Tuesday, November 22, 2005
hmm..today is a beautiful day with a perfect weather..not too hot and not too cold..went out for a short walk today and i feel so good. actually not really short walk lah, cos got to meet eleanor to pass/get notes from her.. while waiting for her to reach the place where we were supposed to meet, i just stood beside a lamp post outside Seasons apartment. i was facing the garden~ cos dont dare to stand in front of the pub.. later some siao and wu liao guys come disturbed me again~ very shitty and irritating one lor.. though i always glared at them before walking away. the renovation in the garden had finally completed..they spent quite a long time to renovate it lor..before renovation, it was some place for the skaters to gather around..but after the bali bombing case, that place was renovated to become a memorial place for those Australian victims..that place has dont know how many mini water fountains and spotlights..each representing a victim..as for those Australians who were Victorians, their names were being written out.. if i got them all correct lah~ heard that from my sis cos she went to have a look at it when she was on her way home from city today. quite sad lah~~ but i never really went to have a look at memorial thing before..just walked past it everyday when i go to sch.
i'm supposed to be studying now but i just cant settled down to studying. maybe because there are too many things to cover..too many till i dont know where and how to start..die lor..stupid lecturers also never say which topics to focus and not to focus in the last lecture..only ask us to follow the checklists that were provided.. jiang den yu mei jiang..cos the checklists covers like almost everything on the lecture notes..and the last lecture (which was supposed to be the most important lecture among the so many lectures that we had) lasted like 15 to 20 mins..i was very shocked lor..cos all he said was 'basically, i have nothing to say. i dont want to go through the stuffs that were taught in the entire semester again. just use the checklists as a guide for your revision'. -_- eh~~~ might as well dont say right.. one little tips also never give~ wo zi hao dei kao bei liao.. so pig lor~ all my subjects this semester have to memorise one lor.. torture~
before i end, just wanna share with u guys some 'poem' which i find it funny ->
you yi tian lao shi suo:
'tian shang xia xue bu xia yu',
'xue dao di shang bian chen yu',
'xue bian yu lai ma fan duo',
'bu ru dang chu jiu xia yu'.
jie zhe dao xue sheng suo:
'lao shi chi fan bu chi shi',
'fan dao du li bian chen shi',
'fan bian shi lai ma fan duo',
'bu ru dang chu jiu chi shi'.
haha..funny right..or am i the only one who think that it's funny. haha..i like that very much lor.. =p k lah~ back to telecom..i think i must learn to love telecom, only then will i start to absorb all those theories..in a faster way.. haha
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Monday, November 21, 2005
just had my marketing paper in the afternoon..it was the most terrible paper i had among the 3 papers that i've taken. this was my first time taking a management paper and i guess it will be my last time as well. haha~ i used to like accounting one lor. but after some incident, i've already developed a phobia towards commerce subjects. luckily i didnt get into commerce, or else jing qu de hui shi wo de ren, chu lai de ke nen shi wo de guan cai~ haha.. back to my paper, as the 15 mins reading time starts, i kept looking around cos people around me all started taking out their pencils to write. and i was like 'can write during reading time one meh'.. so i was sitting there like a toot when the invigilator told me that i can start writing my notes already. hmm.. indeed, there's a difference between this exam and all the exams which i've taken throughout these few years. as i was trying very hard to squeeze out all the materials that i've stuffed into my brain yest night, people around me has started writing. they're just like robots. dont they have to think what to write?? then ah~ one more shocking thing that i've seen is..when i'm writing my 2nd page, the guy beside me has already written like 5 to 6 pages. i knew it cos he was flipping through his answer booklet. sometimes i really wonder whether the hand of commerce students are fake or real. cos they can write so fast lor and so many pages as well..my hand feels as if it is going to break and my nerves/veins are like going to explode anytime when i'm writing my 4th page. cant blame, cos they're trained to write essays during exams since god knows when.. but i dont lor~ my course only requires me to type and write abit..haha..but anyway, the paper was shitty..xiang dao jiu xing tong~ but i'll need to pray hard that my bullshitting skill can help me to scrape through this subject..all i need is just 26 marks~ if can get more then good lah~ then i will enjoy myself till i puke in spore.
