Friday, October 27, 2006
Today is the last day of school which is also my major presentation for Industrial Project although I'm not the one presenting. hehe.. But I'm excited as well as it marks the success of our effort throughout the past few months. Woke up early in the morning at 8am, which broke my record of not waking up at this kind of time since sec school. haha. I don't know how I managed to wake up at 6.15am every morning during sec sch days. But surprisingly, I managed to wake up before my alarm clock goes off. haha. After 25 mins of preparation (after I woke up), there I was in my suit. This is my first time wearing it including the heels which I've bought specially for this presentation.
The reason for me waking up this early was to print out the reports which my group has to hand in during our presentation. Spent around 45 mins printing out the reports and binding it, which costs us around AUD$160 something including the printing and laminating of 2 posters. When I walked into ICT, I saw many many people (both guys and girls) in suit. The scene is so cool lah. haha.. Nothing much happened except for the presentation. Well, managed to take some photos with our client after the presentation. Being the sua gu me, I brought my camera to school today cos I wanna take photos. haha.
Taken with Herlin in ICT before our presentation
My Industrial Project Group Members and Our Clients
My Industrial Project Group - ComosIS Consultants
Taken while waiting for my mentor to return to his office from the thetre where we had our presentation. Waiting to thank him and present him with a token of appreciation - a bottle of wine.
Oh well.. had to attend another lecture after the presentation. To my surprise, the lecture only lasted for 15mins. The lecturer told us that we (students) are all invited to a bbq session so he will make the lecture short cos "the bbq is more important" - said by my Mobile Computing lecturer. haha.. So when the lecturer ended, everyone rushes off to the bbq. I didnt go. Instead, my and my friends stayed in the lecture thetre taking photographs. haha.. cos this might be our last time to be sitting in the lecture theatre unless we get into honours next year. Pitcures are below.
Eleanor and me
Alone in the pict. This theatre belongs to me. hahaha...
I'm the lecturer giving lecture to air. =p Place where the lecturer usually stands.
Friends
Hmm...after that, stayed in ICT the whole day to complete my Advanced Database assignment. By the time I walked out of ICT, it was freezing cold and I didnt bring any jacket lor. So was bearing with the cold as well as the pain in my feet whil walking back to my apartment. After being in high heels for one whole day, I began to limp. In fact, I think I was limping the whole day. haha. If I have to wear heels for one week, I think I'll become crippled by the end of the week. haha. hmm.. still felt comfortable in sports shoes. haha. That marks the end of my day. Hoping to start revision tomorrow. That's if I really have the mood to start studying. =p
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Monday, October 09, 2006
Oh well.. Decided to get rid of those unpleasant entries.. Since I'm in a good mood now, I've decided to write up a new entry so that my 1st entry in my blog will not be that unpleasant that will eventually spoil my mood if I have to read it. Haha.. Actually, nothing much happened recently.. Just spending the days normally by going to school, coming back home, watching movies and that's it. Oh ya.. I've just got a hair cut on the weekends and I thought the price is very reasonable. AUD$255 for treatment, hair dye and cut. That is after the discount I've received. This is alot cheaper compared to those salons in the city lor. The reason for me going for a hair cut is because I had lots of annoying experience last week and thought that I might just trim my hair to get rid of thos bad luck. Haha.. Lame~~ I know.. =p Didn't go for a hair cut because of that reason. I'm not so superstitious lor.. Haha..
Hmm.. been eating Krispy Kreme continuously ever since the first time I went over to the shop in the suburb. Yea.. I know it's fattening and unhealthy. But who can resist it. It's super nice man~ Just last week, I went over to the store in the city and got another 2 boxes. It was delicious initially so I eat and eat and eat. Up till now, I'm still left with 1 box. Give me those doughnuts and I'll puke right in front of you cos I'm sicked of it already. Haha.. No more doughnuts/Krispy Kreme for me anymore! Perhaps few months later.
Process of making the doughnuts
It's coated with sugar (melted sugar)
Different varieties of doughnuts
As shown in the pictures above, the doughnuts are coated with a layer of sugar. That is the orginal flavour which I find it being the nicest compared to the others. However, the more I eat these, the higher the chances of me getting diabetes. Haha..
