here it goes...

after celebrating my sis's bday, it's time to celebrate my father's bday already..as usual, we've invited quite a number of people to my house including some of my relatives,my dad's frens,sn n my sis's bf..we had our own "buffet" in the house..my grandmother and maids cooked a number of dishes..gt curry~~my favourite...and throughout the night, i was so-called being nagged by my cousin..he kept on telling me to control myself..dont keep on eating as if i'm a hungry ghost like that..haha.. but i couldnt help it mah..if i dont eat,i wont have a chance to eat until like...5 months later?? hmm....i can say that this cousin of mine, has been nagging at me for dont know how long liao lor..haha..cos i told him i wanna jian fei mah...den since the time i told him that,he has been reminding me lor...but abit too extreme lah...i eat one chocolate,he also nagged...one choclate only leh..my goodness~! haha.. but i know it's for my own good lah..if i really eat like nobody's business,i wouldnt wan to imagine how fat will i be in a few months time..haha..

after my dad's bday,i'm celebrating my grandfather's(mother side one) bday..another bday..haha..this time,my grandparents,me,sn,my mum and my sis went to causeway point to celebrate..we celebrated it in jack's place actually..i ordered fish n chips and almost ate until i wanna puke..cos cant finish it..den sn had to finish it for me..haha..after eating,we went shopping for awhile before going to my grandparents house..xiang dang nian,i was just staying opposite them only..i still miss that place..socky,that's also where we had our 1st monopoly game..in sec 2 i think.. haha..when we reached my grandparents' house,it's time for my grandfather to cut the cake -> pandan cake(not too sweet :p)..it's present by me n sn..haha..but he dont wanna take my money when i want to pay him..the cake was nice..yummy~~ haha..cant get it in aust one lor..we stayed in my grandparents's house till evening cos my sis's bf coming mah..so gotta wait for him..while waiting for him,we watched movie in my grandparents' house lor..

after 31st dec 2004

2005-03-10T14:21:00.000+08:00

ok..after the end yr party,it's time to prepare for my sis's bday..it wasnt a big celebration cos we've only planned to go out for dinner together with 2 of my uncles n their families,my bf,my sis's bf n a few of my sis's frens..it was held on a monday if i'm not wrong..in the afternoon,i went out to my sn at his school cos his lesson ends in the early afternoon..after meeting him,we went to have our lunch before heading to my house..when we reached home,there wasnt anyone at home except my grandparents and one of my cousin who was in my room using the computer..so we went to the karaoke room to watch the video that was taken on the 31st dec..after watching for about half an hour,my mum,sis,auntie,sis's bf came back..n i found out that they had went to buy my sis's bday cake..n den they went to the rooms to da ban while me,my bf n my sis's bf continued watching the video..soon,everyone got prepared n was ready to leave the house..but something cropped out n we ended up celebrating at home..the trip was postponed to the next day..so my mum,auntie n my sis went out to buy food..there were pizzas,kfc n hokkein mee..by that time,my sis's frens had also arrived..so everyone was happily eating away..we spent the night eating,playing games n also singing..soon,it's time to cake the cut already.. everyone was busy taking photos..so after singing the bday song n cutting the cake by my mum,i went up to my cousin n suggested the idea of smashing cakes onto my sis's face..my cousin happily agreed n she also told her sister..so the 3 of us ganged up to complete this 'mission'..we went on separate direction..me n one of my cousin were smiling to ourselves while transferring the cream on our cake to our hand..of cos on a piece of tissue..den we were all like siao kias walking here n there wif the cake on our hand..den my auntie was asking my cousin y she kept holding on to the cake n not eating it..haha..after we've transferred most of the cream,i passed my video cam to sn n told him to get ready..n so,my cousin,who was the youngest among the 3 of us,started the ball rolling..she smashed the cake without telling us that she's going to smash it..den my sis was like..laughing n squatting..den i 'chen ji' run up to her n smashed the cream right into her face..followed by my other cousin..which means that we did it simultaneously..haha.. it was fun lah..sabo-ing people..hehe.. :p luckily on my bday,i wont be in sg..if not i will also die..so stella,sophia,jie (that is if u all are reading this),it u wanna smashed cake onto my face,wait another 2 yrs bah~~ haha.. :p

back to present for the moment..

2005-03-09T14:56:00.000+08:00

okok..enough of talking about the past..now i shall come back to the present..will continue to write what happened during nov to feb next time.. :p

what happened today leh..as usual lor..study study study..i've got a full day today..gotta study from 9am till 5.15pm which means sg time will be fr 6am to 2.15pm..then in between,i only have 1 hr break and that time is for me to have my lunch..luckily still gt 1 hr lor if not i will starve to death..so it's better than nothing..haha..at first,i thought i was going to be late for my lecture cos i only move off from my house at 8.55am and my lecture starts at 9..so i was walking at the speed of lightning..cos if i walked into the lecture theatre late,everyone will look at me when i walk into the theatre..very paiseh one lor..but i was lucky lah..i wasnt late at all cos when i reached the lecture hall,the lecturer haven even started teaching..surprisingly,i wasnt feeling sleepy after having only 5hrs plus of sleep..cos i was playing game with my dear and also jr..and after awhile,alv came to join us..this is my 1st time playing online game wif them other than gunbound which i think is a stupid game..i got bored after playing it like 2 times? hmm..but this game which dear introduced me to play is different from gunbound..so i was kinda excited..haha..at 1st,i was very blur..was just following every instructions that sn gave me..n soon,i got addicted to it..haha..i started playing fr 7 or 8 plus till 11 plus sg time..in aust time,it would be 10 or 11pm plus till 2am plus..n strangely,i wasnt feeling tired n i wanted to continue playing..but den dear told me to go n slp cos he says it's very late liao n is afraid that i wont be able to wake up the next morning..so i got no choice lor..cannot play liao..but den i also know i need to go slp lah if not today i dont need to go school already..

hmm..now then i know that it's hard to stop playing games once u started playing.. cos i used to grumble at dear when he kept on playing..haha..play till dont need to sleep..erm..i will stop here for now cos i've ran out of words already..suddenly dont have the mood to write liao..haha..

news up again~

2005-03-06T17:54:00.000+08:00

ok~in the previous entry,i was talking about my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary right~~now i'm going to write about what happened after that..after celebrating their wedding anniversary,it's time for me to pack my house already..i had to put all my things into boxes..luckily i did not have to pack alot of things cos my maid had already put all my stuffs that are in my study room into boxes when i'm in aust..so all i need is to pack my clothes only and also to help my mother to pack her clothes..we all rush like mad cos we got a time limit to put everything in the house into boxes..so during those days,i was not allowed to go out..after packing everything,my father told his workers to transport all the things to my new house..we took about 3 to 4 days to move most of the things..can you believe it?I myself also can't believe it..haha..ok~now the worse thing is here..we had to unpack everything from the boxes..sian lor..that is why i dont like to move house cos i had to go through all my things and to decide the things which i don't want and also the things that i want..i unpack till siao lor cos i did it non-stop..no choice mah..i wanted to get it gone as soon as possible..but also with the help of my cousins who helped me n my sis to shift the box from my room to her room n vice versa..and also with the help of my mum to unpack my clothes..hehe..hmm..i don't know how many days we took to unpack everything..but i know it's quite tiring lor..we had workers in our house to install alot of things for quite a few days..