as for now, i'll just have to concentrate on my last paper. during this exam period, the 1st storey of my beautiful home has suddenly transformed into a coolie settlement? if that's the correct word to use. that level is super messy lah but who cares. i dont have the time to pack it lor. i guess every uni student's home is also the same as mine when it comes to exam time. packing it up will leave it till friday~ maybe 1 hr before i leave for the airport~ haha.. i do all my stuffs in the living room including sleep, eat, study and watching movie. when we're tired from studying, we'll just sleep. after sleeping, it will be studying again. haha.. plus the kinda food that me and my sis eat, are all not proper food lor. snacks or junk food i would say. haha~ i think if anyone is to look at the way we lived during exam period, that person will cry and gan dao hen xing suan. wahaha~~ but i dont really mind or should i say, i dont really care. ke yi du guo zhe ji tian jiu ke yi le~ cos i'm able to xiang shou in just a few days time~ looking forward to it. just dont know why i'm so eager to return home whenever it comes to summer holidays. maybe because i have 3 months to enjoy~ haha.. now left 4 days already.. before i can smell the air of spore and step on the land of spore. but i bet i will sure get a flu when i return. cos it always happen. takes me some time to adapt to the weather. cos spore is hot and humid~ then hor, i will sure start to experience those sticky feelings once i step out of changi airport. but i hope it wont be that bad in the morning. ;)
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Thursday, November 17, 2005
eh..that stupid tagboard in my blog is making me crazy~~ i've type my message dont know how many thousand times but still cant send out..keeps saying 'page not found'? did u all have this problem when u type something in it???? or is it only me who's facing this problem? dont know whether is it my code's problem (cos i put it in a layer) or the server of myshoutbox.com problem. but no matter how i alter my code, it's still the same. that problem still exist. only at some time when i'm lucky, den i will be able to send out my reply successfully to the board. anyway, i will type my reply here..
to el: haha..of cos not everything at one go lah~~ will spread them out throughout my stay in sg.. i will pray hard that i dont gain too much weight throughout the 2 mths plus.. haha.. and thanks~~ gd luck to ur OP paper too..as for telecoms, we'll face it together~~ ;).
to vin: eh..cant go back on 26th..cos already booked liao..but the time still not confirm yet..either taking 5pm or the midnight one..eh~~u change to 25th lah~~ den can go see ur *ehem* earlier..hehe...
anyway, tell me whether u guys faced any problem upon tagging k? through here (tagboard) or in ur blog's tagboard. i visit them very frequently one.. =p if have, den i'm gonna change my tagboard already. will switch to other providers. but this will not incur any switching cost~ wahahaha...
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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
hmm...i'm bored~~ bored from forcing myself to get down to studying marketing..cos i've got no interest in it..and the exam is freaking scary~ dont know how i'm going to write~ hai.. depressed~~ i promised myself that i wont take any commerce subjects anymore~ will get drown in those subjects. as for the rest of my electives, i've planned to take Chinese Calligraphy as a 300-level elective (dont know why they offered that subject as a 300-lvl elective though. cos it was supposed to be a 100-lvl sub. but who cares. SIS says can then can lor), Digital Imaging/Photography and Working with New Media as a subject that i'm going to overload next sem. actually i'm looking forward to studying them cos i've never take an Arts subject before. but that digital imaging is hard to get - only 20 students per sem. siao lor..so little~ so being the kiasu me, i've applied it for my sem 2 subject already. wanting to be enrolled in a subjects from the Arts course is a very very ma fan thing. got to get approval here and there~ waste my time only lor.. but nevermind..the most important thing is to enjoy what i'm doing. =D
25th Nov is just like 9 days away. this day has finally arrived (i mean going to arrive)..i've been waiting for this day since 3 months ago? - the 1st day of school. counting down the days to my return to singapore is a kind of motivation for me to keep on going despite going through many ups and downs throughout my stay in aust..however, the thought of graduating soon makes me kinda happy and sad at the same time. although i kept wanting to go back since 2yrs ago, i guess i will miss the life here - living by myself with my sis, doing all things by myself such as doing household chores (which i dont need to do when i'm in sg), having to think of what to eat for my every meals (which always gives me a headache cos very sian lah..have to think of what to eat. unlike in sg, everything is prepared for me already) and many many more. though i've got all my freedom here, i dont misuse it actually. cos i've got to think of my parents mah~ actually, i'm proud of myself for being able to survive in a foreign country at such age (with my sis here also lah) and also being able to cope and study in a uni straight after sec sch. it's a sense of achievement for me~ hehe.. :) but of course, i've got to thanks my parents for giving me this opportunity~ and also for their support. it's very very tong ku and xin ku when i'm faced with many difficulties (such as having to cope with the stress - all kinds of stress also have, and having to handle bian tai(s) and ridiculous people that i've come across in uni and on the streets) and i've got to solve them myself without my parents beside me. and especially when i'm sick (although i seldom get sick. choy! wo cai bu yao leh~), that is the period when i will get home sick, so normally i will cry when my parents called home -> aust home. and also my friends who had pei ban zhe wo throughout this few years. as the saying goes, 'zai jia kao fu mu, zai wai kao peng you' or something like that..it really applies~~so i would like to thank my sis and friends who have been taking care of me when i'm with them. haha..this entry is becoming like a thanks-giving entry already. aiya~ cos i thought of them when i'm listening to 'tong hua'. it's a song which makes me think back of many things. it's actually a gd thing to have memories. cos it makes me appreciate life and the people around me. i dont know what will happen if i dont have memories and if i dont remember those people around me. ying gai hui hen ke lian ba~ cos i will be like a zombie without feelings. aiya... i'm saying fei hua~ haha..