Okay~ I shall stop here and carry on the yan jiu my database project. =D
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Friday, October 06, 2006
Wah Kao eh!!!! What on earth is happening man????? So many unhappy/annoying things happened in just a few days. Just received a call from mum and I'm extremely angry right now! This is the second post I've written today. Can't help it cos there's nothing I can do but to write in order to vent out my anger although I really feel like flying back to Spore right now. I really feel like tearing her hair off her head, pinching her in every parts that I can get hold of and tearing her mouth off her face man!
Kns! You this idiotic OLD BLACK HANTU!!! Who are you to criticise people?!?! Saying others uneducated, English poor, Xia Sway to the neighbourhood/family. Don't ever say this in front of me, Wo Hui Xiao Diao Wo De Da Ya. What I can say is 'You are super duper CHILDISH! I SAID CHILDISH! YOU GET IT?!?! Speaking about education, don't think that you're so "EDUCATED". BIG DEAL?!?! Do you even behave like one?? For Goodness sake, reflect upon yourself before saying others. So what if you're educated, does educated people behave like how you behave?? You are just a graduate with ONLY a degree. Wait till I get mine and we'll be of the same standard. Or should I say higher standard than you. Cos I'm more refined than you. May I ask you, you being a graduate, what post/rank in a company are you holding today??? NONE! Just a relief teacher with all the free time in the world to gossip around. Poking your bloody black nose in every family's business. Since you are so free, PLEASE do something to contribute to the society or even the economy of the country instead of occupying the country's space and wasting the country's oxygen.
You are criticising people's English cos your English is good. But what's the big deal! Do you even know mandarin?? Being a Chinese but don't know your mother tongue is what I call XIA SWAY. And by the way, is your vocabularly that limited?? Have a change in your scolding words instead of always using the word 'Bitch'. 10 over years ago, Bitch is the word that you used to scold people. 10 over years had passed, and you're still using the same old WORD. Please man.. even the police had already changed to wearing long pants. What's more, you want to say others about their style of wearing?? Speak for yourself first. Come on.. you are forever wearing the same style of clothing with the same hairstyle for god knows how long. Trying to be like Liang Xi Mei?? Speaking about xia sway, you are really disgracing your own family especially your husband. Don't tell me you're that poor that you have to come and ask for bedsheets, shampoo for your useless dog, food, electronics stuffs, and even car wash. Is my house a convenient store, mini shopping arcade or even a car washing station??? Do you want our used clothes as well?? I'm wondering if you're a begger or something.
Don't think you're the eldest and so, 'ya ya' all the way. De Cun Jing Chi. Although others in the family will think that you're very fierce cos you're the eldest (once your name is mentioned and everybody will be scared), sorry to say that I don't think that way. You are in fact a COWARD. When you're in trouble, all that you know to do is to seek for help and look for a particular person to solve you trouble for you. And when someone or the people you informed to help you appeared, it's time for you to act hero again. Cos you have people to back you up. If you are so capable, settle the problem yourself lah! Instead of being an ostrich, digging a hole to hide your head and thinking that nobody is able to see you when you've done that.
Please lah.. If you want to find fault, please do it in front of everybody instead of attacking someone who looks vulnerable to you. That's what you are doing currently. Don't tell me you dare not to do that. Opps! I forgot. Of course you don't dare to behave in this manner in front of one particular person. Cos you're afraid that if you do so, you won't be able to get any money/things from that person anymore. You are really disgusting!! F*** OFF MAN!! Wanna settle, come and settle right now. Don't dilly dally! You are pathetic! All you have is your mother as your gossiping partner. For once, I thought I've or should I say the few of us had become stars without ourselves knowing. Cos you're so interested in our everyday life. Do I need to report to you how many times I've been to the toilet or how many grains of rice I've eaten?? If you like poking your bloody nose into other people's problem, go ahead and join the gou zai dui. I'm sure you'll help your agent to earn lots of money by reporting lots of gossips to your company. Cos you'll be the first one to know the latest gossips. That's what you are capable of, aren't you? It's a pity that you're not in that field.