hmm...after shifting house,it's time for me n my family to decorate our house for christmas..i was supposed to be in charge of getting a christmas tree..so the next day after we've planned everything,my n sn went shopping n also searching for the christmas tree at the same time..den we saw one at raffles city but it was quite expensive..it cost about 200plus i think without any decorations..expensive like hell lor..so we decided to walk around to compare prices if we could find anymore christmas tree..at the same time,i called up to my sis n told her to find a tree also..cos she was also out wif her bf..den we decided to go over to suntec city to try out luck..we did saw the same tree n it's also cheaper..so i immediately called up to my sis n told her that we've found one..but who knows,we're kinda late..she had already booked a christmas tree at taka for 500plus including delivery..so we continued our shopping to get our presents for christmas.. 2 days later,the christmas tree arrived n we were busy decorating it..this is my 1st time decorating such a big tree..haha..so was kinda excited..it took us about 1 hr or so to get the tree decorated..a few days later,it's christmas day..my cousins,my parent's frens,my bf n my sis's bf came to our house to celebrate the occassion..each of us brought a present to exchange with one another..we had a so called buffet n bbq for our dinner..n den it's time for the exchanging of presents and also the lucky draw..the presents for exchanging are those brought by the "children" whereas the gifts for the lucky draw are prepared by 2 groups..1st group-my sis n her bf, 2nd group-me,my mum,my 2 cousins..among the lucky draw presents,there were also some booby gifts.. we numbered all the presents n den each of us will get to choose a number from a container..i was praying very hard that i wouldnt get back my own booby gifts.. anna know what my group bought as booby gifts?? we got a back scratcher, toiletbowl brush n an electric pen.. :p as for that electric pen,my mum put it in a mount blanc pen (shld have gt the spelling correct) case so that whoever gets it will think that it's a mount blanc pen..den one of my cousin got it n i told her to try using the pen..guess how she fall into my trap~~~ i told her that i didnt tried the pen when i bought it..so i dunno whether it's working or not..n den she really believed me.. upon pressing the top of the pen,she jumped..haha..n all of us(me,zx,zp) laugh till siao..everyone was kinda blur cos they dunno wat happened..den my cousin passed that pen around..it was fun lah~ sabo-ing people...haha.. :p

ok..after the christmas,we had to prepare for the dinner and dance party on 31st dec..we had to search for gowns and all those necessary stuffs lor..but before that day(31st dec),i get to go out cos i already had my gown when i went to buy a gown for my grandparents anniversary..kill 2 birds with 1 stone..haha...don't know whether i got it right or not..luckily i bought already,if not i cannot go out wif my ehem liao..haha..we went shopping n also finding his shirt at the same time..really had fun at that time..haha..time passes very fast and soon,the day has come..in the early afternoon,me,my sis,my mum n my parents' frens from aust went to the hair salon to get our hair done..at the salon,me,my sis n my mum also had our make up on and we also had manicure and pedicure..haha..this was my first time doing it leh..i was very excited..actually,i had them done two days ago when i went to trim my hair..but den i was very clumsy and i knocked my finger against something cos after trimming my hair,my mum brought me,my sis n cousins to have some ice cream..n there goes my hardwork of stoning at the salon cos i waited for about 2 hours for the whole thing to be completed..i had to put my fingers and toes in front of a fan for them to dry..torture man~somemore i was sitting in an aircon room..so on the day itself,i went to the manicurist and asked her to touch up my fingernails..we spent around 4 to 5 hrs in the salon..we had to rush back home to change cos my father was already rushing us..so i ran up to my room and quickly changed into my gown..and soon,we set off to the venue..it is held in a ballroom in raffles marina..after we reached the place,we went to collect our door gifts..and not long after i reached,i received a call from my baobei saying that he has already reached..den when i looked at the entrance,i saw 3 guys..haha..i invited sn(my bf),jr n alv..den i broguht them to collect their door gifts and we also taken quite a few pics..during the event,we had a buffet dinner,some games and also entertainment by the mc..not forgetting the lucky draws and disco..and the long awaited countdown to year 2005..we really enjoyed ourselves during that night..all of us went home at around 1 plus in the morning..all feeling tired and happy..haha.. hmm..now i can't wait for this yr's countdown party to come again.. :p

back to update my blog

2005-03-05T17:53:00.000+08:00

hmm..i'm back..have been neglecting this place for quite a while cos i had been enjoying myself very much in sg..despite having gone to aust for 2yrs plus already,i still feel comfortable n welcomed in sg..my homeland~the feeling of landing in sg n seeing ur loved ones waiting for u at the airport is indescribable..but now,i'm back in aust already..my parents had just went back today..how i wished they are able to stay in aust wif me until i graduate..now i'm left alone wif my sis in this cold n lonely place..hai~i really miss home..hao xiang hao xiang hui jia~ nowhere can be compared to home..hai~although i'm not feeling gd now,i will still continue to write..i must add in something for my fren to read esp sock y who has been my loyal supporter ever since last yr..always coming to my blog to see whether there's any new entries even though i had not been updating for months..thank u socky~u will always be my gd jie mei..i'm sorry that i didnt meet up wif u when i'm in sg..i always go to ur sch but didnt see u..hai~

on the 26nov,i'm able to return home finally..after waiting for this day to come for about 5 months..i've forgotten the time of my flight already but i still remember that i reached sg around 9plus at nite..when i walked out of the gate after collecting my luggages,i saw my parents,my two cousins who are very close to me,my auntie n uncle..last but not least,i saw my baobei~~he is also there to welcome me back..i was very very happy to see all of them..we hugged each other n chatted for awhile..i didnt get to hug my baobei..instead i kept smiling n looking at him..abt half an hr later,we all went back home feeling very happy..i kept looking at the scenery on my way home..hehe..

the next day,i went to my grandparents(father side) house..went there to discuss the items that we are performing together wif my cousins for my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary..it was actually quite rush for us cos we only had abt 5 to 6 days to prepare..n we actually had to start from scratch..it was quite tough n tiring cos we had to meet up everyday from the evening till midnite for practises.. very very tiring cos me n my sis didnt have any rest ever since we returned to sg..alot of things actually happened during that period of 5 days..but i dun wished to talk abt it..hmm..when the day finally comes,we were very excited n tired cos we didnt have enough slp the day before..the event was held at a ballroom in singapore swimming club..four of my cousins,my mum,my sis,myself n together wif my maid went to the club at ard 1 plus in the afternoon to doll ourselves up..haha..we had fun at that time..walking in n out of the hair salon n to the room where we put our things together wif my cousins..we spent ard 4 to 5 hrs dolling ourselves up..haha..den it was time for me n my cousins to be at the reception table..welcoming all the guest n prompting them to sign in the guest book..my sis's bf n my bf were also invited.. :p we(6 of my cousins,myself,my bf,my sis n her bf) sat at one table..eating n enjoying ourselves..soon it was our turn to perform..all of us were very nervous n excited cos we didnt have any rehearsal before the actual performance on the day itself..the 1st song that we sang were quite ok..only at the end,my cousins sang the words wrongly..haha..and for the 2nd song,it was like rojak..haha..we sang n perform until very luan..our actions all go hay wire..n we also laugh on the stage lor..haha..we were actually enjoying ourselves on the stage..

i had some pics taken on that day..socky~~if u wan,get them from me in msn..hehe..

new outlook~~ hehe.....