hmm..being alone and not doing anything really makes me think alot of such stuffs.. is it a good or a bad thing? i dont know..haha..furthermore, is it a good sign to have stress or is it not? i also dont know..it depends i guess..haha..recently, i've one or two pimples on my face. it's a sign of 'i'm stressed~~~'. haha..i think it's good cos it shows that i care about my exams. cos i'm very relaxed one leh since i'm young (or shld i say, since pri sch)..i dont study at all..just flipped through my books a few days before exam..but me feeling jing zhang happens only a few hours before exam or when i havent studied finish for my subject and i'm going to have that paper the next day. that's when i feel stressed. otherwise, i will be like 'exam then exam lor..it's not as if this is my 1st time taking exam'. very bad hor..not a gd attitude which i should have. but having toooooo much stress is not gd either. cos will turn crazy.. zou huo ru mo.. if i get the han yu pin yin correct. i dont want to end up in hougang chalet after getting my degree. that will be very wasteful..a waste of my energy, youth, tears and hardwork.. haha~~ that will also be my fei hua again.. haha.. =p
cant help it..cos now i'm feeling happy..i'm going home soon~~~ very soon~~ the first thing when i stepped out of the sliding door of the arrival hall in changi airport, is to hug my mum and my dad if he's there, and my bf~~ provided he's there lah, and also my cousins(if they're also there). haha.. next, is to have my breakfast in mcdonald~~that's if i reach sg about 5 plus in the morning..i dont think i will feel sleepy cos i will be so happy and excited having to step into sg again..else i will wanna eat mcdonald meals if i reach sg at night..then the next day, i wanna eat roti prata, curry puffs from yishun blk 739, indian rojak, chicken wings, carrot cake, chilli crab and man tou, zong zi, my mum's side grandparents' curry, fried pork chop, dark soya sauce pork chop, tomato prawns, papaya soup, Dan Ryan's ribs and many many more.. yi shi xiang bu qi.. i talked as if i've left sg for a decade or something. haha.. food~~ i want food~~~~ wahahaha....i'm not a glutton by the way. just that i miss local food so much. when i slp, i also dream of food~ hahaha...no lah~ i'm not that crazy.. no more western food for me~~ no more pizza, spagetthi etc~~ no more...pizza in sg is not that nice also~~ the number of slices of ham on the pizza is pathetic.. so little till i can count the number of them on the pizza. i only like the stuff crust. nothing else~ haha... ok~ i shall stop here..i think i've wrote too much already.. that's my problem - once i write,i cant stop. haha.. =p
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Monday, November 07, 2005
i hate to dream when i sleep. liked it only when i am having my holidays. cos when u dream, u will tend to be more sleepy. then u will tend to slp longer. when u slp longer, u will end up waking up late. therefore, u will have lesser time to study. somemore, i'm not the kind who will study non-stop. i will puke i tell u~ unless i'm studying a subject which i'm interested in, then that is a different case already. hmm..the weather now is super hot. despite the hot weather, i'm still able to sleep like a dead log. i never fail to wake up after 1pm - aust time. i dont know how i did that. hmm.. bu nen guai, tian sheng jiu shi zhu ma~ hahaha..