Also, don't think that you're so well mannered. If you say so, that will be the funniest joke I've ever heard. You - only know how to say others but not yourself. If you're so well mannered, will you not respect the elders?? Will you not reply when your nieces/nephews greet you?? Will you not listen to your parents instead of scolding them?? There are so many things that you did which really puts me off in regards to the topic 'Respecting your elders'. If you're so called our eldest ******, will you even pin point at your nieces/nephews?? Hoping that they will get reprimanded.
What I can say is 'You are full of jealousy, hatred, and living in a world of dullness'. Seeing your relatives (inclu. siblings, nieces, nephews) leading a happy and peaceful life is not what you want. It doesn't mean that others must be unhappy when you're unhappy. Please grow up lah! What the hell has happened to you?!?!?! Experiencing premenopause or menopause right now??? But it seems that you've been experiencing that for your entire life. How pathetic.
I don't care if your offsprings came across my blog. She/They can complain to you for all she/they wants cos I don't give a shit about it! Say me disrespectful-I don't care. Respect yourself first if you want others to respect you.
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
To this person who's dying to know everything about me:
Well, I have been thinking whether I should post this up or not. And after thinking for some time, I think I should. I won't be able to say this to you face to face cos I'm afraid I can't control my emotions. To let you know, I can say that I'm quite emotional. When I get angry/sad, I will startle. So I will tell you everything that you want to know here. I won't care whether I'm being straight forward cos it is you who wants me to say this out. So don't blame me for that.
The reason for me treating you in this manner is because I can't accept the fact that I'm actually being used indirectly. I thought that you're someone whom I can trust and confide to when I'm feeling down BUT you proved me WRONG. I NEVER experience this in my entire life before cos my friends will NEVER do this to me. Having being here for almost 4 years, you want to know my feelings when I met you??? I felt really happy upon meeting you(after our 1st meeting) cos I felt that we could get along pretty well. And also because I finally found a friend of my age so I thought we just could click in few seconds, which we did. Maybe that's cos we're of the same age. After meeting you for a few times, I thought you may be another person who I can tell my troubles to. That was why I began telling you my personal things.
Never will I think that you will actually spill everything out just to pai ma pi or to find a topic to talk about to someone. Being a two headed snake or being too kpo will not bring you to anywhere else. I know who are the ones who can help me cos I'm not an idiot or mentally retard and so, I don't need you to interpret for me. If you have nothing to talk about, then just jolly well keep quiet. I was really shocked, disappointed and VERY upset when I knew about that fact. I felt betrayed. If this happens to me in secondary school, I would have already severe ties with that person. But now, I actually tried to calm down cos both of us are young adults already. So I don't think that is necessary to be applied to our situation now.
Can I say that you actually have two personalities. In front of me, you're someone. In front of another person, you're acting as if you're another person. Getting information from me and then turning to another person to disclose whatever information I've given you. Another thing is, I NEVER specifically said that you are NOT ALLOWEDto tell someone about the things I've told you. I've only said it to u ONCE and that was when we were chatting in the lobby of my apartment, this was before the National Day incident. Anyway, secrets are supposed to be kept to yourself, aren't they??? Apart from that, there is not even a single time which I've instruct you again. So for goodness sake, can you stop going around saying that????? Nevertheless, you still spill everything out. If you want to say something to someone, say it when I'm there. Why am you have to wait for my absence before spilling things out? I hate it when people talk behind my back, be it good or bad. The more you do that, the more irritated and disgusted I get. And hence, don't blame me for disliking you.
I really appreciate the thing that you've done for me. But perhaps, I'm wrong to let you know so much things about myself. In fact, I can say that we don't know each other for long and you don't really understand my characters. And please, I know when I'm bullied and when I'm not. So don't always say that I'm bullied (you know what I'm talking about). That is why I said that you don't understand me or should I say you don't understand US. I can't blame you for that cos we only know each other for 4 months or less. How much can you understand about a person in such a short period.