2004-11-24T14:41:00.000+08:00

yeah~~~i've decided to change the appearance of my blog....i'm done wif it finally....spent abt 2 to 3 hrs doing it man~~do till i yao suan bei tong....haha....hmm....is this nice? or is the previous one better? i oso dunno which one is nicer leh....does this layout look abit weird??

eh~~i'm so bored today man~~actually i wanna slp till late late one leh...so time will pass faster mah....but who noes,my house phone rang at 10am plus....siao man~~so early....as i wanted to slp,so i didnt bother to ans the phone....haha.... :p den the stupid phone rang again at 11plus....i oso didnt listen....after it stopped ringing,i went to have a look at my phone n saw a voice mail....so i went to listen to the voicemail lor....it's left by a person whom i went to look for to install a peephole n a deadlock on my house door....so i immediately went to prepare myself to look for that person....cos it's urgent mah....no choice....haha....i need them to be installed b4 i go back to sg....by the time i came back,it's already 1 plus liao lor....which means i didnt have to take my breakfast....haha....aiya....anyway,i oso skip my breakfast everyday unless i need to go to sch lah....haha....so after getting my drink from the fridge,i straight away go watch my vcds.... although abit sian,but no choice lor....better den rotting n staring at the walls mah~~n guess wat i have for my lunch??? not rice,not kfc,not noodles,not pizza....instead,i had biscuits....i noe it's unhealthy lah....but nvm~~can chen ji jian fei mah~~~ :p

ok~~after watching 3 episodes,i started to feel very sian....dun feel like watching anymore....i wanted to slp but cant slp....hai~~so i went to fold clothes lor....den after that,i suddenly have the urge to modify my blog....haha....actually i wanted to change it months ago,just that i didnt have the time to yan jiu how to change....n i promised myself that i must get it done b4 the end of the yr....haha....so since i'm so free today,i can do it lor....n boommmm~!!! this is the result of my hardwork....haha....it's not that perfect yet but who cares....haha....

oh yeah~~~3 more days to saturday~~~finally....this day has come....i wanted for this day since july....when i just return to aust fr sg....i know that's abit kua zhang....counting down to the day to go back sg when i've just came back frm there....haha....aiya....that's wat i usually do lah~~~cos i cant wait to go back n reunite wif ppl i noe in sg....whenever i saw the word 'reunite', this dance always appear in my mind....n u noe wat is the dance???? it's the BANANA DANCE~~~

~~All the bananas of the world UNITE~~!!~~
~~peel banana,peel peel banana~~
~~shake banana,shake shake banana~~
~~hop banana,hop hop banana~~
~~squeeze banana,squeeze squeeze banana~~
~~swim banana,swim swim banana~~
~~dance banana,dance dance banana~~

n so on....whatever actions that u can think of,u can just add them in....haha....i'm sure u all noe wat i mean lah n oso the banana dance lah....haha....that is so popular.... :p

=(

2004-11-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

hai....i'm feeling terrible right now....although i'm supposed to be happy as my exams are over.... i did feel happy just now....but now, i'm not....i'm very disappointed n sad when i learnt abt something....but i'm not going to mention here....there's no one i can tok to....even if i voice out my unhappiness,there's no use....no one cares....no one bothers....cos it wont be taken seriously....maybe i'm not in that 'mei nu' category....n maybe it takes one to be a mei nu for ppl to care for u....so i can only write down....write it down in my so called companion....which is willing to listen to my sadness, my anger, my happiness n my every experiences....tears began to fill up my eyes....i cant let it roll down....i must control....now, i'm oso listening to yl's blog song....it's quite a nice n peaceful song....maybe due to my feelings now,i felt that it's quite a sad song....which worsen the atmosphere....making me more sad....ok....i cant control anymore....i presume the meaning of that sentence is clear enough....hmm....but i one weird habit....i dunno whether this is consider as a habit or wat lor....hmm....when i'm sad,i like to listen to sad songs....the sadder the better....as they can make me cry out....n it feels good to cry out....ok~i admit i cry very easily....hmm....i oso dunno y....i'm born to be like this....ok....i think i will stop here....dun wish to write anymore....no mood to write anymore.... =(

PlaY timE StartS TodaY~~~~

2004-11-22T19:53:00.000+08:00

me back~~~~ hehe....... haven been MIA for quite a few days~~ finally....finally my exams are over....had my last paper which is organisational processes today.... well, the paper was quite ok but didnt know how to answer one or two questions....so i just bullshit through....haha....hope what i've written did made some sense~~ :p hmm.....when i walked out of the exam hall today, my feeling was~~ good....very good....haha....partly because it's my last paper and i can go wild already...without having to look at those stacks of lecture notes that i had n to memorise the relevant stuffs....n oso, i managed to complete the paper....although i dunno whether the data flow diagram that i drew was correct or not....haha....but nvm lah....dun care liao....what i have to do now is to wait for my results to come out....hope i can get good results.... or at least pass all my subjects....cos i dun wish to retake any subject....it will be like hell if i have to....cos have to learn all the stuffs that i've learnt before again....

hmm....so wat am i doing now leh~~~well, i'm relaxing n rotting now....haha....enjoying myself watching vcds n doing cross-stitch....haha....my fav~~but hor.....actually quite sian leh.... staying at home all the time....actually i oso seldom go out one....nowhere to go....nothing to shop....the places are are the same one....unless i go to shopping centres which are in the suburbs....but me going alone meh....abit wu liao leh....somemore suburbs oso very far from city....need to take train which i hate taking....cos the train is very smelly n i have to open the door by myself one.... so shitty one....i rather stay at home although i can rot till siao lah~~ haha....if i have nothing to do,den i will go slp lor....no choice....sounds like a pig eh~~but really lah....my life in aust...is study, eat, sleep, shit, watch vcd, chat in msn (but oso no ppl to chat wif one... haha... so it's like not chatting wif anyone)....hmm....ya~~that's it....nothing liao lor....boring right....

but nvm....i'll just have to tolerate for another 5 days....n i will be flying~~flying back to singapore....."this is home....truly....where i know i must be...." haha....it feels so terribly good to be home....Singapore~~~I LovE SingApoRe~!!!! haha.... :p

2 down....2 more to go....

2004-11-11T13:37:00.000+08:00

hmm....just had my java paper early this morning.....it was quite ok....still managed to complete the whole paper....i was quite nervous when i took this paper ok....cos my 2nd yr's of uni will all be in the paper's 'hands'....if i'm to fail this paper,i will need to extend my course by 1yr...cos java is a pre-requisite of 2 of my yr 2 sub....den if i fail,i will need to retake it during next yr sem 2.... siao rite...eh....actuall that was part of the reason why i'm nervous....the other reason was i only revised it yest after 3pm....!!! haha....aiya....cos ever since last wk, my parents n cousin were in aust...so it kinda distracted me....i didnt have the mood to study....haha....but nvm lah....luckily i did managed to understand most of the stuffs taught in java before my second prac test....i wasn't hardworking though....it's because i didnt had a choice...haha...i need to pass that test....

anyway,java was my second paper...my first paper was accounting which i had it yest....it was shit man....i'm able to do some of the questions....i even left 3 questions totally blank....shit rite....this was the subject which i totally had no idea on what was going on....at first,i couldnt understand shares....now i'm able to already but i couldnt understand the cash flow statements, consolidated statements and some others....i'm glad that i didnt do commerce....if not i will die in a horrible death....haha....will need to study till siao lor...although IS oso need to study till siao, but it's not that bad lah....i'm beginning to like my course already provided that i understand what is going on in all my subjects.... :p

ok....now i've got 2 more papers to go....one of which will need to memorise till siao....den the other leh,need to yan jiu the second part of the subject lor....abit complicated....actually i've already learnt the beginning of the second part of that subject which are linear programming, maximisation and minimisation, guass-jordan elimination in a-maths...but den i've sort of return the knowledge to mdm lee already....wahahaha....cannot blame me mah...i didnt touch maths since my foundation studies last year....den hor....the things that i need to learnt are quite complicated than those that we've learnt in a-maths....they do everything in 3 steps to get the guass-jordan thingy...siao rite...my brain cannot switch that fast one ok....i must do step by step...cos i was first taught to do that step by step mah...i know i'm inflexible lah... hehe.... :p anyway,after saying so much about those subjects...i still haven't state what are the two subjects that i'm left with...they are actually tools of analysis (taking it on 16 nov) and organisational processes (taking it on 22 nov. my LAST paper~~!!!)....sounds chim eh...it is lor... i study till i can vomit blood...haha...but nvm lah...i belived in the phrase 'xian ku hou tian'... haha...anyway,i gotta work hard uh...jia you~! gambade~! :p

study....study.....study....