hmm..downloaded quite a number of nice songs recently. got tired of studying e-commerce cos no matter how i read my lecture notes, wo jiu shi du bu jin. i'm still on lect 1b. =( nevertheless, i still went to search for songs. found tong hua which is sang by kelvin tan wei lian. the guy from project superstar. his singing is superb. well, i didnt managed to look at his performance when i'm in sg cos i was either not at home or forget to watch. normally, i watch the episodes of the other half of the contestants (kelly that group). but anyway, saw some of wei lian's performance on the internet. i really really admire his courage and of course, his talent. he sings better than alot of people, including me~ hehe.. i also admire the kind of spirit he has. never gives up~~ woOoOoo...my ou xiang~~ he really motivates me. i feel so motivated upon listening to his songs. btw, i really dislike/hate those sporeans who support their own idol and criticise the other competitors. all the comments are on the message board in the project superstar website. it's really very what lor..u don't have to be so damage the other competitors' image even if u dont wanna support them, right?!?! what do u gain by doing that??? *shakes head* u dont see this kind of sucky behaviour in caucasians. at least they also clapped for the other competitors (even though the competitors may not be the ones whom they support).
in addition, even in a performance in sg, if anything cropped up, u will start to hear all those 'boo-ing' or those negative comments storming out from the audiences' mouth. but u wont get this kind of attitude in aust. i went to this flare dance concert organised by the flare dance club of melb uni. there was one dance which did not complete successfully cos the song was screwed up. i was wondering what kind of reaction the audiences will give. but to my surprise, they didnt boo-ed. instead, they clapped. that was to give the performers some encouragement and support. this shows that the audience understand the kind of feeling and anxiety that the performers will experience at the backstage especially during this kind of situation (and also at the beginning of the performance when they are about to go on stage). hmm..i dont wanna comment further on sporeans' behaviour cos i am a sporean as well BUT i dont behave in that way (i understand the feeling lor). =D
anyway, i've wanted to play quite a few nice songs in my blog. but i will play 'tong hua' by wei lian first. cos the song is nice. *thumbs up* hehe..now i'm motivated to study..will get down to study my e-commerce. jia you wor~!!! =p
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
omg! i cant believe i woke up at 1.50pm today. intially i thought it was only 12.50pm cos i was looking at the time on my hp (my hp's time is based on sg's timing), and i'm so blur that i thought it's still 2hr difference. i didnt want to get out of bed cos i was having a wonderful dream. i dreamt that i had an elder brother and we were on a mission to save some ghost. crap right? but to me, it's not. cos i have an elder brother. =p haha.. i think that i wanted an elder brother so much till i zou huo ru muo already. cos it can never ever happen lor. in my next life maybe. haha.
hmm..i'm behind schedule. sad~ this is my first time drawing out a study plan for myself throughout the starting of swot vac till my last paper. i allocated an equal amount of time for each subject. but who knows, i'm lagging behind. was supposed to start on e-commerce yesterday but i'm still on SAD. i havent practise drawing all the diagrams yet cos i guess i've spent too much time memorising stuffs. out of the 24 questions that were given for question 1 in the mock exam, i only managed to memorise the answers for 8 questions. and some of them were super long i tell u. i wrote about 4 pages just for 8 questions. imagine the length of the answers for 24 questions. die lah~ but nvm..i can do it! =D but think of e-commerce, i feel like crying. e-commerce also need to memorise. telecommunications also need. as well as my principles of marketing. die die die~~~ but i shan't worry about telecom and marketing first cos they are my last 2 papers. let me puke for SAD and e-commerce at the moment.
but right now i'm suffering man~~ this stupid weather caused me to have rashes on my leg. i have the urge to scratch it but i cant. have to endure with it.. tong ku~~ =.( arghhhhh..i hate aust's weather now.. it's so freaking hot and dry... till i dont really feel like stepping out of my house unless during certain circumstances where i have to go get my food. now my house is like heaven. i have 2 fans on to circulate the air in my apartment. although my apartment now looks as if it had been attacked by a tornado few mins ago. if u get what i mean. haha..
hmm...at the moment, i've also been addicted to a game - Sudoku. it's so fun. til i downloaded it from the website. so basically, all my time is spent on playing that. but also cannot everyday play cos i will ki siao. have to crack my brain just to fill up the boxes with numbers 1 - 9. in addition to that, i have also been listening to jay's new song (hei se mao yi and ye qu). i also like yi fu zhi ming. =D the more i listen to them, the more i like them although i dont what the hell he is singing. but the melody of his songs are nice. omg! i cant believe it. i used to hate him so much, saying that 'ta yao zi bu qing chu' and somemore he's not that shuai compared to jerry yan. as a saying goes, 'never hate/dislike a person too much, or u'll end up liking that person'. or something like that. haha.
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