I'm very confused. I wouldn't want to lose such a friend like you. However, I don't know whether you're my friend or not. Cos you've somehow broken the trust we have as friends. There are some things which I want to keep it between me and my friends ONLY. Do you know what is the meaning of SECRETSbetween FRIENDS????? If there are things which I want to let people know, I will say it myself. It's not as if I have some talking disability. And don't tell me you tell your family members every single things about yourself or happened to you????? I'm sure you don't. BUT you - trying to act like one εδΊθ 'he shi lao' or being wan shi tong, go ahead and act smart. And once again, I want to EMPHASIZE that I never said 'Don't tell this to (someone) hor' with regards to that specific incident! SO STOP GOING AROUND AND SAID THAT I TOLD YOU THIS. Are you trying to ruin our relationship???? Please get your facts right before saying anything. The more I think about it, the more upset/angry I get. Cos what you've done really disgust me. Never will I think that you're such a person. I'm not really forgiving when it comes to this. And I won't be soft hearted to someone who had already stepped on my tail. I can be nice most of the times but I can also be mean. So don't try me.
I don't really know what I can do about this matter between us. And I won't be surprised if you go around showing/telling people about this entry I've typed cos I'm sure you will do that. That's all I want to say. If you have anything to say, just email it to me. Last but not least, I hope that there won't be a 3rd party being involved here. This matter is between the 2 of us, so if you want to settle, just settle it among ourselves. Don't go around telling people hoping they will pity you.
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Today is quite a hot day (low 13 degrees, high 25 degrees). But it's 27 degrees right now and it's pretty hot and dry outside. 27 degrees only and I can't tolerate already. I wonder how I survive my entire life in sg. Haha.. Thanks to my dad who installed air con almost everywhere in the house, that's why I won't be melting when I was back in sg. As when I'm outside, there's also shopping centres/mrts/taxis (with air con) everywhere. But Aust doesn't have. Shopping centres with air con can only be found in suburbs whereas those in city, and I think there's only 1-2 in city, are open air one lor. Trams,trains,taxis here are really hopeless cos they are really smelly. And the smell is indescribable. It smells like chlorine + sweat + smell of people who don't bathe and it's disgusting lah. Apart from that, every place (be it walls of buildings, trees, parks) looks like toilet to the people here. Cos everywhere I go, especially when walking pass alleys, there's sure to be urine smell. Sometimes it can be so strong that you'll feel like puking. I just don't understand why they can't do their business in the toilet. Or maybe that's their culture. Who knows right. Haha..
Anyway, just handed in my Mobile computing report. In fact, I handed in yesterday. A 4 pages report which I did in ~4 days. Hope I'm able to get an acceptable mark with all the crapping skills which I've developed the past 3 years. Haha.. hmm.. handed in one assignment and 1 new assignment (Advanced Concepts in Database) is out. However, I'm kinda excited to get started on it cos it looks/sounds interesting. Hopefully, it isn't really very difficult to do. Currently, I have this project and Industrial Project to be handed in in Week 12 which is 3 weeks plus away. As for Industrial Project, there's a presentation in Week 12 and I can't wait for it to come. Reason for it: to see the results of our effort for 14 weeks including all the arguments/dispute that we had, hehe.. and lastly, to wear the suit which sn had bought for me. Although it's just a suit, I'm quite excited wearing it cos I never wear one in my entire life before. haha.. After that event, it will be swot vac. After which, exams will come.
I'm quite happy with my exam timetable as it's evenly spread. Hopefully, everything go smoothly. Haha.. I wonder how I look like wearing the graduation gown. Should be very cool bah. =p This day is finally getting nearer and nearer. It's the result of all my hard work for the past 4 yrs , from 2003 - 2006. From a teenager to a young adult now. Haha.. Well, this is life. Life goes on no matter what happens. Anyway, hope my entry isn't too boring cos I really don't know what to write for this entry. Feel like writing but have not much things to write about. Haha.. Ok, I shall get back to my movies. ;) Till then, take care, all my readers! =D
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