2004-10-31T14:11:00.000+08:00

haiyo....daylight saving is now over....sad man~~1 hr less slp now....actually i didnt noe that the time has changed already until when my sis told me....haha....cos i was watching vcd n having my brunch + teatime at abt 2pm plus....n that was my breakfast + lunch + teatime....haha....for ur info, i woke up at 12pm plus today....haha....didnt noe y i was so tired even though i slept at 1am plus yest....anyway, i was watching my show (lavender part 2) until 2pm plus according to my clock when suddenly my sis said 'wah....going to 4pm liao....' n i was like....huh....wat 4pm....now only going to 3pm lah....n she said daylight saving was over....now changed to 3hrs different fr sg liao....n i was shocked....cos i thought it was still early n i plan to study after my show....haha.... but after my show,i went to dl songs n am oso here to write....haha....slack ar~~i find that ever since i came to aust last yr....i became more lazy as time passed....haha....can be named as 'the slacker princess' liao....wahahaha....i noe socky will start vomiting once she see those 3 words.... hahaha.....

well anyway,i had just completed my movie marathon yest....so far, i had completed watching 2 korean series that lasted for the past 5 days....haha....i watched qiu tian de tong hua (autumn story) n qing ding da fan dian (eh~i dunno wat's the eng title for that)....although this is the second time that i'm watching the autumn story, i still cry like shit man~~~haha....i cried almost every half hr interval for every cd....haha....as long as there's any part that i think it's touching,i will cry....haha....for the 1st 2 days of my movie marathon,i cry until my eyes was swollen the next morning....haha....n i was like 'die man....how am i going to sch with those stupid eyes....' ugly like shit....it looks like i kena sting by bee on my eye lids....haha....ok~~i noe that's abit kua zhang.... :p hmm....while i was watching that show,i suddenly had this feeling n thinking-'if i have an elder bro....how nice it will be....esp when i have one handsome bro....' wahahaha.... :p i had always wanted an elder bro....but i noe that can never ever happen in my life....haha....so i can say two words to myself-'DREAM ON~~!' haha....okok....i watched the autumn story for 3 consecutive nights n as for the qing ding da fan dian, i watched it for 1 night n 1 whole day which is yest....i spent the whole day yest trying to watch finish the show....i'm very addicted to watching vcd one....i can watch the same show for dunno how many times....haha....n i love doing that....haha....ok....anyway,the qing ding da fan dian is abt a hotel....the characters r all working in a hotel as manager,waitor n waitress,receptionist etc....while i was watching that show,i suddenly have the urge to work in a hotel....btw,i had always wanted to work in a hotel cos i think it's very cool but i noe i cant one lor....i wont be allowed to work in a hotel one lor....i'm 100% sure....

haha....but no one can predict the future right....who noes i'm able to work in a hotel one day.... miracles may happen....haha....i've always believed in miracles....i liked the feeling when ppl give me surprises....surprises as in a good surprise n not a bad one....i hate bad surprises....who will like bad surprises one right....haha....okok....i noe i'm starting to talk rubbish again.... :p aiyo....die man....i haven even started my revision leh....n almost 3/4 of my subjects,i totally had no idea on what they r about....one of which is accounting n somemore that is my 1st paper....die lah~~i can vomit blood till i die this time....but dunno y....i'm not worried or panicking at all now....i will only panic like 2 days b4 the exam....haha....something wrong with my nervous system....i think that shld be the correct part which i'm supposed to be referring to....haha....but we must not be pessimistic right....never say die even until the last minute....haha.... 'always look on the bright side of life....' sounds familiar eh~~haha....k lah....i will stop here liao....dun wanna be too happy when i have not even started a single bit of revision....haha....later really fail den i mati.... anyway, to my loyal supporters....hahaha~~those of u who have already finished ur exams n r enjoying urself now....very good~~!!!! haha....enjoy urself till u puke....haha....no lah no lah~~juz joking~~~enjoy urself lah~~play hard....b4 ur next sem begins....for those who r still going to have ur exam (eg. myself :p),work hard....gd luck to ur papers.....all the best~! jia you~!! jia you~!! haha.... :p

~sucky raining day~

2004-10-27T17:02:00.000+08:00

i hate raining days in melb man~~~so stupid one lor....n u noe wat....it has been raining very heavily since midnite...but i only realised it at abt 6 plus...i was awoken by the stupid sound of the raindrops hitting against my window n the so called 'iron' roof that is beside my window...btw,i'm living on the highest floor...n somemore, the stupid wind is so so strong that u could even hear the sound of it blowing against the wall lor...anyway,the walls of melb's apartment is very lousy one...guess wat it is made of~~bricks?? nah~~~it's made of cardboard~~~~~can u believe it...if there's ever a day where one of the apartment is on fire, i tell u the whole building is sure to get burnt n collapse one lor.... anyway, the sound of the wind blowing against the walls really sounds like they are gonna blown off anytime~~haha.....

ok~when i woke up this morning,i was worried like shit~~i couldnt figure out how to go to sch cos i'm sure to get wet n my umbrella is sure to get flipped over one lor...in melb, even if u have an umbrella, it's like not having an umbrella esp when there's wind...n the worse thing that can happen is~~the metal part holding ur umbrella together will break if ur style of holding the umbrella to 'fight' against the wind is incorrect~~hmm.....anyway, i didnt care much n i just went to sch lor...my lesson is supposed to start at 10am but i only move off my house at that time... haha...i oso chose to walk the long way to my building cos actually it's much shorter if i just cross over the road from my apartment...i didnt chose that way as i knew that the wind there is super super strong...i dun wanna risk my umbrella...haha...

when i reached the driveway to my apartment's carpark, i saw a tree on the floor...got 'chopped' off already...haha...scary huh~anyway,i was only abt 15m away from my apartment,my jeans is almost 3/4 wet lor....stupid rain~~tt's y i hate raining days in melb...eh...tt's small matter lor...when i was abt to reach my building,i had to pass by this pathway which is just opposite the main campus (my building is not in the campus), i nearly fly off together wif my umbrella~~~ when i was abt 5m from that spot,i knew i'm going to die~~haha...i was trying very hard to hold on to my umbrella~~n i held it facing the wind...cos if u nvr hold it in that way,ur umbrella will flipped over...but dunno wat happen to the weather today~~suddenly gone mad~~even though i held it against the wind direction,the wind is soooo strong that i was pushed sideway...den hor, i suddenly got the urge to close my umbrella n just walk in the rain~~romantic wor........haha.... romantic ur head lah~~ if i really did that, i dun need to go for my lesson liao lah~~i will be all drenched as if i had just fallen into the drain...haha...nevertheless, i still reached my building in one piece with my jeans n bag wet~ :p

i oso got back my project that my grp rushed like hell the other time...we got 21/25...i was quite satisfied wif the marks lor...cos we only did it in like...officially 2 days? with a manpower of 3 incl. myself although my grp consisted of 4 ppl...as for the other girl,i dun wished to tok abt it...think abt that,i'm really bu fu qi lor...anyway,when my tutorial has ended,it's still raining quite heavily so i didnt went out to have my lunch lor...i stayed in my building wif my frens n ate one cookie from the vending machine...i didnt noe it tasted so yucky if not i wouldnt have bought it... :p while i'm eating,i was oso listening to one of my frens toking abt her bf to my another fren lor...i didnt tok much cos i was busy eating away~~haha...no choice mah...i cannot tok cos i eat very slow one...haha...anyway,i hate her bf man~~he thinks he's so so handsome n hen you mei li... *puke* to me,he's only one tall skinny white bamboo...da lu zai~~ hmm....but my fren broke up wif him liao...serves him right...initially,he treat my fren like shit...treat her like maid like that... den when my fren wanna break up wif him,he suddenly treat her very very very good...as if he's kena possessed like that...but den,i can see that he has been acting all the while...trying to act very gentleman in order to win my fren's heart back...wat i found out today even made me hate him more...my other fren say she saw him in a pub last fri wif a grp of frens...n that time when my other fren saw him,he's wif a girl...n u noe wat he said to that fren of mine~~he told her not to tell my fren(his gf) that he's in a pub...wat the hell~!! but my fren says that she is aware of his doings lor...she told us that her bf's fren introduced him to 2 sg girls...n those sg girls always telephoned him to ask him out to pub....too much lor~!!! how can like that one...has a gf liao,how can he be like this~~so unfaithful....if a guy has a gf liao,he shouldnt goes to a pub with other girls, purposely qu ren shi bie de nu hai zi, flirt here n there, see other girls etc etc right~~~i mean too much lor~~~cant guys just spare a thought for their gf n their gf's feelings towards their every movements~~!?!?!?!?!

