Puppy08's World of Thoughts

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Am back to blogging again but only when I have the mood. haha.. Anyway, my parents have arrived few days ago (on Tues) and received a big surprise from them. Guess what.. I received a PSP from my dad.. yay!! And I'm kinda addicted to it. Completed one game (which was really easy) in 2 days.. An now I'm addicted to Grand Theft Auto which is quite a fun and funny game (well, at least to me =p). Other than that, dad also bought a PS3.. woo hoo! But I'm nopt really addicted to that yet cos dont have the games I like to play.. Luckily.. else I'll be stuck to it. Haha..

Well, my dad returned to sg yesterday.. left my mum here with us. Supposed to start packing the house already but that stupid new apartment isn't ready yet. It's still not in the state where it's 90% completed lor.. Damn slow man! This blocks of apartment (2 in total) has been building for a very very very longggggg time - since I first stepped into Melb which was like 4 1/2 yrs ago.. Super duper slow lor.. But that agent kept assuring us that the apartment will be completed before our settlement date (10th May). If they can finish everything by then, I'll salute them lor. Sn and the rest have already moved in yesterday. We're staying in the same building but on different floors. The way it worked here is weird. People can start moving in and stay in the apartment even if the whole building is not completeed yet - as in not all apartments in every floor in the building are completed. Well, maybe all apartments in the same floor must be completed before people are able to stay in lah..

Anyway, it's Week 9 of semester already.. 3 more weeks before exam starts.. Super fast lah.. But I only have 1 paper.. So not too bad. =D For now, I still have lots of assignments to do. Sianz~ No choice, have to start working on them already else I'll do till siao if I were to do all at one go. Ok, shall end here. Take care. =)

- Feed her Sugar....# ;

Friday, April 20, 2007

It's 2.20am now and I can't get to slp. Kept thinking of someone and some stuffs. And so here I am, writing an entry till I get tired (I hope so). haha..

A new year has started 4 months plus ago and I'm in my Honours year right now. Time passes really quickly and it's already Week 7 of my study semester. Throughout the past few weeks, I have been feeling very stressed - stressed up about my research area and topic. I've changed my topic several times already till I get confused with what I'm supposed to do already. I get very sick and tired of reading endless of articles trying to look for a particular area of electronic crime to research on. This stress-ness had caused me to break down a couple of times. Sometimes, I almost feel like giving up. But I can't. I know I have to persevere to overcome the obstacles that I'm facing right now. And i know I can do it. It may seem to be a very difficult and tedious task to accomplish but nothing is impossible. Right?

Sometimes, I really hope that I can turn back time. If only I can, I will take action (take the initiative) in some things which I daren't to in the past. But there's nothing I can do right. The only thing I can do is to tell myself not to look back and not to regret. 这都已经是过去的事了。

Anyway, am I really that scary? I am experiencing some weird things at the moment. There were times when I'm out with this grp of 3 ppl, 2 of them will try to avoid sitting in front or beside me. And there's also this person who never fails to avoid talking to me. I dont know why they are behaving in this manner. And I gets very offended when they behave in this way lor! It's as if I've contracted with some illness that will spread or I'm a ghost or I'll eat up anyone who's near me. Please lor.. I have nothing to say if you really think that way.

Ok, enough of writing about such nonsense. Actually, I have alot of things to write about but it's just that I dont know how to put those thoughts into words. It is so so difficult. My paragraphs may not link and there may be some grammar mistakes here and there but I dont really care. =D I'm just writing whatever comes to my mind. I've already decided to keep this blog and update it whenever I feel like. Initially, I was thinking of deleting this blog away but after looking at the amount of entries that I've written (though it may not be alot), I've decided to keep it. However, I may change the design of this blog cos I think it looks pretty childish and kiddish lor. haha.. I shall end this entry with the pic below. To all my readers (if there is), I see you soon and come back with more updates (but I dont know how long that'll be =p).

Ok, the time is 3.10am now. I shall go get some slp already. Got to go to school tmr. Good nighty~ ;)

- Feed her Sugar....# ;