muscle cramp~

2004-10-21T20:18:00.000+08:00

today marks the day where i officially had muscle ache after exercising......hahahaha.....well, i went to tai boxing today after my tools of analysis quiz...that quiz~hai~i only gt 10/20...just passed...haha....i thought i would fail but who noes i gt 10...haha....cos i dun understand wat was taught lor...the initial part of the things that i'm learning in my part 2 for tools of analysis was quite easy to understand although i can say that i've forgotten almost everything that i've learnt in a-maths in sec sch...haha....but nvm lah...pass can liao....

okok...back to the tai boxing....actually i did not plan to go for tai boxing one lor, but my fren asked me whether i wanna go.....so i joined her...but who noes, today's lesson was quite fun...it was so much better den the 1st one i went...n u noe wat....i almost twisted my ankle man~~ haha....cos i tripped over my own foot....clownish huh~~ haha...luckily there's no one behind me (well, i purposely chose to stand at the back :p)...or else very paiseh one lor...btw,today is the second time i went for tai boxing... tai boxing in our uni is not abt hitting ppl one lor....it's much like doing spore workout but the steps that they taught is tai boxing steps....the instructor will show u wat r the steps that we r supposed to do n we have to do it according to the music that is being played...quite fun lor...cos the music played will make u feel like jumping n dancing....haha....cool man~ but hor....now my arms hurt lor....having difficulty to even type now....haha....this shows that i've not been exercising for quite some time....true~! i haven been exercising since.....sec 4~~~hahahaha...... cos lazy mah~~~it's nt like when u're in sec sch....u will always have pe lessons n u will exercise wif ur frens.....

but now,i've made 2 frens whom i can say to be my gd frens.....one of them is from spore n the other is from msia....my spore fren is the one who introduced me to doing all these sports...or shld i say...exercises? haha....now my msian fren is joining us already....haha...it's good to have frens whom u can get along well here....cos it's hard to find lor....not like in spore~~well anyway, tml i will be going to the body step class...hope i wont fall flat tml...haha....

java's prac test result's out~~

2004-10-19T17:20:00.000+08:00

haha...yeah~~just got back my result for my java test which i took last fri...n guess wat~~i've passed~~~~~haha....so happy now....when i went to the comp lab to check my result today, i was very very excited leh....my heart beat damn fast man~~haha.....cos i'm afraid i would fail n den i will have to take the 2nd chance test....den for that 2nd chance test right,the maximum u can get is only 10/20 even if u get all the java codes correct....i guess they implement such thing in order to be fair to those who had passed the test the first time round....

but anyway,after i keyed in my student number....i immediately scroll down to look at my result....at that point of time,my heart almost dropped out lor...haha...upon looking at my score, i felt very happy n relieved....haha....actually i hate java very much one....cos it's very ma fan... alot of things to learn....n i thought i will not be able to understand java cos computing is not my type....i kept having that thinking from the start....hehe.... :p but now,no more~~~i wont look down on myself anymore....i will jian chi dao di....hehe....btw,i oso got 39/45 for all my assignments including the 2 prac tests....there's one more 5 marks assignment to go....i must score in that too....anyway,getting that result for my assignments really increases my confidence....it's very encouraging lor.... but....this is my only sub which i've scored so well... haha...the other 3 subs leh....i oso dun have any comments on them....hehe....3 words to say.. 'jia you bah~!' hehe....

hmm....2 n a half weeks more to my exams....i'm scared leh....1st paper is accounting....i guess i have to put more oil in my accounting....cos i'm still very very blur...dunno wat i'm doing in that sub....somemore,there's alot of things to learn,alot of formula to memorise....i think my brain will be 3/4 dead after 22 nov....haha....but after that, i can enjoy till siao liao....hehe....hen qi dai wor....cant wait for those days to come.... hehe.... (",) btw, to all my frens who are having your exams now, all the best to u all....try ur best and score....gd luck~!! jia you wor....hehe....

project finshed...java's next~~

2004-10-12T18:09:00.000+08:00

Finally~~~haha....Organisational Processes' project is done...haha...me n 2 of my grp members (although i've gt 4 members in my grp inclu. me) rush out the project like hell~~~ this project was given to us like 1 mth ago? haha...anyway,it's definitely b4 my mid sem break....but due to some "reasons", we only started having our interview with an organisation last wednesday...cos we FINALLY could find a 'kind-hearted' manager who's willing to accept our interview....the feeling's like shit lor when we couldn't even find an organisation to conduct an interview with even though we told them that we need to have one in order to do our project....but all the organisations that my grp went to were uninterested...kns~but nvm,that's history... :p

so after having our interview with the manager of an agent done, my grp did meet up one day at my house....but in that meeting,we seemed to be doing more talking/chatting then discussing our project...haha... there seemed to be never-ending topics for us to talk abt...haha...my grp is an all girls group (2 fr sg,1 fr msia, 1 fr china)...haha...ok...den we meet up again yest at my house to do the project...we did it from 5 plus to abt 6 smthing when my that china fren said she need to go home to have her dinner...den me n my other 2 frens decided to relax...haha...we relaxed from 6 plus to abt 9 plus...haha....even went to buy n had our dinner within that 3 hrs... we oso bought quite alot of snacks to keep us awake during the 'process of rushing out our project'...haha...actually we seemed to be partying more den studying...haha...so when my that china fren came back, she's the only one who's doing her part which she's assigned to while me n my other 2 frens were talking away...i even suggested to watch 'wishing stairs' but my one of my fren dun wan...sad~so didnt watch lor...den my fren went to play on the guitar....awwww....so nice...we only started work after 1am plus...haha...power leh...we can be given the title 'the slacking queens'..hahahaha.....

so during the night, me n my other 2 frens were trying very hard to come out with smthing...but i didnt managed to cos i was too tired...haha...so i sat at the chair n stared at the window till the sun rised...cool man~~this is the 2nd time i didnt sleep for one whole night...but i know i may knock off anytime...haha...cos i will die if i dun sleep...den i moved from the chair to the sofa...n who noes, i fell asleep while staring out of the window...haha...the sky was quite bright at 6am...the brightness of the surrounding makes u feel as if it's already 9am plus in sg...

dun need to say one lor...i didnt go to sch today...haha...i slept throughout the whole morning while my 2 frens went to attend our Organisational Processes lecture...haha...hmm....anyway, the 3 of us managed to complete our project today....finally....i was very happy lor after seeing the result of our hardwork...a sense of achievement~~haha... but....kns...i still gt java to study or shld i say..memorise~~~~~argHHhh~!! will be having my prac test this fri...n i dun even noe how to write the 'while,do-while,for' statements....shit man~! this test is a must to pass one lor...if not,i will need to extend one yr to complete my degree....java is fun but it's a killer man~~

~GO TO HELL~

2004-10-08T17:41:00.000+08:00

=( i'm feeling down n angry right now...feeling very sad for those beheaded victims in iraq...it's all bcos of wat the government of those countries had done...and in the end,who are the ones who suffer?!?!?! it's NOT the government~~IT IS THOSE CITIZENS OF THE COUNTRIES~~!!! those innocent civillians~~!!! they did nothing wrong and yet they had to die in such a tragic death~~WHAT KIND OF LOGIC IS THIS~~!!!! the way they died is gruesome~~they are being treated as animals instead of humans~ kao~!! those murderers are totally HEARTLESS, PSYCHO, EMOTIONLESS, SADISTIC bunch of woodblocks~ they can be classified under the category of creatures and beast~! to think they can even hold up the head after slaughtering those innocent victims...what wrong have they done?!?! kao~!!WON'T those idiotics fat ASS have nightmares?? WON'T they have some feelings to the victims and oso to the families of those victims?? WON'T they know the pain that those victims had to suffer?? can you imagine the pain they had to suffer before they die... when we have a small cut on our hand or any parts of our body, it is already quite painful...i can't imagine the pain one had to suffer when your neck is being cut through with a small kitchen knife~~

wat has this world become man~~~is slaughtering the new "trend" to kill a person or to make a person suffer???kns~! i'm sure those involved will have their retribution sooner or later...i hope this day will come quickly...

and you know what~~that stupid john howard and alexander downer dont want to admit that their invasion on iraq is actually a mistake~~when weapons inspectors couldnt find any chemical and biological weapons in iraq...i quote alexander downer "To the day I die, I'll never be sorry that we played our part in getting rid of that barbarous dictator and creating a safer world as a result" Bullshit~!! creating a safer world?!?! biggest joke i've ever heard~ now die liao lor...aust is sure to be the next one to be bombed...

hai~~ =(

2004-09-30T13:24:00.000+08:00

hai~~~time passed really fast when u're enjoying...awhile ago,i was waiting anxiously for the arrival of my parents in melb...but now,they've already gone back...now i have to live all by myself together wif my sis again...hai~~~that's not a very gd feeling to have...although u will be more independent and matured lah...cos u have no one to rely on other den urself...unlike in sg,i can rely on a number of ppl esp my mummy~~hehe...go home den have food to eat liao...dun need to wash clothes by myself,do household chores,think of wat food to have for breakfast, lunch and dinner...in other words,u have to do everything by urself...quite tough lor...have to cope wif studies and all those "things" mentioned above at the same time...

hai~~~i miss my parents man~!!! will have to wait for another 2 more mths b4 i can see them again...and that will be in singapore liao lor...but b4 i can return,i will need to suffer alot alot --- exams~~!!!! hai~~~ hmm...dunno wat to write liao leh...kinda moodless today...dun have the inspiration to write...haha...

back home

2004-09-27T15:55:00.000+08:00

Yoz~~yoz~~yoz~~ hehe...i'm back...just came back home from sydney...got to see the opera house and the harbour bridge...quite nice...actually i was in sydney for only 5 days...went over there last thursday and got back today...the journey from melb to sydney is very very short... less than one hour only...cant even slp on the plane...cos when was abt to slp 15 mins after the plane took off, n after telling the air stewardess that i dun wanna eat, n the pilot announced that we muz prepare for landing already...my sis n i were like 'huh?!?! so fast?!?!' haha...not used to not slping in the plane...haha...

hmm...on the second day,we went to the blue mountain...the scenery was marvellous...very nice leh...i even saw the three sisters...which are actually rocks lah~the legend of those rocks is 'there were three sisters in the past...n they were turned into rocks by a witch...' den we oso went to the Jenolen caves (dunno whether that's spelt correctly) to see crystals lor...very sian lah... haha...as for the 3rd day, we attended the 'Captain Cook's cruise' which tour us round a small part of the so called river...the cruise is a 3hr thing which includes having our lunch on board...the food is not that bad n the dessert is delicious~~ *yum* haha...however, the cruise director is horrible man...damn rude lor...when we were standing on the platform waiting to board the cruise cos we had to wait for the cruise director b4 we can board,the stupid 'ba gei' guy(the cruise director) came pointing at us n saying 'who r all these ppl standing down here?!?!' to his man...wah kao~! damn rude man...not only that, when we were told by his man to go to the upper deck(3rd level), that stupid crouched potato who were on the 2nd level came shouting at us 'HEY! I told u to come to the here!' kns~! idiot man..wat kind of attitude is this~!den my dad was very angry n he said to the man in a very fierce tone...kns lor...we didnt really have a nice time on that cruise initially but after awhile, everybody started to cool down...den we even took quite anumber of pictures...haha...i love taking photos man~! :p

den after the cruise,my dad n uncle brandon went back to the hotel while me,my mum,my sis n auntie irene went to sit on the jet ski...it was quite fun...haha...but NZ's one is much more exciting...nevertheless,i still enjoyed myself lah...haha...my mum,sis n auntie oso enjoyed themselves...den after taking that,we went to the Luna Park...haha...although the games are not that much,but it's definitely better then melb's Luna Park...but both of them cant be compare to genting's theme park lah~ haha...i still prefer the rides in genting one lor...hmm...on the 4th day,we went shopping in chinatown...the chinatown looks similar to people's park...cool ah~~ haha...bought alot of things oso lor... =)

hmm...overall, this trip was quite an enjoyable one despite having to tolerate the shitty attitude of those ppl...btw,the weather in sydney is terrific...not that hot,not that cold...nice man~! alot better den the weather in melb...

MissioN AccomplisheD~~ :p

2004-09-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

WooOo HooOO........da gong gao chen...haha...finally,i've finished doing my cross-stitch...did it within 3 days...haha...broke my own record man~~!! 1st time finish doing my cross-stitch in such a short time...hen you chen jiu gan wor...haha...but hor,today i pricked my finger while cross-stitching~~pain lor...gt blood somemore...but i gt used to it liao...haha...cos used to prick my finger many times one lor...but this time,it only happened once...haha...but anyway,i enjoyed it lor...bu shi enjoy getting pricked~~i'm not that psycho/sadistic lor...wat i mean is i enjoyed doing cross-stitch...also dunno y...haha...so i bought 4-5 cross-stitch n brought it wif me to aust...my life now is so "enjoyable" that i still have the time to do cross-stitches...haha...den whenver i do,my sis will always say this phrase "chi mu shou zhong xian"...haha...she kns one lah~~

hmm...today is the day when i've been wif my baobei for 3yrs4mths...hehe...i wanna thank him for tolerating my stupid disgusting attitude (which i only showed it to him n not my frens... :p i dunno y oso lor...), for letting me to vent my anger,for lending me a listening ear by listening to my complains n for supporting n encouraging me in whatever things i do...hehe...love u forever~ *muach* hehe...

well...today i oso have my driving lesson...my instructor has been booking me in for many practices in order to improve my driving skills...currently,my skills arent that pro enough~~but i'm improving already ok~~hehe...but my instructor told me to have a look at the road rules book...cos hor...the last time since i've read the rules was b4 taking my theory test...haha...so that means i've nvr read the rules when i 1st have my practical until now...haha...power ah~ :p eh~~eh~~i cant wait for monday to come man~~haha...cos my parents will be here...WooOoo HooOo...den very soon...i will be back in sg~~!!!! cant wait man~~!!! I MISS SINGAPORE~~~~

back in action~

2004-09-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

YeaH man~~~~finally completed my essay...now only need to cut out abt 100 plus words...cos i've written over the word limit...now den i noe my bullshitting skill isn't that bad..haha...well, i managed to complete it in 3-4 days...cos i kept delaying mah...n there's lots of distraction lor... eg.able to listen to music whenever i like, chatting, finding food to eat, playing 'spider' n staring at the sky/wall...haha...I cannot stay still n keep writing the essay for hours n hours...hen nan zhuo dao...cos when i'm in front of my comp, i will start to explore my comp after writing for abt 30-45 mins...haha...cos very sian mah...writing essays...i hate writing essays lor...

well...today's considered my last day of sch...WooO HoooOO...but sian lor...i still gt many thinga to do...gt 2 projects n 3 java lab work to do...somemore i still need to revise for my final exams which is in 6 wks times...cos after my holidays,i will only have 4 more studying wks b4 exams start...n as for my study wk (for exams), i only have 3 days lor...siao man~! 3 days can study wat...i'm dying liao lor...i feel as if i've juz started sch only leh...still dun understand wat i've learnt since the 1st day of sem 2 for all my 4 subs...mati~ uni sux lor...idiot~!

nevertheless,i'm going to enjoy today...tml still have a grp meeting wif my Organisational Process grp members...for that project,we actually need to interview one company n take note on one of their business processes...can u believe it?!?! this is my 1st time doing such project... cool man~~ but tough lah...cos after interviewing, we need to analyse the notes that we've taken in order to draw some data flow diagrams...

right now,i'm going to watch my vcd titled 'Mr. Deeds'...haha...i'm forever watching vcds...n hor, i oso need to get started on my present which i've intended to give to mr chan n ms tan...need to send it on mon to yl jie to help me pass to mr chan n ms tan...cos i think parcels will take a few days to reach sg...haha...die man~~not enough time...cos i'm planning to do a cross-stitch which i've brought over from sg...k..i will stop here...think i've written quite alot already...hehe... Cheers~!

(,")~(",)~(,")~(",) hehe..dunno wat to put

2004-09-07T15:18:00.000+08:00

back again...hmm....kinda bored now...so am here blogging lor...so sian leh...juz gt back fr my drive...driving's quite fun lor...though abit scary...haha...anyway,i'm a person who loved to experience those 'chi ji gan'...haha...esp taking rides such as roller coaster, wipeout, free fall etc etc...i will wish to try bungee one day...haha...provided that the string is secured lah...i wont want to fall to my death lor...haha...choy~!

okok...hmm...today is juz like any normal day lor...had 3 hrs of lessons only for the whole day...but actually dun feel like attending the acc tute this morning one lor...i wanna slp...haha... but no choice,had to wake up...even though i dun understand a single thing in acc now, i oso have to attend the tute to get my attendance marked...acc is hard man~when it comes to shares, cash flow statements all those...can study till u puke lor..but i still dunno wat i'm learning lah.. :p hmm...den i also had 1 presentation today...didnt prepare for it cos no marks mah...so heck care...haha...anyway,my topic was on NEWater...haha...be proud of sg mah~~haha...but noe y i did tt topic~ cos i already had the notes from my eng presentation which is to last for 7 mins last yr...haha...so i dun need to do any research anymore...tt's a lazy act... :p but hor...one thing i muz say,i hate presentations~~i will always laugh for sure one lor...for no reasons...juz finds it funny standing in front of the class...

hmm...juz found out that Garfield is already showing in sg liao~~pig lor...i wanted to watch it one...cos tt show hao xiang hen hao kan...i saw the preview when i was in sg in july...but was unable to watch it cos it's nt shown yet...sad case...den yest my sis told me tt sg is showing quite a number of horror movies...wasted man~~~i wanna watch~~!!! kns one lor...aust dun even have any horror movies i think...lousy one...hai~so u can imagine how pathetic my life in aus is...surviving on those vcds that my dad bought for me...i watched some shows for dunno how many times liao lor...esp meteor garden, my sassy girl, my left eye sees ghost, wishing stairs etc etc...watched till i noe wat the lines are liao lor...anyway,i juz watched legally blond...quite a nice show...haha...now den i noe...cos i seldom watched eng movies one mah...i prefer watching chn movies lor n taiwan serials...no reasons for that oso~~haha...well, anyway,i will stop here for now...will continue blogging some other days....haha..... (",) Cheers~! :p

hmm...i miss my frens in singapore~~!!!!! =.( miss those days in sec sch...when we would laugh together, cry together, play together, study together n even get scolded together....there wont be such chances again...almost everyone gets separated from each other after sec sch...hai~~ kinda she bu de...den after poly,everybody will get on wif their lives....guys will need to serve ns, girls maybe carry on studying in uni or working....i really treasure those times in sec sch....be it sec 1, sec 2, sec 3 or sec 4....i really missed those days~~~~~~~~~

~HappY TeachEr's day~

2004-09-01T17:58:00.000+08:00

Happy Teacher's Day~~!!!! haiyo...didnt get to go back to sec sch to see all my teachers yest...cannot watch the concert too... >.< dun have the chance mah~~if i'm in sg,i sure go back one lor.....stupid man~
okok~~back to the main points...haha...as i've said,i celebrated my birthday in a chinese restaurant in chinatown...finally gt to eat some hao liao after sufferring for many mths mainly having kfc,food fr chinabar (yucks! i dun like it man~but no choice)...haha...well,there's a total of 9 of us n u noe wat~~my sis ordered 8-9 dishes (i forget how many liao)~~quite alot eh~~i only have this much dishes when i'm wif my parents...but surprisingly,we managed to finish all of them...power ah~~haha... wanna noe wat my sis ordered mah~hmm...she ordered crab, si ji dou, duck, chicken, prawns wif vegetables, ma po dou fu, beef n beancurd soup... *drools* haha...eat until i bloated...n n n~~~n oso my cake~~~haha....i gt 2 cakes leh...bought by my sis n one of my fren...but we only ate 1 cake n brought the other back home...quite nice leh...the cake that my sis bought~it's chocolate cake~~~~~WooOoo HoooOo.... thanks jie~~ haha.... hmm...i've oso received quite a number of presents....i like all of them very much...thank u my frens~~~

haha...den at nite, i called my parents n told them everything....my dad even sing the birthday song...haha...so happy....1st time leh....i celebrated my birthday without my parents....feels abit weird....haha....but nvm lor.....they will be here very soon~~cant wait man....... =)

eh...i noe the pic is quite blur...thanks to the waitress who helped us take the pics... :p

=============GROUP PHOTO=============

============ME & MY FRENS============

============MY HOUSEMATES============

===========ME & MY SIS===============

HappY

2004-08-31T13:41:00.000+08:00

WooOooo HoooOoo.....finally~~~this day has finally come.....waited very long for today to come....haha....wanna noe y~~cos i'm finally 18~~~~~wat a nice age...'sweet 18'....wahahaha...so sad that i have to spent it in aust.....without my parents n my sg frens..... but was actually quite glad when i received some wishing/greetings (dunno which is the correct word :p) from a few of my frens such as Wendy, my bao bei dear LG, Sock Wai, Benjamin, Yeeling, Jiali, Andeline, Clive (my sis's bf), Jaime (my sis's fren) & Nor Wind EARLY this morning...I'm very happy and touched to receive msges from them cos i thought everyone has forgotten abt me liao...hehe......den hor, i was also quite surprised to receive a sms from my dad and my mummy when i'm having my 2nd lesson for today....so happy...... =) although I'm quite disappointed after knowing that they cant make it for my birthday.....but nvm lah~~thay oso have no choice mah....

hmm....I received my 1st present from my sn 1 mth ago when i return to sg..hehe....i like it very very much...finally i'm able to wear it liao...haha...purposely wait for this day to put it on one leh...den gt meaning mah~~birthday present muz wait till birthday den can open...haha....den my second present was fr my sis at 12am...haha....she gave me a mashi maro~~ *screams* i also like it very much...den i find it very 'qi guai' lor...i didnt even noe tt she bought a present for me..somemore we're staying in the same room...haha....
eh.....i've juz received a birthday card fr nungky....Thank you nungky 'xiao mei'........*hugzZz* hehe....was very surprised to receive it..... :) it's been a long time since i last met u.....but u still remember me..... =..) arghhh......i'm touched~~~ xiao mei...ur card reached me exactly on 31st aug leh......so 'zhun'.....haha...btw,u're right...i prefer to be in sg....haha....but no choice...die die oso need to study in aust...but u wait...dec n i'll be back....back in action....haha....

k lah....i'll stop here for the moment....will update again tonight....hehe......

(,") BacK (",)

2004-08-24T15:52:00.002+08:00

hihi~~~~~~time to update this 'dead' blog of mine......have not been blogging for a very long time already......haha......been busy wif sch work recently......juz handed in my assignment yest...(hard work man~).....that stupid assignment caused me not to have enough slp~~haha......cos i rushed out the last lab work for that assignment the previous nite (sunday)...i sat in front of my laptop from afternoon till midnite 4 am leh...can die man...i juz dunno how come my bf n some of my/his frens are able to sit in front of that small screen for hours~~without slping oso can..pei fu~~pei fu~~*clapp* *clapp* haha....actually my work can said to be last min work lah~~ haha......but no choice mah~~cos i dunno how to do....so gotta read up my textbook......i spend 2 days reading it from chapt 1 to 4.....power ah.....read till i become gong.....haha......but den hor,still dun understand... haha...now still struggling with it(java).....den i will oso be having my java prac test next fri....so die even worse lor....haha.....no matter wat,die die oso muz understand that sickening java....haha......if not,next fri,i can stone in front of the comp for 1 n 1/2 hr liao......

actually,doing a 'comp-oriented' course is nt that bad lah......at least i gained alot of computing knowledge already...but still not very expert lah... :p at least better den last time lor...cos last time rite,i can be said to be a 'comp idiot' lor.......know ntg abt computing one lor......only noe how to on/off the comp,chat n email....haha......very pathetic rite....haha....

hmm.......recently downloaded quite a number of songs......although it's illegal,but nvm lah......dun care....haha.....among all the songs i've downloaded rite, songs from ocean ou de yang were very nice lor....ou de yang roxXxx man~~~haha..........his 'gu dan bei ban qiu' , 'xing fu che zhan', 'shang xuan yue' must listen~~~if nt u will regret.....haha.......nice man......i've been playing those songs for dunno how many times liao....haha.....'Tipsy' by J-Kwon is not bad too.....well, i will stop here liao lah......all the best to those 'hao xing' ppl who have been coming to view my blog although i have not been updating it.....haha.....thanks~~cos i noe my blog is nt known to many ppl lor..... :p

~RaininG RaininG~

2004-08-05T15:48:00.000+08:00

Rain Rain go away~come again some other day~~ haha...........ThaT's Lame.....today had been raining non-stop.....but the weather very siao one lor....rain awhile den stop....den gt sunshine.....after a few mins,start to rain again.......pig one lor.....hai wo dunno whether to take an umbrella anot.....

hmm.....now it's only the 5th of august......hai~~the days passed very very slow leh......i'm waiting for dec to come.......wait until my neck become very long liao~ haha.... okok~~enough of complains....well well......juz had my 1st driving lesson few hrs ago after stopping for many mths~ actually nt many mths lah~~i'm being abit kua zhang here....ard 2 mths plus~i guess.....haha..... quite fun lor......but quite scary oso.....especially when driving on the highway.....muz drive at a speed of 100 km/h....scary man~~at least to me it's scary lah~haha.......hmm....my aim is to get my license by the end of september.......cool ah~ haha......but oso cant drive in sg...unless i convert my license... i think so~if really can drive in sg,den i will fly liao~~haha......can go anywhere without taking mrt or bus....no sweat man~~ hahahaha........provided i dun get lost lah~ :p

today oso attended my 2nd java lab~~hard leh.....throughout my lab lesson,i've been asking my lab instructor for help....haha~~~but hor....one gd point is~my lab instructor is from malaysia~~ so quite easy to communicate...haha.....finally gt one teacher who is nt ang moh~ actually he's nt a teacher lah~ he's oso a student doing masters.....actually the yr1 students in my sch very ke lian~ one of my fren's tutor is actually a yr2 student~~can u believe it~~!?!?! but she say the tutor is quite gd lor..... so cant complain much oso~~ haha....if nt,sure muz go complain one......we spend so much for the stupid sch fees,den ask a student to be the tutor.....how can like tt one rite~~ pig sch jiu shi pig sch~~ hahahaha...... :p k lah~ i will stop here.....will continue watching my vcd.....haha........guess wat~~some of the vcds tt i have rite,i already can say out wat the characters r going to say~~haha........cos i've watched them dunno how many thousand times liao~~ :p

~a bad day~

2004-08-03T16:46:00.000+08:00

KnS.......~~~today is nt my day.......yest i still so happy after changing my subject to accounting concepts rite...den this morning i received this stupid email saying tt my application is nt approved.....shit one leh......den i went to the faculty of sci n told one of the reception abt my prob..the reason is i've already done accounting 1A n they say acc concepts is much easier.....so i'm nt allowed to take....kns....den i went to see the course adviser of my course.......n he said the same thing as wat the ppl told me earlier on...den he say i can take up one elective n push my business oriented elective to next yr...so he suggested tt i take up multimedia.... i study my IS subs already wan vomit liao....still ask me take multimedia......can die lor.....den pig one lor....actually i wanna do introductory maths~~haha......looks easy...but den tt course is available in sem 1 only......sad~~den he suggested me taking maths A....but den the department of mathematics says tt it's better for me to do introductory maths cos i only did GCE O lvl so i may nt be able to cope lor.......hai~~this cannot do,that cannot do....den i dunno wat sub to do liao lor.....
den hor.....who noes when i gt back home,i received this email saying tt i can do acc concepts liao..make me happy till siao....so i want to find the adviser again.....sad to say,i'm able to do the sub but without having any credit points......pig one lor....waste my time.....hai wo yi chang huan xi yi chang kong.....so no choice lor...i took back accounting 1B...hai~~fated one lor....kns.....
this stupid thing make me cry oso when i was talking to my mum abt it cos i dunno wat to do.....i'm at lost.....everything oso do by myself.....1st time leh.....very scary~~~nt a gd experience~~~
although my baobei :p n my fren n my mum did encourage me,but i'm still very scared n worried leh......i'm afraid tt i wont be able to cope.....hai~~uni life is a torture~~!!!

~2nD EnTrY~

2004-08-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hiiiiii...........me back again......my 2nd blog so far...... :) hmm....ever since this blog is "officially" published,a number of my frens had already visited my blog.....n tt socky hor...says tt i'm lke writing my life story or diary like tt....pig man she~~ :x haha.....anyway,sock wai,thanks for ur comments on the colours stuff....but dunno whether it's better now...i hope so bah~ :) special thanks to yl jie too for helping me wif the tag n stuffs.. ;)
hmm....ntg happen today actually.....juz the normal lifestyle lor....wake up,go sch,come back home n online lor.....but i wan complain~~~~today i study from 10am to 3pm without any break.....i nearly die of hunger man...cos i nvr bring any food to eat except chewing gum...haha.... the teacher siao one lor...think we r robots like tt......but my fren power...she brought twister fr kfc n orange juice n ate in the lecture......next time i will oso do tt too...haha....
eh......today attended the stupid accounting n the so called "maths" lecture...n as usual,i dun even noe wat the teacher is toking abt......all tok so fast.....somemore wif their accent,very hard to understand......the maths teacher is like reading out the ans....nvr teach step by step one.....eg. she juz say 11 mod 10 equals to smthing.....i dun even noe wat is mod lor.....forget all my maths liao......so long nv touch maths already~~haiyo........die lor.....like tt how to understand...... but nvm lah....chuan dao qiao dou zi ran zhi~ hehe.......n hor....i finally changed tt stupid accounting 1B to accounting concepts liao which is basically learning the concepts of accounting.....ppl usually do accounting concepts -> accounting 1A -> accounting 1B...although i did accounting 1A in my sem1,but who cares lor.......can score can liao....anyway,i wont be able to major in accounting in my course...so nvm lah......most impt is to get high score....haha....
enough of those....now come to the happy stuff.....n that is i finally understood a little bit of the Java thing liao after clarifying wif my teacher n my bao bei~~WooO HooOo......haha......very confusing leh......hard to understand the concept......my brain can burst man......after learning all these comp stuffs...aiyo.....
sian leh.....did ntg much today leh......in the late afternoon, i've gt ntg to do,so decided to stare at the ceiling lor....n daydream...i actually did tt for dunno how many hrs...haha....tt's the best thing to do when u have ntg to do......but will turn siao lah~~ haha......den somemore,the vcds tt i have.......for some of them,i can already say out their lines liao lor......watch it dunno how many thousand times.....esp liu xing hua yuan 1,my sassy girl n my left eye sees ghost....haha....actually wanted to watch huan zhu ge ge one...but i nvr bring the vcd...sad~ haha.....k lah~~tt's all for now~~~cya~~~n gd nite~!

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